it's pepero day!!!!!!!
someone received a pepero few days ago.......
i wanna give pepero to you too ^^;;
i'm replaying Danger and Rewind everyday now
i'm re-watching Taemin's performance every now and then
i'm loving all SM's solo artists, ex: Henry,Taemin and Zhoumi...
sobs sobs sobs my kokoro can't handle
but of course I love Taemin the most
tbh i miss him so much
even if he's wearing a surgical mask, i'm still like his face a lot better
i appreciate airport photos a lot
because..... taemin usually don't put on make up or at least bb cream/foundation onto his face when he's boarding a flight
[reminds me of the cakey makeup he had in smtown that made me cringe so much]
well.......
today in airport,he decided to sit down and have a drink so he took off his mask
you know what... when he took off his mask, i realized the reason why i fell for him at first
because of his plan no makeup look on his face
ah yes when he don't put on makeup,his young look appeals to me a lot.........
i don't think taemin really likes putting on make up but SHINee's strong concepts make him put on eyeliners and eyeshadows .....which made him look feminine
yes taemin,don't put on makeup please
your skin looked so much healthier ...
i actually think you look better with acne scars,pimples and uneven colouration on your face
sigh i'm crazy over you so much
yah yah yaaaaaah
despite different religions, i find him so fucking attractive when he prays/devote himself to God
to be honest, i had already made a decision for myself.
i'm not going to have a religion (which does not equivalent to an atheist)
i don't buy those religion things
religion is the reason why people disunites,why people are killed without mercy
however, I shall remain a child of God. I believe His existence, I seek for His assistance.
As for Taemin, he's a very religious child.
I know he is
(tbh i'm very religious too but i don't have a religion //that's so irony// i just find myself very fond and dependent to God )
Every time he prays, he hit my heart's weakest spot...
taemin is just the most beautiful creature on earth
even when he's in overseas,he never forgets to pray
if we ever...ever meet ,let's meet in a cathedral in italy or somewhere in the european countries..
i've seen many many many beautiful cathedrals on tv and i'm touched to see them..
cathedrals are very beautiful tbh ...especially the one I saw in TV.. La Sagrada Familia in Barcelona..
you know what can enhance the beauty of the cathedral?
it's to see someone (most probably Taemin) praying with a sincere heart.
Every time he thanks God after his success,
and yes, and during his 2nd win of Danger, he thanked God in his speech ...
I was watching live that time and I actually understand his whole speech even though it was in korean...
when he wears rosary rings,rosary bracelet and rosary ear rings,
because the members know how he cherishes his rosary ring a lot ...thats why key decided to pick it up right away instead of picking it up later and increase the possibility of his ring getting smashed and kicked... [well if its just a normal ring.no one would care about it]
When Taemin does his "blessing thing" (i don't know what its called)
the most important is not only to pray for yourself but to pray for others too.
When he gives others rosary beads and rosary ring...
that girl is Donika.. as you can she she's actually ill
Taemin gave her the rosary bracelet he's been wearing for ages...
my heart kinda felt the warmth...
oh,
which boyfriend will give his girlfriend a rosary bracelet?
it was blessed by a priest too....
// where to find a boy who is that religious //
i find it so hard to find a guy who is like that
in conclusion, i really admire this part of him .......
there's so many many many things I really love about him , for example his deep thoughts,his sarcasm,his humour XD (well sometimes his humours just give me shivers because ..it was cold. lol)
oh taemin
today wasn't really a pretty day for me
i hate HATE hate I really HATE people not giving me full attention
he made me feel like a cheap person without any sense of dignity
nope i did not do something i am not suppose to do
what's the point of showering all my love and kisses to someone who....don't appreciate it?
you know the point i shower all these things to you and i got back this type of treatment hurts me alot?
.......... i don't understand sometimes
yeah
you are so worried that i will fucked up your game
look at your looks, your reaction when i touch your phone
you deleted the photos i took of you [i seriously hate this a lot]
you touch your phone even though i'm in front of you
i don't waste my time on you telling you to play your phone in front of me
i'm so disappointed
no don't say i started it first and put the blame on me
yeah because i want to share my hard time playing that level
i asked for your help, and you said NO.
okay fine
fuck you and your phone and your treatment
thank you for making me realize how dumb i am
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oh taemin oh taemin..............................................................................
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