as another 23rd is coming,

i wont tweet/post that i'm blessed that another 23rd is coming

no.

i'm still depressed i'm still sad i still can't control my emotion

idk

my room is so messy right now

i was cleaning up few days ago but when i keep finding things, my tears burst out again.

and then i stopped and went directly to bed.

i don't think i wanna continue cleaning the room

until i actually completely moved on and feel nothing about it.
which means it might take ages .....


i'm sad
so i changed the song to suit my mood


kthxbye.