Starting a new year with a new life..
I shall make 2015 a better year

Closer to Him
follow His guidance ...
I will find true happiness

Enough with people fooling me
Having to swallow my pride
To see things I hate it so much
Drinking buckets of my own teardrops

I have enough of it

If no one appreciates me, I will move on to another place
If no one cares about me, I am going to be even more tough
If no one is here to wipe my tears off, I am the one who is responsible to stop it from dropping in the first place.


I shall gain wisdom
Be wiser
Increase my maturity

Love myself,love Him
Most important in my life,
Is to never stop having faith and be clear of what I want and strive for the best.

I won't be that stupid anymore
great lessons learned,

Never to sacrifice for someone unless he's really your husband and he don't mind doing th same to you

Never to pour out so much of effort because they will take it for granted unless he reciprocates back to you.

Don't ever trust someone who looks like you are his whole world to him but the truth is, when he has something else, he don't mind doing things that you don't like, every sweet things start to fall off and brings you back to reality

All boys are the same,  every single one of them ;they will eventually get tired of you, they like to have many friends that are girls, they think money can buy a girl's heart, they take girl's tears for granted, they rant at social network sites like keyboard warriors with lots of feelings but they are truly a coward in real life, they are all filled with ego...fucking egoistic guys. Their words may sound pleasing but in reality,it's just bullshit. They don't give a fuck about the mistakes they make and don't even bother to learn from it.  Even if you made the first move, he don't fucking care. Even if he's at the wrong state and you were the one indirectly still care about every single shit thing about him...he will fucking ignore you and leaving you in despair,making you look so dumb .

No,I won't be that dumb anymore

Someone else deserve to have my jealousy all over him and my possessiveness towards him
Not someone who adds fire to my jealousy and takes me possesiveness as a fucking joke.

bYe.