kampung school home.

280412 -> [ 6 more months my birthday :PP ]

my sister invite me for a movie :PP
Marvel's The Avengers :DD
wa... I love that movie orh A_______A.
I like hawkeye. ROFL :P or maybe .. like what my sister says, I like Loki. ZZZZZZ -.-
argh.. Loki -.- rofl..

haihhhhhhh ~ quite rush also.. watch finish movie need to straight away balik kampung /.\
. zzzzzzzzzz ~~~~ ..

balik kampung..
i also not sure balik for what but .. haih~ whatever la :D
i know what is my father's reasons la..
~~~~~~~~~~.

hahahah balik kampung mandi air sejuk -.-
brrrrrrrh -.-
never mind ~ hot weather bath cold water also not bad la :D .

lol my cousin so hyper active but too bad, I old already :( . don't have that much energy to play with them but .. my cousin didn't give up to invite me for a catch or whatever :P. i finally realize that the 1 thing that can make kids happy is when we're playing games with them , we announced the winner is them then they will be extremely happy ://. haihh~ play games with my cousins.. i'll never know the tactic to win in their games :33.
Is this call bully? hahahahh :D don't care :)). so yeah, i learned that rock beats paper and sometimes, paper beat rock... omg -.- that is why i never win T________T. and how can paper rock scissors got gun and tiger and police de? oh em gee... i'm so out already o.O.

then..went out for a nice dinner . hehehe very nice orh :D
:PP .  got kampung taste.. damn love it.wahahahhaha :D . :P . ~~~

hmm? then later balik rumah tidurrrr~
my cousin come kacau me . she really really hyper jorh and i realize his brother don't really like me T________T.
 oi Tan Jin Nan , i got that scary or not? T_____T . don't forget it is me who help you clean your dirty hand 1 leh T___________T.
suannn liaaaaaaaaaao :PP. I will never give up making you to like me.WAHAHHAHAHA. me so eviiil! btw,i'm your cousin leh..cannot scare of me T_T.

then.. at night sleep like piggie like thaaaaaat! :33. Tired sia -.-  sleep with my fellow kids~~ aaaaaah~ syok arh~~~~~~

haih..too bad next morning wake up early..eat xia breakfast then balik orhz /.\ boohoohoo T____T

to all my beloved young young young young young cousins,
one day when you all grow up ,please remember to don't break these bonds of ours T______T it would be so pitiful to see cousins not communicating with each other already.. Aihzzz! :( . Promise me to come KL study , must find me T_T 'cos when you all grow up , you would cherish more of this valuable relationships T_T [ekhem, example like me :P]

========================================================== ========.
home?
nothing to say la.. haih...
got bastards.. got actress...whateveeeeeeeeeer!
like i care ~ hmph!

haih..
treating other people better than treating their own daughter..
how 'bout ignorance ?
whatever...

i was told that youngest gets the most love but what I know was, youngest gets the most ignorance.
now,i find it really really hard to communicate..
haih....
hmmph. whatever don't really care that much laaa ~

=================================================================.
school?

whatever lo.
your fucking ugly tail already show out already la.
don't need to show that face of yours.

karma will hit you back .
so i'll be just sitting far away looking at how you will suffer in the end :) .

you look closer at yourself now,
the only friend you got is her,
besides her, what you got?
i don't know you
if you cry for us,
just take a second and look at yourself


what you did,what you said,
really really hurt the people surrounding of you.

you might think i am trying to harm you
but nope
ask yourself again,
why am I getting so further away,
why i am walking alone ,
why am I not talking much anymore.

just trying to let you know that,
i am not trying to revenge
i am not trying to fucking steal your friends
i will not fucking do things that is going to hurt anymore.
bastaaaards!

what my heart is hurting for wasn't because of what you did to me ,
it is who was hurting me.
i treated you as a friend and yet,you treat me as a 3rd person? WOW WOW WOW.chillax gal ~ i'm leaving :D
I'd rather be alone then being in a friendship that is giving me scars all over my heart , my brain and even my soul o.O.

your eyes looking at me, i know you hate me
your eyes looking at us, i know you wanted her to be with you FOREVER.
your eyes staring at us, i know you were jealous of me and him.

your actions... made me know, you want me to stay away from her..
the way you just act in front of me.. you want me to be jealous..
but it wont fucking work.

your words poke into my heart, i know that i am not allowed to stay near her .
your words... .. still remember until now.
just the same day, you hurt me 2 times and what do you think my heart is made of?
my heart is not made of steel ..in fact,it was fragile that one touch , would break it..

once my heart is broken, don't ever come back for forgiveness.
sorry but this is the true me.

i have rights to protect myself, the rights to protect my heart..

whatever :)

to be honest,
i'm happy that.. i brought joy to you all before in your life..
i'm sorry that i couldn't bring joy anymore .
in fact, i was the happiest because.. the definition of happy for me is when other people is happy,i'm x10 happier.

:). Sorry that our friendship couldn't end up like this but i was glad that...you're happy that i wasn't close ..not even talking to your friend which is .. yours..  .

^^ .
its okay if i am the one who is hurting..
as long as.. you don't hurt my friend.. i'm okay with it :) .

so,goodbye :))  .

============================================== peace out :)!


bye :DD good night my fellow friends :') i love you all :D

change change change :PP

:PP .
Not long want to change phone number already /.\
use finish this month, then i change number lorh /.\

yerrrr -.- change to celcom dy arh -.-
lucky its postpaid. wahahhahah :D

Celcom message Maxis  will cost how much? /.\ hopefully not expensive lorh..
:PPPPP !

hmmm?
my new number is... SECRET :PP i will tell laa but not here :D

do you want to know the reason why i'm changing number?
because of this awezome thing here

guess what is this? Aihh.... NOT MINE ALSO T_________T

my father bought new phone orh :P change number also ~ aihzzz~ its just a sign that he's getting ready to retire already... laaaaaaaaaaaaa~  la la la la la.

yesterday play the Note until syok but .. the battery life... woooooooo.

most important is .. its AMOLED -.- so damn damn damn pretty until cannot describe already. LOL :D


HAAAAAAIH 1 thing is.. too big for me . LOL . :D


wahahhaha.
Now my house got 2 samsung users ..-.- 1 s2 1 Note.. waaa.. my bro using windows phone .. looks nice. ngehehehehhe :D.  me? i use nokia 3310 . KIDDING XD

