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Friday, March 30, 2012

.bubble pop

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today?

hahahahah . SO LOL .

Today is ChinYee's birthday!
but 40 mins more then your birthday over lorh :((
Happy Birthday larhhh :]
We've been BEST FRIENDS since standard 2.
WAO . Time flies.
We've been best friends for like..
7 years -.- WAKAO LEHHH~ yeng :D :D :D

HAHAHA. I wonder what brings us together .... ?
I think,
it's because i'm so damn quiet and shy at standard 2 and you're the noisy 1 ,wahahahahhaha and that's how we get along. :PP
I remembered what happen at standard 3. Omo /.\ don't remember , better :(  CHINYEE THE RUNNNNNERRR!
Haih. Then , standard 5 and standard 6 not the same class dy but we still keep in touch marh :)
then secondary school .. yeaaah.best time :)

SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARH. love youuuu muackz!
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Today at school fun larh :]

HEHE.

Although got some unhappy moments but..
JUST FORGET IT LAAA :]
THAT'S HOW PEOPLE'S LIFE MOVES ON !

FORGETS THE UNHAPPY AND CREATES HAPPINESS :)


teehheeee!

wish everyone a nice day :D

Thursday, March 29, 2012

i'm so in love. LOL .
sorry to all my friends, terutamanya, QuekXinFei.
LOL .
I know I very crazy but I could not hold my feelings la -.-

Today I got the memory card :PP
HAHAH >> check this out.


ignore my idiotic laugh at the end of my video -.-



WE RETAKE THIS DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES ALREADY :P
THOUGHT THIS TIME WE'LL GET IT BUT NO..IT DIDN'T :P



hahaha LOL . 

we're the best in acting. XD

still got long way to go only got my part :PP

don't worry.

my part
will be interesting.HEHEHEHE

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

今天 280312

妈咪叫我忘记那些不愉快的事情
叫我不要影响学业 不要影响到健康
难得这几天没有出现任何不舒服的状况
就必须维持这样的状况 /.\

当然
我有听她话咯 :PP
妈妈疼我了
我很开心
:')

啦 啦 啦
今天
只能说
“干”

哈哈哈
不要问为什么
心知肚明啦!

今天下雨 /.\
我超不爽的
只能说,
自己没有努力祈祷
他妈的
我不要在无意中睡着了 
令我忘记祈祷
zzzz

对不起,
我懒
根本就没有祈祷
才会下那么多雨
搞到自己心疼而已 --

今天下雨
对不起
让你淋湿了
这全部都是我的错 -.-

拜托
改天
不要在送我回家了 也休想陪我走路上学 :(

心疼到要哭了 zzzzzzz

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今天打针
现在还隐隐的痛着 --
可是不比那个上3次那个针痛 >-<
我班那个lanyeng的人 竟然连打针都怕
鸡蛋糕 我一点都不怕~
哈哈哈哈
我前面那两位靓女差点要哭出来都不要打先
结果把我推前去
无所谓~
越快打越轻松 :]


针一插进去
我就有一种很爽的感觉
lol
我根本就不怕痛




打完后
回班 的时候 竟然给我晕一点
讨厌流血啦 -.-
棉花很多血 看到很想哭 T_T


今天
还有量体高体重
我根本就是 underweight -.-

体高 :154cm
体重 :

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=> 7more months to my birthday
which means PMR is getting closer -.-
and what am I doing here?
:PP

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

这几天

我以为你只是一个普普通通的sohai

原来

你是sohai 中的sohai -.-

真是令我“大开眼界” 

你的所作所为
我不会理
今天你做的一切
被我看透了

尼妈的
你不用再这样打击我
IT WONT WORK. 

cb 
你的所作所为
肯定会被揭发
所以不必偷偷的做
要做
就他妈的光明正大的做啦!

干! -.-
不要以为有靠山
我就怕你
你根本不认识我 -.-
老实告诉你
你的靠山也好不到哪里去 -.

告诉你噢~ 
不要趁火打劫啦
我这里火很猛烈
怕你连靠近我都有问题啦 -.-

只能说
不能以貌取人 
所谓,
路遥知马力,日久见人心
算了算了

送你一句,
是我老哥爽爽就拿来骂的,
那就是,
POO BOH.

