TODAY 250312

Sien sien sien -.- 

today finally can escaped out of the stupid arguments. 

lately

the house really like shit . worse than shit. 

quarrel la , quarrel ~ 

argue ~ argue ~argue.

all fck lai fck qu. very nice is it? 

sien

make me cry don't know how many times a day only -.-

is it true that when people grew older, 

the feelings they had for each other will become worse? 

i don't want to sleep late already but seriously,

i can't stop forgetting how bad is the situation right now 

and i can't even handle properly my school stuffs now /.\

there's not a night i don't cry right now.

seriously,

can you all just shut up for a moment? 

You all don't need to fcking curse me why am I born to this world. 

I am not fcking born to pleased you all -.-

if you all don't like me,

why don't kick me out from the house now?

HOUSE LIKE THAT

SCHOOL ALSO FUCKING LIKE THAT.

Do you know it's hard to control my emotions nowadays?

especially for these past few months -.-

I don't even fucking know what is happening to me

and I still want to pleased you all by acting someone I am not? 

I don't give a damn about that -.-

You all only know how to scold scold scold

FINE

SCOLD LA

scold until you all syok

I also very very very syok . 

Stupid daughter ,right?

CORRECTO ! 

cb daughter?

GOOD.

Siao 1 the whole house . 

House -> a place for me to cry . 

School?

still need to say?

I don't fucking care right now.

The most important is that I STUDY WELL.

Whatever shit stuff that is giving me problems, I don't fucking care anymore. 

hmm? 

whatever .

ALONE THEN ALONE. 

LONELY THEN LONELY

HATE ME THEN HATE ME

I DIDN'T BORN TO THIS WORLD TO FUCKING LET YOU ALL LOVE OR LIKE.

zzz whatever. 

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today , 

i went out for movies.

sien 

luckily still can go out -.- 

i went out with my mom -.- i want to separate seat with her but she don't want /.\ sien

went to see my lengzai dai yang tian. WAHAHAHHA :D 

the movie 行X踏错,

overall , 

good lorh XD 

sorry but the whole movie, i only pay attention to my daiyangtian :PP 

yerrrrrr -.-

i don't want him to die T_________T

zzzzzzzzzzz T_____________________________T

hmm yeah :] 

lengzai larh him . Wahahahhahah . :PP 

:PP 

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ffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

hmm ~ 

never mind.

i'm tough i am strong

even if no one is there for me

i will be there for myself. 

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