~~~~~~

haaaaaaaaaih~
change phone number orh..troublesome dao.. :(

T__________T

zzzzzzzzzzz............
fck
fck tears.
FCK YOU.

argh -.- .......

life is like shit

what type of shit life i'm having now?
cb..........
FIGHT MORE LA
GO AND FIGHT LA

cb heartbroken not you guys , its me arh!!!!!
zzzzzzzz..................

cb cb cb...
talk things cannot talk properly 1 meh?
why must raise ur voices?

bloody hell.
house not like house anymore
so cold so cold so cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can never felt the warmth i had last time anymore..
what the heck!

GO AND FIGHT LA ARGUE LA
GO GO GO.
MY HEART ALREADY DIED .

useless piece of shit.

lack of trust !!! because you guys lack of trust !!!!!! FISHHHHHHHH! LACK OF TOLERANCE!!! SHIIIIIIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes!!!  this shit shows me how useless am I and how great is my sister. FCK i've never felt so bad in my heart before. the feeling is like swallowing all the blames and debts and angers all in 1 time directly into your stomach.

suan liao ...
YES LO YES LO
I NEVER TRUSTED YOU
YOU ARE SOO SOO SOO CORRECT. SUAN LIAO .

I CB HATE TRUST .
IN THIS WORLD, THE PERSON I TRUST THE MOST IS YOU AND YES, IT MUST BE MY FAULT THAT YOU DIDN'T KNOW I TRUSTED YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH .

FCK ITS LIKE KENA BLAME FOR SOMETHING YOU DIDN'T DO BUT NOW,ITS DIFFERENT. YOU WERE BLAMED FOR SOMETHING YOU DID BUT WAS ACCUSED THAT YOU DIDN'T DO IT..

TODAY HEARTBROKEN LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.

i swear my tears all dry already, my eyes no more tears to cry out .been crying so so so many times . so maybe my eyes fed up and don't want to give me water to cry anymore. so yeah.whatever.

=> 23/4/2012 HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY♥♥♥

♥ happy 3rd month anniversary :)

today is the 23rd of April ~
WEEEEE.
time do fly fast..
T________________T.
too fast already.. T______T.
i want time to go slower.. so that i can be with you , a little longer? :P

hahahahaha :)
Thank you for the wonderful lunch today ;)
must admit,
I got a little bit embarrassed when we're near the school there /.\
people were staring at us.. talking about us.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

never mindddd laaa ^^ let people talk lorh :P

:)


can we celebrate this like..every month? then every year.. every decade..every century.wahahhahah :D

♥♥
I LOVE YOU , my prince :))

♥ monpiggie goh :D.

the end of IS2 for Taemin.

 NOOOOOOOOO
this can't be T_T
it's the end of IS2 for Taemin.

SHIIIIIIIIT.
where can I watch more awezome performance from Taemin?

jidangao -.-
why all also want to end?

fish fish fish.
I want more TAEMIN. T________T

just now watch his video performance.. haih. his last performance in IS2 stage... T_____T zomg.. T_T

never mind. i'm so crazy over Taemin until I downloaded every performance of his. WAHAHAHAHHA. :P

================================================================== .
Taemin's IS2 Performance Collection.  for my convenient 

120211 Goodbye City




120218 At Least Once 



120218 I Don't Know



120303 Terminal Mapo



120317 Wrongful Meeting ft f(x) Amber



120331 When April Goes By 4



120407 Night Train



120412 Be Strong Keumsoon-ah



120421 황홀한 고백 Wonderful Testimony







=========================================================.

weee Taemin fever.ROFL.

the end of sherlock activities T_T

kyaaaaaaaaa

why are u so cute T_________T

gorgeous Taemin <33

I didn't know you had piercing ! :O 

================================.

aih 

so.. 

yesterday was the end of Sherlock promotions and activities..

zzzz. 

imma so miss SHINee T_______T. 

I won't be seeing Taemin again for some time T_T  . 

zzz i'll miss him alot arh . 

:(.

SHINee, please come back and do a proper album soon larrh~~!!! T_____T.

#meloveTaemin :D 

=> happiest saturday class in my life :P

ha.ha.ha

today i went to school orh /.\

our class, i think only 13 people come only /.\
not even half -........- .

because it's saturday class marh~

i went because
i) attendance
ii) sleep there
iii)escape from home
iv) have fun there (?)