不懂意思的,千万不要问人
怕你被人家扫一把掌~

干 干 干
最近很喜欢骂 干 这个字 -.-

这几天
觉得自己变了 ^^
也许保持沉默也好
我很累
每次都要make the first step -.- 
现在我不开口先讲话
你们也自然不和我讲话了是吗?
既然是这样
我也接受事实
事实告诉我你根本只是把我当作你的娱乐性的玩具 :)

我今天tmd的差点把我的计划也弄毁了 -.-
幸好没弄毁 不然我就是一个失败既没有用的人-.-

这几天
我真的真的
看到你真真真真真真的面目
是他妈的够力漂亮

希望你能够“永远”保持你那一个漂漂亮亮的脸哦~
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Monday, March 26, 2012

todayyyy :]

weeeeeeeeeeeeee .

Guess what?


All so call " friends"

were not my friends after all :D


whatever. ^^

I'm fine with ittttt!

So,
ya,
God gave me signal ,
that I should leave those who are not even qualified to be my friend.
Today,
totally shows it all .
LA . LA . LA


bamratatatatatatatata.



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i'd rather be alone , also don't want to be with the wrong person :))  #foreveralone
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oy2SMmLMHuA&feature=g-all-u&context=G2560ee3FAAAAAHgANAA


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N62OsyKKUXA&feature=g-all-u&context=G2a695aaFAAAAAAAAAAA



yerhhh~
i love this guy's remixes.



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mood will eventually feel so nice.ahhaha :]

Sunday, March 25, 2012

你们喜欢把

“ 离婚”
 这两个字提在嘴边是吗?

那就算了

你们
根本

不懂
听到
这两个字
最心痛
的不是你们两个
而是我










~

TODAY 250312


Sien sien sien -.- 
today finally can escaped out of the stupid arguments. 

lately
the house really like shit . worse than shit. 

quarrel la , quarrel ~ 
argue ~ argue ~argue.

all fck lai fck qu. very nice is it? 

sien
make me cry don't know how many times a day only -.-


is it true that when people grew older, 
the feelings they had for each other will become worse? 

i don't want to sleep late already but seriously,
i can't stop forgetting how bad is the situation right now 
and i can't even handle properly my school stuffs now /.\

there's not a night i don't cry right now.
seriously,
can you all just shut up for a moment? 

You all don't need to fcking curse me why am I born to this world. 
I am not fcking born to pleased you all -.-
if you all don't like me,
why don't kick me out from the house now?

HOUSE LIKE THAT
SCHOOL ALSO FUCKING LIKE THAT.

Do you know it's hard to control my emotions nowadays?
especially for these past few months -.-

I don't even fucking know what is happening to me
and I still want to pleased you all by acting someone I am not? 
I don't give a damn about that -.-

You all only know how to scold scold scold
FINE
SCOLD LA
scold until you all syok
I also very very very syok . 

Stupid daughter ,right?
CORRECTO ! 
cb daughter?
GOOD.


Siao 1 the whole house . 
House -> a place for me to cry . 

School?
still need to say?
I don't fucking care right now.
The most important is that I STUDY WELL.
Whatever shit stuff that is giving me problems, I don't fucking care anymore. 
hmm? 
whatever .
ALONE THEN ALONE. 
LONELY THEN LONELY
HATE ME THEN HATE ME
I DIDN'T BORN TO THIS WORLD TO FUCKING LET YOU ALL LOVE OR LIKE.

zzz whatever. 

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today , 
i went out for movies.
sien 
luckily still can go out -.- 

i went out with my mom -.- i want to separate seat with her but she don't want /.\ sien
went to see my lengzai dai yang tian. WAHAHAHHA :D 
the movie 行X踏错,
overall , 
good lorh XD 

sorry but the whole movie, i only pay attention to my daiyangtian :PP 
yerrrrrr -.-
i don't want him to die T_________T
zzzzzzzzzzz T_____________________________T

hmm yeah :] 
lengzai larh him . Wahahahhahah . :PP 

:PP 

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ffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

hmm ~ 

never mind.

i'm tough i am strong

even if no one is there for me
i will be there for myself. 

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fck daoooooo.

sien -.-

= .............................. =

last night I already planned out everything

hopefully

it won't fail me. :]

I know,
I can make it
I know ,
I can success .

