long long time no update

aaaaah why so long no update? dun ask why. I'm also not sure :/
I just want to sum up my life in the first half of 2013. ^^'

Form 4 life has been great.
I've been chosen to be in 4SC2 ^^;
many seniors told me that 4SC2 is a better class instead of 4SC1.. I'm starting to realize the reason behind this .. less stress.. less homework but one thing for sure, 4SC1 is not really better than 4SC2..if you see our places in form 4 for the exams.
My class teacher is Pn. Nor Afiza. I still remember the first impression she gave me was that kind of emo teacher who has PMS frequently and fierce... but it end up so much different than I expected. She's more of the blur type of teacher that I love. Yeah,she loves to call me Sue Ahn like how other people like to call me.... I'm used to it.
I still can't decide who's the best teacher. I've gotta say the laziest teacher would be my BM teacher. Not trying to humiliate her here but argh,she's like ... pfft. I don't know when is she going to return my karangan book.. and I've been pinched by her a few times for not completing her work (like i care). She literally threw her komsas teaching job to us as lisan work ... @@ FINE. yucks.
The most hardworking in giving homework teacher award goes to........my beloved english teacher,Miss Thusha. OH hi there miss thusha,we've meet again - -. Essays and non stop essays. Grammar work and non stop grammar work. I.. was hurt that time when you said you were disappointed of me. I tried to explain but .. I REALLY DID MY HOMEWORK and teacher,you didn't even tell us to pass up. Teacher oh teacher. I'm a good student that does your homework,okay? just that I don't do it on time x) Her favourite word is BOZO. LOL XD last year was geng-geng bas sekolah. lololol. XD I love miss thusha's humour sometimes XD She changed alot this year (Y) and would proudly say she's a great teacher ^^
I've said goodbye to first test and mid year test. (veryobviousdidn'tdothatwellformidyear) yes. Didn't do well. but I did well for first test. LOL . hehehehe.

that's all for form4 life.

at home?
 still the same as always. Except my father is getting older and older. He's starting to forget things. He even asked me lots of words that he couldn't spell. I remembered when I was at kindergarten age,he scolded me for not having rubbish spellings skills .. but now,it's like the opposite except I didn't scold. He's driving slower and slower. Walking slower and slower. Everything he does,it's just plain slow. I couldn't do much to help him.. . One thing I can conclude, my dad and my mom's conversation is getting lesser and lesser. I've been having meals with total silence which creeps me out sometimes. As a kid,I shall not ask much.. it would either end up getting slapped or having cold wars. Life's boring like I'm the only kid at home. My brother's busy working, my sister is in Sabah.. no one (including my mom) asked me how I was feeling.. problems that I've been suffering.. .It's like I've no one to talk to ..no one to rely to.. . Everyone just seems.. too old for conversations. but its okay. I just want to know if they need any help,there's always a daughter,a sister here to help them ..
My brother has recently got a new job offer. I secretly hope he can accept the offer which gives him a higher salary. Oh c'mon.. if he accepts this job,I bet he don't even need to come back home that late everyday. Although we're living in the same house, we can don't see each other from Monday to Friday - - because he leaves earlier than me and comes home after I sleep. My father keeps giving him pressure on buying a landed property house. Good luck on it bro.
My sister... ? don't even mention it. She came back yesterday but guess what, I didn't even talk to her more than 10 sentences. Terrible right? yucks. She came back,I lost my room and everything is messed up. I couldn't have late calls with my pig ...................... . -- If I want to , I have to sleep in my study room which equals to mini store room. I don't get why the room is dusty and hot and dirty. The room is definitely not my study environment although it's call the "study room" . ergh. PFFT. My father kept complaining that she waste money like a rich girl. First day know her ah? .... -.- you could have invest more money on me. I'm interested in taking new hobbies though..

Friends? I'm okay with friendship. i even got to stage when i felt that having myself is better than having friends. i'm more like a loner and outcast personality . I don't need 10000 friends to hold on to it. I don't rely friends. I don't blame anyone for my small circle of friends because that's what I need. I know lately, things had gone out of control. I've changed my ways..  .I keep myself busy to avoid myself thinking too much. Some lessons I've learnt .. . HAHAHA. I miss how close we were last time.. I just have to accept the fact that people changes and they meet new people day by day. I'm starting to dislike missching . change your attitude please -___-". By the way,I've decided to stay away from people since I'm becoming an anti social. However,if you come to me,I will always welcome you warmly with full commitment. Actually,these are all just small tests given by God to test our friendship. God had tested us well.. and I've learnt many things ^^;
had a small fight with rachel. glad things finally worked out.

and of course, I'm still loving my pig like always. I'm not going to write alot of things because many things .. just too many things I couldn't even remember. I'mjustpurebadinmerememberingmemories. I LOVE MY PIGGGGGG!!!! :P when can we get married? haha. i'm stupid.