===================================== .

Thank you to my beloved husband , Goh Jun Xian for accompanying me like..the whole day in school :P
wahahahhah thank you ^^ .

not boring at all . in fact,it's the best saturday class i've ever had in my life :P


~> as usual , yeah. i love my maths teacher arhh!! i love her !! i love you , teacher Suhaila ! <3
you are like..the most patience ,kindest,lovely teacher i've ever seen T______T.
i'll get an A in maths for you ,teacher :D as an appreciation to you :)

~> Science? ZOMG. Teacher started Growth and ended Growth and started a little Land and it's resources and... to form 2's nutrition? lol :P

~> recess? eat lorh. :D

~> sejarah ?  teacher got come orh /.\ . i didn't do the paper teacher gave us. because xinfei took my sejarah text book already /.\ i planned to do after she finish using my textbook but.. i already lazy like shit and half sleeping there already. so yeah, i slept :P

~> PK? teacher didn't come also... so as BM teacher didn't come :P

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ weeeeeeeee.

today is the best day i've ever had? LOL :P.

TAEMIN PLEASE BE MINE T_T
I am willing to treat you all the meats ,steaks , milk for youuu! only you T_T.


you made me so happy in this videooooo! :D

thank you to the maknae taemin <3



tomorrow, i'm going to watch you on TV!!!
waaaaa~ .

TAEMIN A_____A

waaaa .
 I LOVE TAEMIN SO MUCH <3

this video reminds me how Taemin became my all time dream boy  :)) .
wtf Taemin , your best performance i've ever seen :')

:P

. <3

:')

WEEEEEE today, i felt so relaxed..
today , i swear i didn't talk more than 10 sentences but.. hmmm yeaah!

IGNORANCE IS BLISS!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ lonelyyy~ i'm mr lonely.

like i care. lol :P lonely then lonely . me dun give me a damn :] ^_______^

what to do what to say ?

never mind,
i believe there's always another rainbow waiting for me .. :)


hahahaha

today i sleep in the class for like.. 3 periods and the half? :D
after teacher finish talking about those sej folio , i tidurrrr~
pk teacher didn't come ,tiduuuuuuuur
bm teacher want to do lisan , tiduuuuuuuuur!

sien
school is such a boring place.

for heaven's sake
ever since that incident
my life is like a total fishing mess.

============================================================= .
i'm always waiting for a rainbow , :)

hahahah today come back home , on FB :D

waaaah, congratz to my 堂嫂  ! XD
she's pregnant
oh em geee.
me so happy for her ! XD

which means...
i am having a new cousin :')
i hope.. it's a girl ? LOL.
got too many boys already la /.\
i see also sakit hati..haihhh

:D

weee happy :')

lol :)

=============================================================== .

blerghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

whatever :D

========================================================= .

~.~

you fake, i also can be fake ^^
do not worry :]
come,lets play another game :D
^______________^.

~.~.

tired... /.\
totally draining out my energy .
fish............ .
menstrual cramp sucks........
fck la........
this morning pain until now.
when want to stop ? zzz.......
die die die die die die die die.


...................................................................... .


zzzz..i think i'll just lie down. lol bye :(

today

hmmph . today?
i forgotten what happen already
----------------- . -------------------
all i remembered was...
someone was there to .. at least made me laugh ? :)

ya... it was geografi . last 2 periods.
yeah, i was behind all alone again. :/
then like half of the class went choral speaking. :P

hmmph, so a guy sat beside me.
the awkward moment was
he kept trying to talk to me but .. haih, moody. lol /.\
i enjoy loneliness but sometimes,it also kills me inside la.. haih :(

lol i was glad that he didn't .. stopped trying to talk to me.
lol lol lol /.\

he .. was ..epic.
i think he thought i am one of his best friend already /.\
he talk whatever he likes. LOL .

he told me that doing english homework is a waste of time because.. you do it , and you forget it and you throw it away. ROFL .
he kept stopped me from doing homework. LOL . LOL . LOL. He said its a waste of time :PP
I said I have nothing to do. LOL . Then I continue to do.

 he often talks funny things @_@
yea, managed to made me laugh. LOL.
i can't believe he said that to me @_@ LOL . made me laugh until.. zzzz -.-
then people in front suspect us got something wrong. LOL -.-
then the people behind me kept say that guy want to kao me. LOL . whatever -.-"

then the teacher don't know talk until what type of plant..
then i was like .. huh . because don't understand what plant teacher talking about @_@
then he explained to me..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz -.- wakao leh -.- i tried my best not to .... lol .
that plant actually is something when people drink it or whatever, they will  .. ekhem.
i don't know how to say . LOL .
when he explained to me, i also got a bit speechless. LOL.
i still remember the way he told me . lol -.- i still so stupid don't understand what he was trying to say.. lol . :P .

haih..
then he go ask me in class who most handsome..pretty..bla bla bla 1. LOL . I simply answer him 'cos .. our class .. eyesore la. lol .
then he go ask me who is the most annoying person. yea, that naqi lorh. haih. then he start to tell me the whole story about naqi . :/ quite pity him also :( naqi , stay strong. LOL.  he kept tell me that naqi is like justin bieber , very late only reach puberty. LOL. -.- zadou .
zzzzz
then he go ask me,
have you ever cried for a boy?
LOL . -.- because coincidence, one of my classmate cried. ROFL. He say that girl missed his ex ex ex ex ex ex ex ex ex boyfriend too much. LOL - -" so many ex. ROFL.
i think he asked too much dy. LOL.
and tell him a little too much -.-

but never mind la,
tell him better.
at least let him know i am nooooot single.
Hinting him not to come any closer or i will kill him .
 LOL.

