ystd :PP

ystd night
lucky my brother didnt came home too late
I was still .. sempat to wait for him to come home.

So bored while waiting for him.
Scrolling the page up and down , up and down . seeing old stupid photos .
made so many paper balls. LOL


wa..almost 11.45++ ..almost 12 only come home.
Then , the first thing he come in to the house is to asked me ,
"why are you so ugly tonight? " 
I stared at him ,nodded  and said
" i'm ugly everyday la... "
Then he gave me a thumbs up.
LOL.
My brother says i'm ugly. means i am. :)

I followed him to the kitchen .
Without him knowing,
I punched his back many many times.
I punched really hard.
I punched with all my anger in it.
I punched until my hand become dark red -.-

And all he said was,
"very comfortable"


of course, I felt so much better . I even shed my last tear. :D  because my hand hurt. :PP

I said,
" thanks bro."

then I went upstairs.

Then, I thought alot of things....

then almost 1am I only sleep...

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I wonder if his back hurt or not -.-
having a naughty sister by his side plus always having mood swing .... is really a harsh thing -.-
and yes, the sister is me. hmmmmmm.

that night, it is so not like him. I know he will surely punch me back but he didn't and I wonder why.. ://

his sad days are over, his drunk days are over  but why mine haven't over yet?
oh yes,
forgotten.
my brother is a boy ,
his heart is so much bigger than mine.
i'm just kecil hati .
immature person who thought that everyone must go at her ways.

fine.
fine.
fine.

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I still remember that stupid vow,
last time I thought it was stupid but now, I only know it is so useful when times like this comes by...

1 more thing,
i fuck  people who said age gap is the biggest problem in siblings relationship because in the end, the youngest one will always suffer loneliness while watching the eldest to go to their desires...

thats not true. SO NOT TRUE.

Actually,I wanted to add something behind.

While watching the eldest achieve what they want, I'll always be the happiest one... even if they don't :)

What's more happier to see your brother is earning something more than he is suppose to be earning, seeing your sister is on the way becoming a doctor ?

Naaah, there's nothing happier than these things happen... :)

Do you know why?

my brother is going to be the one who is supporting my education fees when i grew older.


wahahahahhahahaha. Evil . :D

He promised to buy a new smartphoneeeee  for me.. and I'm still waiting. :D.
and his reason was, only retarded person use smartphone. and guess who's using a smartphone now? HE LA -.-
Aish.. I can't believe my father is getting my sister a SII . Zzzzzzzzz. What type of stupid reason is ... reading medical infos in smartphone is much more better and easy -.-

but me? Naaaah. :D I want a Nokia 3310. WAHAHAHHAHA. Crazyyy. As long as I have a phone to call and sms, I want nothing else dy larh ^_^


la la la.

i love my brother very muchhhhhh . 

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today ,
woke up
feel so much better ehhhhhhhhhhh.

I forgotten what happened yesterday,
forgotten what sad things happened.

Hmm I'm a forgetful person :]

today, I hope...
I'm showing a better mood of me to everyone ..^^

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today song in my mind,
Nothin' On You.

LOL . So random :PP


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my leg pain.pain.pain.
:D