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bogoshipoyo.

i feel neutral today. i just wake up at 8.30pm , thinking of how extremely late i slept last night. staring up the ceiling, thinking what should I really do today. School's gonna reopen, I haven't pack my bag, haven't tidy up my study table, haven't really finished up my folios , didn't clean my study room and etc.

I was blurred.. I wanted to do all these chores today but.. suddenly just don't feel like doing anything today.

continue staring at the ceiling. oh boyyyyy , thinking today is going to be like one of the most bored days i've occured. I simply just .. couldn't have the hardworking mood to do everything I should do. Just thought of PMR, I started to nervous a little but that didn't last long. I just... haven't been "motivated" to start my PMR revision or whatever. My mind is just like .... swaying around the sea, enjoying the sea breeze.. aaah , just couldn't stop enjoying every lovely and wonderful life moments. Too much to enjoy and yet, also too much to worry. Life's challenges ahead waiting for us, a pile of books to study, a whole lot of problems to solve, a bunch of dreams to work on, a proper health to watch on, a dangerous society to aware of... . So much things to do and yet, my mind.. just won't get ready for these challenges.

2 weeks of holidays ...all wasted by me .. . No regrets..no regrets. I want to live a life that is without regrets but ..that's quite impossible for me. Isn't it? :P

Thinking about tonight, me alone at home , he's at overseas ... no one here , no one there. Dangerous society where we're living. I was kinda feeling... omg, i'm all alone to enjoy the night. . Hmm, wondering what if someone broke into my house. The first thing I wanna do is to be CAAAALM as a turtle. Grab those harmful things and BOOOOOOM. Smash and kick the ass of the baddie. Oh wait? what if there's 2 persons. Okay, I guess I'll just scream , grab my kids and run out from the houseeee!. LOL .

LA LA LA LA LA. I need to off now. Eyes... blurring. BYEEEEE :D