:P.

LOL then he go and comfort his classmate jorh :P .

hmm later he told me to help him do something.
he tell me go write something on his hand.

zzzzzzzzz. LOL . I wrote, BOREDOM.
since he felt bored listening to what geo teacher says. LOL
i did something.. zzzzzzz.fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiish.
then he said boredom is boredem . LOL -.-

then..very fast, also end of class dy.

sien lorh.

i thanked him and said goodbye to him .

hmm yeah. i like people who were there to make me smile when i'm sad :)

i don't care who are you la, boy girl , malay chinese or indian .
hmm all the same ^_^


thanks fikri . :)

- . - . -

i am closing down my facebook account.

i can't even live my own reality properly
its more worse if i had to control facebook life too .

if got any shit things want to tell me or scold me or argue with me,
FACE TO FACE .
not facebook to facebook.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- .

heart not recovering at all .
hmm whatever.
bye.

cb
i don't want to talk to anyone anymore.

i am a human .
i have rights to protect my heart from being hurt.

cb
bye .

i am closing my mouth, emptying my mind and ignoring everyone.
bye.

i don't want to describe what today is like.
looks like shit. maybe worse than shit.
i don't care what it looks like
but most important is

my heart already broken into pieces.
fine.
my heart was left half actually
then it broke all into pieces after that. yeah.

i was hurt 2 times in school.
yeah, guess what? fun right?


i want to know ,
why is she so sohai ?
why huh?
WHY?
WHY?
WTF someone tell me why?


talk like nobody's business

i thank her for talking so straightforward !

if this wasn't school
i would have slapped her.

i never felt so angry before in my whole life.
CB.
the whole day felt like killing people only.


========================================== .

first is at KH, 
wtf at what she said.
@$#$@%$#^%#^%$^#^%#$.

2nd in the counselling room,.
I double triple wtf at what she said.
$#@$@%$#%#*(^$%*^$%^&$%&^&#$&#%@#$!@#

YU NO BRAIN TO THINK BEFORE YOU SAY IS IT?

cibai
you know i can just punch you in the face?
don't think i don't dare
if it doesn't pulls me into deep trouble,
i would have punch you and tell you go home and ask your mother how to use your brain properly to fucking care for other people's feeling when you talk.


wakao leh

at home, i already calm myself so terribly just to be happy in school.

WTF I WAS HURT AND MERELY KILLED AT HOME
AND NOW IN SCHOOL ALSO THE SAME?

KILL ME THE BEST LA.

cb cb cb!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHH -.-

my mood lately already no good because destroyed by some people
now,still want to destroy?

YES.
GOOD.

NOW EVERYONE TREATS ME LIKE SHIT.

YES, INCLUDING YOU.

BYE BYE.
I DON'T HATE YOU ALL BUT I FUCKING HATE MYSELF.

BYE.

- quarantines myself -

逃学

我不要喝水 -.-
我要生病

我根本就不想上学

我想生一场大病
我不要上课了

我今天很难受
过后我更难受
放学后
我他妈的回家崩溃

算了
全部人都是一样的

我身边每一个人
都是不怀好意

走开啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！ -.-

TO KCY :]]

to kuankuan kuankuankuan chin yee :]


i saw your comment dy. hahahah
let's just forget what happen during std 3 laaa :((
now , when i think of it , it's like nightmare to me /.\
T__________________T

nevermind la :(
let's just forget what happened laaa~
forget the passst~
let's just focus on your future, k ? ^^


:)) bffffffff forever la :')
me love youuu <3

算了
看到你的脸

我根本就没有办法生气你…… /.\

Was sister born to just hurt her little sister's heart so many times in a day?
was she to always listen to eldest and just ignore what her little sister's feeling?
was it because ... i'm just the youngest ?

yes you are right
now the memories were slowly coming back
i have no reason to smile anymore

i don't even remember why am i so looking forward for you to come back
and now,
i just think that i am pure silly.

scold me lo
just scold me
scold me until you syok
i don't really care anymore

but ,
you better do care..
when i start doing silly things.

bye.

thank you lee sue laine
really thank you.
bye bye .

heartbroke

haih..
today saw something...
heartbroken again...

.................
wa......
cb lorh..............................

<//3 .

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .

mornin'

my sister is the scariest monster on earth.

zzzzzzzz - -

她是人们传说的“女强人” 啊 ~~~

T_____________T

i 100000% don't have freedom anymore.

=........................=

===================================================.

hmmph,
good morning :)　
i woke up feeling .. great?
my throat unexpectedly felt so much more better already :')

but .. yeah. still got that sicky feeling that is .. slowly killing me. :PP

now it is my nose who is torturing me. blekkkk -.-

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i can hear 1 of my neighbours playing the flute. :X .


aaaah, time to eat breakfast..
zzzz i dun wan to eat ..but i had to eat... /.\
bye. =...................=

==============================================================.

