2019

Hi to my first post of 2019. I'm so sorry for my in-activeness. Life has been busy, like really busy.

Well, at least I still remember I have a blog that I can always come back to whenever I feel like writing something. 

Let's do a quick update? 

I finished my degree this year, I graduated this year, and I'm currently on a professional qualification course. Busy but not so, happy but not so too.

I've been trying hard to keep track of my mental health since 2017. 2018, well, it was like a roller coaster to me. I had a bunch of panic attacks on the way, I was legit sad for quite some time but along the way, I have really great times as well. My grandmother passed away, my brother got married, I made great friends, I failed one subject and had to retake (geez) and many other things happened. 

2019, hmm, now it's September. What have I been doing in this 9 months? I went to my graduation trip with my uni mates, I had my first unbearable 10 minutes of panic attack of the year during class, I just finished my first ACCA paper yesterday and I don't even know if I'm able to pass or not, I'm learning Spanish for 4 months ++ (muy bueno), had a huge crush on someone so far away that I most probably couldn't reach to him but all thanks to him, I was able to feel better in life. 

Well, nothing has really changed in my life. The same old problem keep coming up but got worse as time passes. New issues emerge every now and then, it is a challenge for me. 

Hate to say this but I'm most happy when I'm not at home. 

That's the end of my update. I love you all, still. Thank you for still sticking with me.