kampung school home.

280412 -> [ 6 more months my birthday :PP ]

my sister invite me for a movie :PP
Marvel's The Avengers :DD
wa... I love that movie orh A_______A.
I like hawkeye. ROFL :P or maybe .. like what my sister says, I like Loki. ZZZZZZ -.-
argh.. Loki -.- rofl..

haihhhhhhh ~ quite rush also.. watch finish movie need to straight away balik kampung /.\
. zzzzzzzzzz ~~~~ ..

balik kampung..
i also not sure balik for what but .. haih~ whatever la :D
i know what is my father's reasons la..
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hahahah balik kampung mandi air sejuk -.-
brrrrrrrh -.-
never mind ~ hot weather bath cold water also not bad la :D .

lol my cousin so hyper active but too bad, I old already :( . don't have that much energy to play with them but .. my cousin didn't give up to invite me for a catch or whatever :P. i finally realize that the 1 thing that can make kids happy is when we're playing games with them , we announced the winner is them then they will be extremely happy ://. haihh~ play games with my cousins.. i'll never know the tactic to win in their games :33.
Is this call bully? hahahahh :D don't care :)). so yeah, i learned that rock beats paper and sometimes, paper beat rock... omg -.- that is why i never win T________T. and how can paper rock scissors got gun and tiger and police de? oh em gee... i'm so out already o.O.

then..went out for a nice dinner . hehehe very nice orh :D
:PP .  got kampung taste.. damn love it.wahahahhaha :D . :P . ~~~

hmm? then later balik rumah tidurrrr~
my cousin come kacau me . she really really hyper jorh and i realize his brother don't really like me T________T.
 oi Tan Jin Nan , i got that scary or not? T_____T . don't forget it is me who help you clean your dirty hand 1 leh T___________T.
suannn liaaaaaaaaaao :PP. I will never give up making you to like me.WAHAHHAHAHA. me so eviiil! btw,i'm your cousin leh..cannot scare of me T_T.

then.. at night sleep like piggie like thaaaaaat! :33. Tired sia -.-  sleep with my fellow kids~~ aaaaaah~ syok arh~~~~~~

haih..too bad next morning wake up early..eat xia breakfast then balik orhz /.\ boohoohoo T____T

to all my beloved young young young young young cousins,
one day when you all grow up ,please remember to don't break these bonds of ours T______T it would be so pitiful to see cousins not communicating with each other already.. Aihzzz! :( . Promise me to come KL study , must find me T_T 'cos when you all grow up , you would cherish more of this valuable relationships T_T [ekhem, example like me :P]

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home?
nothing to say la.. haih...
got bastards.. got actress...whateveeeeeeeeeer!
like i care ~ hmph!

haih..
treating other people better than treating their own daughter..
how 'bout ignorance ?
whatever...

i was told that youngest gets the most love but what I know was, youngest gets the most ignorance.
now,i find it really really hard to communicate..
haih....
hmmph. whatever don't really care that much laaa ~

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school?

whatever lo.
your fucking ugly tail already show out already la.
don't need to show that face of yours.

karma will hit you back .
so i'll be just sitting far away looking at how you will suffer in the end :) .

you look closer at yourself now,
the only friend you got is her,
besides her, what you got?
i don't know you
if you cry for us,
just take a second and look at yourself


what you did,what you said,
really really hurt the people surrounding of you.

you might think i am trying to harm you
but nope
ask yourself again,
why am I getting so further away,
why i am walking alone ,
why am I not talking much anymore.

just trying to let you know that,
i am not trying to revenge
i am not trying to fucking steal your friends
i will not fucking do things that is going to hurt anymore.
bastaaaards!

what my heart is hurting for wasn't because of what you did to me ,
it is who was hurting me.
i treated you as a friend and yet,you treat me as a 3rd person? WOW WOW WOW.chillax gal ~ i'm leaving :D
I'd rather be alone then being in a friendship that is giving me scars all over my heart , my brain and even my soul o.O.

your eyes looking at me, i know you hate me
your eyes looking at us, i know you wanted her to be with you FOREVER.
your eyes staring at us, i know you were jealous of me and him.

your actions... made me know, you want me to stay away from her..
the way you just act in front of me.. you want me to be jealous..
but it wont fucking work.

your words poke into my heart, i know that i am not allowed to stay near her .
your words... .. still remember until now.
just the same day, you hurt me 2 times and what do you think my heart is made of?
my heart is not made of steel ..in fact,it was fragile that one touch , would break it..

once my heart is broken, don't ever come back for forgiveness.
sorry but this is the true me.

i have rights to protect myself, the rights to protect my heart..

whatever :)

to be honest,
i'm happy that.. i brought joy to you all before in your life..
i'm sorry that i couldn't bring joy anymore .
in fact, i was the happiest because.. the definition of happy for me is when other people is happy,i'm x10 happier.

:). Sorry that our friendship couldn't end up like this but i was glad that...you're happy that i wasn't close ..not even talking to your friend which is .. yours..  .

^^ .
its okay if i am the one who is hurting..
as long as.. you don't hurt my friend.. i'm okay with it :) .

so,goodbye :))  .

============================================== peace out :)!


bye :DD good night my fellow friends :') i love you all :D