-.-"

wooooooooooooooooooah. -.-

today my sister damn gek at me worh -.- zzzz . 

she must have be angry at me for not welcoming her back home.

argh whatever -.-

she come home suddenly become so..arrogant dy -.-

i felt like giving her a slap. lol .

sien

she say she want to take my laptop battery out.. 

fck her laaaa -.-

hey sis,

i know you x1000000 times better than me

but puleeeaseeeeee ,

don't show me ur effing attitude laa -.-

don't think  mummy daddy what shit also listen to you then you can control me.

i give up la.

i don't want always have to fight every single shit thing with you -.-

/.\

i want my brother laaa. having you here me sakit hati only.. haihhh -.-

LOL

why you let me laughed out loud?
the status was so obvious talking about you and yet you go like it.
oh lol lol lol .
tsk tsk tsk.

wakao leh.
i wonder when you will reveal your real face.

hmm , never mind la. you both same same same same derh :D
yea , you know what i'm talking about,right?

^_________^

don't pretend good "man" in front of us laaaa~

you must've regret becoming my friend because..
i'll be the one...revealing your true faces. :)

walao :X
i don't want to be sick arh..
ohemgee.......... :'(

===================================================== .

LEE SUE ANN

RIP .

==================================================== .

haih -.-
just now suddenly
low blood pressure


i hate it...

:(

朋友？

你
为什么
什么
事
都要和我争？

为什么？

亏我还把你当做是朋友来看待

原来
你是tmd 地喜欢争 -.-

我的好朋友，
我可以给你

但是

你可以不要这样的态度吗？

我真的很心酸咯 -.-

我不懂你跟她说我的什么坏话
我根本就不理 -.-

你不用在那边假假
你的态度连lapsap 都不如 -.-
不用在那边做大戏

算了咯

现在还在那边脸黑黑的
我现在得罪你哪一根毛哦？ -.-

最近我真的很够力静
根本就没有冲动想惹你 -.-

我还记得去年，你是怎样进来我的生活的 -.-
很够可怜咯~

tmd

我忍够了

最好你不要跟我争男朋友
不然
后果不堪设想

算了

我给你争
我先放手
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


surrendeeer! i'm the loser ^^

ARGHHH
WHO CAN EXPLAIN TO ME WHY ARE THOSE WEIRD AND STRANGE THINGS HAPPENING TO ME?
WHY AM I HAVING BRUISES AND SCARS AND BLISTERS FOR NO REASONS?
WHO CAN TELL ME WHY I AM SO ........... ?


WHOOOOOOOOOOO ?


damn

.

lately ://

lately
all i want to do is to be alone...

sorry
i really can't stand how you always do things like that.
i'm afraid i have to just , you know, be alone.

fcccccck!
lately no one had made me laughed, or even smile naturally -.-
yeah. all just fake smile
I sit behind, nobody knows what I'm doing.
so yeah. That's the benefit of sitting behind :)

but..

today,
XiaoLing they all really made me laugh until... ohmygosh -.-
I've never laugh so hard before -.-
they all are so kind A_A
I was sitting there all alone
and ya , thousand of things are going on my mind
plus lately really really strange things happen to me and ..it cause me a big havoc in my mind -.-
and also yesterday i cant fcking control myself until got a bit gila already. ish -.- why is all the weird strange things happening to me?


so get back...

yeah. so , Xiao Ling sat beside me.
Awww it gave me lots of smile,laugh and etc .
Actually, I was touched and wanted to cry
but they made me laugh until don't need to cry dy :)
hahahaha :D .

maybe..I should join their gang?
LOL .
don't know !! :)
but they made me laugh until.. aaaah~
all my sadness also gone ! XD
and didn't even have a chance to think what had happened to me lately. :)

^^ ,
also Ya Ting came and hug me
T_______________T
waaa touched douuu ..
want to cry oso T__________T
Ya Ting tie hair lenglui orhzz XD


hahahahha :)
lastly,
thanks for everyone who was at my side lately..
^_____________________^

#bealone

change song :/

hahaha
change song lorh :))

this song quite relate to my feeling right now.

not only the lyrics laa
also the melody.

hahaha :))

oh c'mon,
it's SHINee.
Wahahahhaha :]]

new coinss!

weeeeeee new coins.WAHAAHAHA :D

THE BLOODY HAND.

today,my hand damn itchy -.- go and scratch the scar
and yeah, bleeding -.-

nice right? zzz -.- 

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080412 pavilion with childhood friends :P

YEP :) I went Pavilion yesterday . Yeeeah.
:// the aim is to go there eat lunch only.
HAHAH :D

[i'm so not used to this new blogger look. zzz ]


hahaha fooooooooood. i'm so obsessed with fooood!
oh yeah , it's syabu-syabu :PP
hmm , it's like steamboat but something better than steamboat.WAHAHAHAH :D

pity you guys who can't eat beeef. wahahahhahahahahah.

