i don't want to describe what today is like.
looks like shit. maybe worse than shit.
i don't care what it looks like
but most important is

my heart already broken into pieces.
fine.
my heart was left half actually
then it broke all into pieces after that. yeah.

i was hurt 2 times in school.
yeah, guess what? fun right?


i want to know ,
why is she so sohai ?
why huh?
WHY?
WHY?
WTF someone tell me why?


talk like nobody's business

i thank her for talking so straightforward !

if this wasn't school
i would have slapped her.

i never felt so angry before in my whole life.
CB.
the whole day felt like killing people only.


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first is at KH, 
wtf at what she said.
@$#$@%$#^%#^%$^#^%#$.

2nd in the counselling room,.
I double triple wtf at what she said.
$#@$@%$#%#*(^$%*^$%^&$%&^&#$&#%@#$!@#

YU NO BRAIN TO THINK BEFORE YOU SAY IS IT?

cibai
you know i can just punch you in the face?
don't think i don't dare
if it doesn't pulls me into deep trouble,
i would have punch you and tell you go home and ask your mother how to use your brain properly to fucking care for other people's feeling when you talk.


wakao leh

at home, i already calm myself so terribly just to be happy in school.

WTF I WAS HURT AND MERELY KILLED AT HOME
AND NOW IN SCHOOL ALSO THE SAME?

KILL ME THE BEST LA.

cb cb cb!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHH -.-

my mood lately already no good because destroyed by some people
now,still want to destroy?

YES.
GOOD.

NOW EVERYONE TREATS ME LIKE SHIT.

YES, INCLUDING YOU.

BYE BYE.
I DON'T HATE YOU ALL BUT I FUCKING HATE MYSELF.

BYE.

- quarantines myself -