SHINee World.

HELLO TO THE WORLD.

I'm going to dedicate this post to my shining SHINee. 

As 2014 comes, 

my job as a SHINee World had stepped on its way to 4th year with them.

I don't even remember how it all started but I want to thank that 1 particular person that I forgotten who she/he was that brought me to SHINee.

I remember that time, Lucifer was a hit. That was how everything started.

I'm a little unique, different from others. Others might started to fancy Jonghyun for his looks but for me, the guy in red pants was hot. I didn't care about his feminine looks with his fake long extensions on his head. From Lucifer to Hello to Sherlock to Dream Girl to Why So Serious to Everybody. I was there to witness their growth despite how young I am that time. Not long, they became someone who is owned quite a large space in my mind and also heart. I am an extreme Taemin biased but that doesn't mean I don't love the other 4. I love them all 4 equally or maybe.. Onew a little more. (i'm not trying to be unfair here) 

Because of them, I actually learned hangul characters quite quickly but being able to read those characters doesn't mean you understand what they are talking about. (sad)

I was one of those young fans who was there to see Jonghyun,Minho and Onew got hurt and unable to perform on stage. Therefore, I pray to God every day that SHINee will be healthy always.. I understand the feeling of not seeing 5 of them able to perform together. ESPECIALLY ONEW. For some reasons, I was quite frustrated that Onew hurt his neck during Everybody era. I wasn't blaming him.. I just felt..a little disappointed. Maybe because Everybody is a choreography that needs powerful group work. It's weird to see other people taking Onew's place and dance. 

Some time, I questioned myself why I adore SHINee so much and how much do they really mean to me. The reason why I adore them so much, is still yet to end. To be honest, if it wasn't for that time, I still can't answer how much do they really mean to me.. until that day came. 

I finally understand why people would cry over their idol. 

because I did.

That day, Nov 14th, SHINee won their very first daesang (best artist of the year) at MMA.

I was in front of the computer watching live. 

When SHINee's name was announced, you know what, I actually broke down with tears.

I was watching this whole MMA thing and I was going to smash the computer because SHINee hasn't win anything except bonsang which will lead them to daesang. 

I was disappointed to see a rookie group that could win more awards than them. 

Plus I was waiting quite long for SHINee to appear.

Those tears that flow down from my eyes were from strong feelings.

When I cried for them,with them,with a bunch of SHINee World,

I understand how much they mean to me. 

To be honest, I still cry whenever I see that video because it showed how much SHINee had improved all this while and I saw it,witnessed it and was there with them all the time when they are constantly growing and improving.

I can't describe how much,how much,how much I like them. 

I can see myself in the future, with white hair still supporting SHINee deep down in my heart. 

I'll still collect their albums and merchandises. 

SHINee World, 

I love you.