hmm , syabu-syabu and kimchi soup base :PP

oh yeeeees! cooked meat mixed with raw egg. 

~~~~~~~! 

my 1st attempt of ice-cream. 

zzz i make until not successful -.-

btw, thats not vanilla

it's rice flavour~ zzzz delicious :P

aihh , 2nd attempt

at least better /.\

my friend , Ian , he very kisiao 1 -.-

do the ice cream until whole hand also kena 

people nearby kept laughing at him 

oh yea , at the end i help him settle.zzz /.\

yeaaah the handsome purple guy is my brooooo!

i like his recent hair cut. LOL :P

and guess what is the kid beside him doing?

yeah  ipad -.- 

c'mon its lunch -.- get a life -.-

 

zzz see my sh brother. LOL he purposely do that ugly look -.-

and yeah, the kid beside him is his bro, Ian -.-

haihhh. both also my childhood friend. been know them for don't know how many years dy /.\

haaaih i understand them too well already. LOL . 

they still got 1 little sister 

damn like to stick me .

haaaaihhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~ .

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after lunch, 

we went walk around lorh :PP

then we drop by a CD store.

then their eyes glued to the TV dy @_@

the show that is showing on tv is

逆战 [ the viral factor]

Jay Chou do 1 :PP 

and then they at Malaysia film 1 :PP 

Me no interest standing there watch movie :PP 

me went in to the shop and see lorh

guess what i saw? :D

wakaaao leh. LOL :P 

see the price i want to vomit blood + faint.

Hmmmmmmmmphhh~

all also 100++ derh. 

Aih cannot blame them -.- all also import derh and new somemore :PP

LOL Never mind laaa I don't need . WAHAHAHHAHAHA. 

Haih. Taemin must seriously eat more :PP 

============================================. 

the heart pop out incident happened -.-

we went down , and down and down using the escalator. 

without looking back , we just went down.

we thought everyone was here 

but when we stopped at the floor we want to walk ..

we just realize...

the two boys missing jorh /.\

wakao -.-

the first thing is my reaction.

fck they were just beside me not long and then they lost already? o.O

sh lorh that Ian

call his phone also didn't pick up -.-

cb then my bro went up and go and find them

and guess what?

THEY WERE STILL AT THE CD SHOP WATCHING THAT MOVIE.

oh yeeeah -.- 

fish -.-

i nearly slapped him when he came back.

then i'm sure to let them walk all in front and i walk behind. LOL

T___________________T

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Pavilion got that HTC One X fair orh :PP

then we also go see see

ngehehehehhehe

HTC ONE X.

oh ya this is the sh Ian. LOL.

with beats leh :P

weee nice to use orh /.\ but the price..omgee -.-

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hahahah this is random XD

guess what phone is this?

ngehehehhehehehehhe. **drools**

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so yeah like that, ended my Sunday in Pavilion with all my kisiao friends :PP 

================.

todayyy.

today is lychee's birthday orh :DD

happy birthdayyy !! :D

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todayyyy
hahahahaha :D
helped 3 guru kaunselling in that 4 periods there. LOL :P

:PP .
first helped to cut paper
then do some decoration for the things abt dadah :P
and then go and find orang
then cut paper again :P

wakao leh -.-
the teacher tell me find a student /.\
went in to the class then first thing is kena trick already /.\
students in 5PSV2 , i'll remember you guys forever and ever and NEVER GOING TO FORGET.grrrrh.
nearly scold bad words. LOL /.\
even the teacher in class also follow them trick me . bloody hell lorh /.\
okay lo, trick 1,2 times never mind, after that still want to trick worh /.\
helloooooo i'm here to do my work not to play games with you all -.-

cb lorh -.-
haih, after some time only find the correct person i want to find -.-
then that person also very wtf 1 lorh -.-
tell him go that way , he go walk the other way /.\
i kept going further , he kept going nearer. argh /.\ sickening -.-
until the teacher's office only he stop his ridiculous games -.-

/...............\
then i damn bs already. LOL .


haihhhh. suan lerh -.- but who he think i am ? -.- i am not even a friend of his, haihhh. whateVerrrr -.-

=================================================================== .

today nearly slept in the air cond room  lol ~
then like that become sleepy dy~~~~~~

ooooooooooooo~

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good monday la T____________T

justnowwww :PP

just now i went midvalley :PP

my father want to buy new phoneeee orhz /.\
i also want T__________________________________T

Me so crazy :PP
the 1 attracted me was the s2 and also the new samsung nexus. :PP see the price i lagi sakit hati , the s2 drop price dy orh :PP the new 1 coming out marhh~
I play until very syok until my daddy go tell me try using the Note :PP

Note big orhhhz /.\
but also play until very the syok XD
i even try using FB, weee not bad orh :PP

then my father ask me,
" you want s2 arh?"
zzzzz i shake my head la and said,
" no laaa "
the truth is,I don't want kena bomb larh /.\
