當愛已成往事

now playing : SHINee - 當愛已成往事

Today's schedule is Festival tour in Beijing.
They sang that song again.... that lovely song :')
It was said that there wasn't much fans attended that festival..
well of course, spring festival is coming.. that's why.
but they are going to Hong Kong soon right?
it's even worst but there are many people searching for people who are selling their ticket.. So i'm supposed its okay.
Well... Taemin is smiling a lot today.

When he smiles, I will..smile with him too.

There's quite an amount of fancams of GDA releasing today. I saw few, yeah.
Taemin receiving bonsang. (i only watch taemin focused fancam hahaha sorry ot5)
I swear he was quite teary ..his eyes were watery and all the gestures and expressions he made.. I can't decipher but I believe, he was holding back his tears as a sang namja lol
Is it me or Taemin has been changing a lot lately?
He used to have those "its okay" and "i don't care" expression.
He smiles and laughs while everyone is crying their asses off.
He is always that .."happy go lucky" type and the mature type but somehow silly and ignorant.

but after 2013, after he received the best artist award, after wgm
he changed?
He became that type of guy who gets touched easily and often has that teary eyes.
I don't think anyone can help create teary eyes for him.

Well.. people changed as time passes by.
Perhaps he understands .. or he has been suffering too much.
Yeaaaah. After a long time of hard work and getting appreciation and recognition.. it's something really touching. So.. it's okay to cry. ( i cry too when i'm under pressure or.. you know, emotional)

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I envy the bromance between Taemin and EXO's Kai.
They can have their own mini world behind everyone's back and hugging each other like .... gays.
The way Kai touches Taemin and his expression.. mygod. lol he looked like he was enjoying it very much.
Used to hate EXO , not hate, just dislike.
But I just couldn't. Taemin loves Kai so much , I can see it.

That day changed everything about my opinion and view towards EXO.
Last time, to me, EXO is just another rookie group with tons and tons of crazy fangirls and SM is trying to make use of their popularity to get even more money. Thus, eventually neglect SHINee. Since Dream Girl and coincidence, EXO having their best time of the year by releasing the song so called "Growl" , SM has been giving rubbish songs to SHINee. In result, giving EXO the best things and do so much media play and stick their babies into almost all the places they could stick, for example, dramas,tv shows. I got so fed up looking all the EXO things appearing everywhere....... and of course, during Sherlock era.. look at SM, feeding us all EXO's teasers. well it is not just 1 ,it is 10920493842 of them. You guys might say I'm just over biased but well.. I know EXO much earlier than most of you. Remember SM released their first teaser, that was Kai dancing with his tall hat on and there's a car there? Yeah, I watched that on the same minute the teaser release. Further on, SM kept releasing EXO's teasers........ and yeah, MAMA came and so on.. I was there. Most of you exist only when Wolf/Growl exist. I've gone through .. so much. hahaha. Used to think SM treats their idols unfairly and EXO was just a replacement for Super Junior ...

but everything changed since TaeKai friendship existed.
That day, SHINee got the daesang at MMA. Kai cried like a baby for them.
The moment when Taemin just threw his entire body weight to Kai that Kai got to stumble back and catch him. Taemin was crying,holding tightly to Kai. Then, he went to other EXO members and they all gave him a warm hug too. After everything, (since Kai is the mc,he's ought to be busy) Taemin slowly walked to where Kai is standing after so many people hugging him and patting him like baby boy (forever a baby boy in everyone's eyes) , there goes again. Kai saw him and pushed Taemin by his neck into him. Again, Taemin put his entire body weight to Kai that Kai got to grab hold of himself. Then, both of them stumbled few big steps back like giants, Taemin patting Kai's back like a kiddo.Finally, both of them were willing to let go of each other after quite some time and there was when Kai started to cry, like baby.  Perhaps he was touched and too happy for their seniors to win? yes. yes he was. He started to cry and he hugged Taemin by his neck back again. This time, even tighter. Both of them were swaying left to right and finally, Kai released Taemin and stroked Taemin's hair >///< He's totally abandoning his job as a MC for Taemin. Kai kept wiping his tears and Taemin constantly looking at him and touching him. Taemin was already smiling widely seeing his best friend crying.. hahaha. Until they said the offensive "we are smtown" thingy, they all went around the stage..bowing to fans and etc.. there comes again. Taemin putting his arm around Kai. Definitely abandoning SHINee to meet his best friend, Kai. Kai,somehow did not abandon EXO..since EXO members are everywhere. (no sarcasm used)

I even saw a fancam.. when they were showing the nomination video of daesang .. Kai was praying and mumbling SHINee's name. He's a sweetheart. Really. Taemin is lucky and blessed to have a friend like him. I changed my view towards EXO because of Kai. Jongin ah, thank you for taking care of Taemin.. although he's older than you. hahaha. ;_;

Everyone changed my views. First of all, there were many shawols like me, who were fed up with all these exo things but .. people stated the logical reasons behind all these and the friendship between EXO and SHINee shared.. we,of course, wanted to create peace between two fandom but somehow.. when there's one day world peace couldn't achieve,there will always be high difficulty that peace will exist between kpop fandoms.

I saw many comments that day, I saw many news that day..
I came to a realization.
SM was the puppet and all of his idols were just workers that earns him money.
EXO wasn't expected to be so popular.
SHINee was supposed to have their year in 2013.
SM did a lousy marketing work if they wanted to make 2013 a SHINee year.
( this is a long story. I wont explain..maybe next time )
Until EXO became a big hit,
SM literally... gave some shit to SHINee.
It's like they got a new toy and dumping the old one.
well , SM, it was a mistake you make SHINee comeback with WSS or Everybody.
If I was to become the CEO of SM, If I want to make SHINee a big hit of 2013, I would .. only make them comeback with Dream Girl.
However,there's also a possibility you wanted SHINee to gain all kinds of fans with different taste of music.

But.. it was all too late.
SHINee was a big hit when Lucifer,Ring Ding Dong released.
You threw them in Japan when they were the hot topic.
It was a big mistake,SM. It was.
but you didn't make the same mistake for EXO.
that's an improvement.

but whatever.

please, please, please let SHINee shine this year. 1 comeback is enough. 1 is enough. Save your idol from tiredness and save us from wallet holes.

Thank God.

bless exo,SHINee and everyone ; peace.