hi

hi
i'm here to update again

song of the day :

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the more I hold on to this relationship, the more I'm feeling unhappy.
the reason why i'm still holding on to it, it's because the efforts I've made for these past few years,the happy moments we've been through together and of course, the sad and tears we've suffered together.

day by day it passes by, my feeling became lesser and lesser and it might actually completely vanish in thin air by..next year?

i'm getting so tired

i'm so tired of you

are you even listening?

i'm getting tired of you

are you there to listen to my words?

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we've started too young, then we'll end young too?

i don't know what to say, i'll just say i'm so fucking tired of you, so fucking tired

i don't know how to put my thoughts into words

my disappointment is beyond words

YOU,

if you don't start putting pieces back together, i am giving up us.

i'm serious because i don't joke this kind of things

you never change ,don't you?


after so many years, do you not understand what kind of person am I?
I DOUBT.
you know me so well ........ but

we don't match well

you fucking tell me you know who am I but so what?
you know i hate it,so what?
you know i like attention so what?

have you ever try adjusting? NOPE

you know i was jealous, you don't give a fuck

you know i hate it, you went and do it

you know i like attention, you don't give it.

this is the exact kind of person you are


because you know i love you a lot,
because you know i will forgive you every time you try to stir shit things up,
because you know i don't have the courage to leave you alone,

so you took advantage of my feelings to you

to do more shit things to me.

no.
STOP
you're such a fucking moron


never mind
i will just let my feelings fade away
and good bye to you.