zzz but got a little bit regret lorh.
who knows my father will really buy 1 for me? hmmmmmmm...
haihh -.-
suan liao i want don't request too much larh , use my own money buy better :PP
知足常乐 :P

then play until syok syok . LOL XD
then my father decide want to buy samsung galaxy note orhhz /.\
so bigggg :P
but who caresss
XD

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sien just now also went to the Health Fair :PP
go check sugar level.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Tak mau cakap larh /.\

blood pressure?
lagi tak mau cakap.
LOL.


just realize me not healthy at all -.-

oh my gosh..

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haaaihhh~then later go home sleep sleep sleep until 8.30 only want to wake up. LOL XD
tired marh~~~


zzzz~~


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Never Knew I Needed - Ne-Yo

I love the lyrics orh :))


never knew i needed - ne-yo :)


(Ooh)
For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)

For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

You're the best thing I Never Knew I Needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/n/ne_yo/never_knew_i_needed.html ]
My accidental happily (ever after oh oh oh)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

You're the best thing I never knew I needed (oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (that I needed)
So now it's so clear I need you here always

Who'd knew that I'd be here (who'd knew that I'd be here oh oh)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
Undeniably happy (hey)
Said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)
Girl you're the... 

You're the best thing I never knew I needed (said I needed oh oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (needed oh)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
Baby baby
Now it's so clear I need you here always

my sis :PP

WEEEEEEEE.

My sis coming back on next Saturday. 

Weeeeeeeeee . 

I miss her alot la :'(  

haaaaihhhhhhhhh . 

Jie,

3rd year already orh :')

must gambatteeee ^^

then after few years,

I got a doctor sister lehhhh~ 

WEEEEEEEEEE~~ 

Maybe after a few years,

a SPECIALIST SISTER? 

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

lol kisiao already me :PP

haihhh.

hard to say how heartbroken am I to see my sister's situation.

i always pray hard for her :'( 

she's under so much pressure and stress -.-

some more sinus attacked her. blerghhhhhh -.-

fcuk lorh =.=

more heartbroken is

she's been coughing for long time already

and she slept for 3 hours only -.-

ohemgeeeee -.- 

:(( 

haih, 

pray for her larh T________T

to all the medic students,

good luck :) 

may you all start your new semester happily :D 

ME PLACE IN CLASS.

haihhh~
guess what place I get in class?

it's some kind of number but definitely not top 10 T_______T

MUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I AM IN 3A !!!!!


But I still don't understand
my percentage.... my grades...
but why.. ? T__________T

T_T teacher.next time chinese test must be easier laa :(( haihhhhh.

@#!$#%#$%$^%$^^%
I don't know how teacher arrange lorh ://


hhahaha 3C's number 1 that boy very geng lorh :PP
his percentage higher than mine :P .
congratz anyway .

Hmmmmmmmmmmmph.
i've nothing else to say.

闪人先~
bye :P

longtimenoupdate :PP

i upload some pic larh :PP

Before going to kampung :P

 Me bro take the pic for me -.-
haihh .
bengkak + pain. ://


now not pain and still got a bit bengkak :P

HAHA. this is the only things I bring to back to kampung :PP

IN KAMPUNG

with my crazy insane cousins -.-

with the Lim's and the Tan's :P

My couz,Tan Regine and Patrick Lim :P

the peace is not my finger :P

hahaha . 1 bed can sleep 5 person,cool right? :P

:PP

haihhhh

what type of shit generation is this  ? :PP

HEY COUZ ,

remember the times that we used to play OUTSIDE under the hot sun and sometimes the rain instead of just playing indoors with the iphones and the ipads? haihhh -.- lifeless la :(

HAIH. Can't believe they found Anny and Abby :/

and yeah, those peace are not my hands ://

this is my cousinnn , Tan Renée

pronounced her name properly,k ? 

haih heartbroken la -.- see her bruise on her face

zzz i damn pity her -.- 

HAIH.This is call NO FACE COUSIN, Pamela Lim :P

Anny's torturer. zzzzzzzzzz </3

she bloody hell violent laa ://

LOL My no face couz :P

hahah that day coincidentally , 

all of us was wearing Nike shirt :PP except my little cousin :D 

===================================================

oh yes, we're Nike cousins.. HAHAHA :D

LOL . 

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

weeeeee

not my cousin ://

That day Ching Meng day went to aunt's house to pray :)) 

then met this kid . HAHAHA.

My aunt babysitting this kid ~ HAHAHA

he kept on pull my finger. 

my finger want to come off already laaaaaaa :PP

haih..hit me some more~ haish.

don't understand why small kiddo like to hit me derh T______________T

he . soo . cute. 

so intelligent some more -.-

haaaaaih. kids nowadays getting more clever and clever :PP 

also another 1 that like to play touch screen thingy. HAIZZZZZZZ. 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

haaaaih. 

i am sorry that i didnt update for a long time.

i damn damn damn lazyyyy :PP .

okae. 

love you guys ^^

bye :)

UNIFI-ed.

JUST NOW KISIAO -.-

zzzzzzzz

talk to Unifi people really want to vomit lorh -.-
i nearly vomit out blood . **Dies in peace**

.

Today , my papa tell me to call the Unifi people to configure some mail settings :/
So yeah I call -.-

CB.

I said
" may I speak to your technician please? I have some problems regarding the mail settings . "

they so situpid.
I say I want to cari the technician
and the stupid guy just said,
no technicians available now and he will try to help me /.\
then I'm fine with it lorh -.-

tell him my problems
he fcking only know how to YES YES YES.
zzz I nearly want to scold him already -.-
Then I ask 1 questions so many times and he didn't even answered logically -.-
its like i am giving him question A , he go give me answer C.
Zzzzz -.-

I very bs already -.- talk for half an hour get nothing only -.-
then I hear him speak English I very very very uncomfortable /.\
ask him 1 more time, I want to talk to the technician /.\
then now he let me talk to the technician.
=.=

you know I spent my 15 minutes hearing the advertisements in phone when i'm trying to get to the technician's phone line?
cb finally someone picked up the phone and yeah, I repeated again.
but luckily, I get some info already la -.-

walao lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
bloody hell that technician told me to enter my password and stuffs
and the technician kept telling me to retype it again maybe i will type wrong because it is quite long /.\
and in the end ,
he just told me,
that was the wrong password -.-
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
then i was like,
" OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOD! "

aih. Then i see the clock,
times up already -.-
need to tuition already.
I said goodbye to that technician and will disturb him again tomorrow.


Zzzzzz. I felt so upset for not able to help my dad to do small things. Haaaaih. What to do? Got a useless daughter here.  /.\


HAHA.
Then, I go home,
my dad said settle already XD
He said he scolded them until they speechless :PP
[ aih my dad is like that 1 la. he likes to scold until people cry or speechless ]
he said he heard the girl want to cry already. LOL
not weird laaaa .
even my dad scold me 1000 times, i sure cry maybe 999 times la -.-

hahahahaha. my father just scold them then very fast settle already -.-
haaaaaih.
don't know what to say.

Was I treat like a fool just now because i'm just a kid? o.O
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAIH.
dl.


:PP

I love God . God is my life and I'm willing to serve God forever :)

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

I hate Satan . Say NO to Satan :) 

noneofyourbusiness -.-

i don't care how the hell you think he is
most important is how i think of him.
bastards just need to stop talking bad about people -.-

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~

lately mood improved alot
yay :D

:) maybe.. it is finally going to over? :)
i will pray hard that it will never going to happen again anymore.. :)

maybe i'll just spend 15mins everyday to just pray.
hahahaha :D  ~~~~~
i'll just surrender everything to God ,  :)

yay :) ^^v

清明节

清明节 -.-
好像越来越少人 -.-

只能说，
这两天，
我都很累

tmd 睡迟就是这样:PP

我还记得我还有可爱的功课还没有做完
可是我累啊 :P

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

31.4.2012 - 1.4.2012  麻坡-居銮

去拜阿公 阿嬤 
竟然给我下雨 -.-
只能说
大家已经准备好提防那个很晒很晒的太阳
结果下雨 :PP


下雨也得扫墓啦~
只能说
我的亲戚真的很够力
假如不是和我姓李的，还有我是长辈
不然早就把你们和金子也一起给烧掉 -.-


小孩子也会攻击我的左手啊 -.-
很厉害
喜欢拿雨伞来打人
厉害
算了
我忍 
身为姑姑的，
我忍 -.-


算了
是李家的孩子
都是顽皮的
没有一个是不顽皮的 >:( 
男男女女都是一样


:PP


过后就和阿公 阿嬤 告别 :)


我真的真的很希望能够有机会见到你们 :((
虽然没有见过面，
但是
我始终觉得
我们好像曾经认识过对方很久很久了 :)



^^


过后
去庙 
去拜大伯母 :)
也是没有见过的 :(




过后
就去吃午餐
好吃到爆 :PP
我还添了两碗饭
吃到一粒米都不剩 XD


hehe
然后就赶着去居銮 :D


我最喜欢去外婆家
因为就好像投入大自然的怀抱
很舒服啊~
我最喜欢在外面荡秋千 :D
可是
由于是下午
太阳很晒
所以躲在家里sms :P


过后去吃东西


回到家
吃dessert
wahahahhahahahaha
好吃到~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


过后
在房里面在那边看人家疯狂


还有被他们发现到我带我的宝贝们到居銮啊~
他们玩的程度
我不懂要怎样形容 T_____T 
总而言之
就是故意欺负我的Anny 和 Abby -.- 
zzzzzzzzzzzzz. 


小孩子 就是小孩子啦 -.-
还有一个
去骂我asshole.
zzzz
tmd
没大没小 -.- 


然后颠到11点才甘愿睡觉 -.-
我要呆久一点的
可是我的表妹要我陪她睡觉
然后就打通电话
就跑去睡觉了


我的表妹整晚抱着我睡觉
我怕吵醒她
所以一整晚都没有动 :P


然后
很早就起床了 :PP 


过后堵车 -.-
30分钟后才到外公的坟墓 -.-
那些无脑的人，
1 way street 变成 2 way street --
整条路塞到………………


zzz 


然后我就上山向外公打招呼 :D 
~~~~~
外公很靓仔 XD
我也是没有机会见到他 T__________T 
想到都想哭 zzzzzz 


我坐在外公的祭坛旁
和他聊天
[我没有神经病 我是这样的，okay?]
我又来祈祷了:]


那边放炮好像没有分寸这样 -.-
吓到我心脏都pop出来 -.-


过后
我去在外公的祭坛周围插香  丢纸 :P
差点要pokai -.- 
如果真的pokai,
我看真的断手断脚 -.-


~~~~~~~


过后去吃发糕 XD 好好吃 XD 


然后 做完一切后 我就和外公告别 XD 


过后就走了


又回去麻坡 吃早餐 顺便再去看看阿公 阿嬤  的坟墓 
因为那个土松掉了 就是有洞 所以不好看嘛 -.-
哎~~ 我看 就算补几千次 那个土也一样会松掉 :PP 


~
就这样
我就吃了午餐 睡觉 回家


heheh




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~~~~~~~~


幸好下的雨没有那么大
天气没有像几年前那么晒 -.-
烧东西也没有感觉到那么热


我觉得我那一天真的祈祷很多很多次 :PP
希望大家安康嘛 ^^ 






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累啊~~~~~~~~