It's all for my own good


I will never regret . Never ever.

:))
还是那一句

if you fking   don't know anything
then shut the fck up.



Saturday, March 24, 2012

LIFELESS.

i'm fcking lifeless. got a problem?


I've no life, i'm lifeless.
Yes. Yes.Yes.

I want to be ALONE.
so just fck off.

STFU
if you don't know anything

lifeless
no life.


last time I don't have this type of stupid thinking
but now,
every sentence I think was,
"i don't want to live in this world anymore"
if not, then it is,
"why am I living here?"


-.-
seriously ,
i want to change school.
change school = new life.

i want to fcking change school.
i don't care if i'm going to be alone but as long as i can continue my life with a new 1 , i am fine with it.

my mom got asked me before want to change school or not,
i said , 
maybe,
then she didn't care about me anymore -.-

but now, can I say, YES?


heartache la -.-
I'm now throwing away my phone , laptop also I want to throw.
Hmmph. Whatever.
I am deleting everything that is making my life miserable /.\


whatever.
SCHOOL?
I want to be FOREVER ALONE there la.

what a shitty life i have right now .

goodbye.

Friday, March 23, 2012

HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY #2

<< hehe this is how I look in purple. :PP 


HAHAHA.

This photo 
is to dedicate for today, a wonderful day , a beautiful day :D 

Hahaha. :)) 

thank you for the lunch , ( although its my treat but.. hell yeah worth it ! )

thank you for brightening up my day :DD 

thank you for... yea, everything you gave to me, everything you did to me
it was very beautiful :)  

i think the most beautiful thing happened in my life was meeting you. hahahahah :D

hmm ,actually, now my biggest hope for us , 
is that.. we'll never break the promises we made? 
yes, i pray for that everyday. hahahahhaha :]
i don't pray everyday that we'll be happy but i promise,
God will bless us that we'll go through every situations together no matter how hard the situation is:D

hahahahaha :))

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

sorry if I ever did anything wrong
sorry that I nowadays kept showing my temper /.\ 
sorry if I ever hurt you, made you cry , made you sad or angry. 
sorry for everything i did  .... yeah.
just sorry :(

actually, i'm also sorry that....
i don't know how to show my affection but the truth is, i really really really really really really really really love you a lot. wahahahhahahah :D



hmmmmmmmmm. 
i feel sleepy.
going to take nap. LOL . 

I hope you are having fun in KLCC right now :]]
^^


i love monpiggieeeeeeee :]

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary ! ♥

HELLO GUYS ! :))
Good afternoon ! I hope you guys are having a nice time enjoying Friday xD


Yeah. :D
today ,
is the 2nd month anniversary for me and monpiggie :] ♥

we went out for lunch and it was fun , lovely and everything nice :] ♥

ha.ha.ha.ha.ha.ha.ha.ha.  :D

actually today, maybe because I'm all alone in class , so , got a bit moody :(  plus ....  yea. it's heartbroken to see how my best friend in class turn out to be just ... another people's best friend and left me alone. so yeah, whatever. I'M SOLO IN CLASS. I swear to 
myself that i'm not going to cry. so yeah, i didn't :D i'm strongggggggg ! in the meanwhile, i realize, 
in this world, you can only be depending on yourself because even the closest people will eventually leave you alone and don't put your expectations too high because you will just get more disappointment.

whatever. people always say friend is always better than love. but lately, sorry to my friends, 
i think love is better than friends. if you all want to say 我不讲义气, then sorry lorh . 
Lately, only see the true faces of you guys . Lately, I didn't even spend my time happily with you all . Lately, I only know what does happy means when I'm with Monpiggie.  

To all my friends, 
you can say i am being unreasonable, being selfish ,being jealous
but 
who's the one who asked me why am I sad and just walk away like that? 
hmmm ? i don't know lorh. 

still dare to call yourself a friend? 
some people just forgotten what Pn.See told us this morning in the counselling room. 
Hmmph. Whatever.
Just realized,
when you're happy, everyone likes to be with you but when you're sad, who's there? 
none of your friends are there for you. 

hmmm. WHATEVER.
I SINCERELY DON'T NEED A FAKE FRIEND TO BE WITH ME.

Oh yea? If you think you're not fake,
why don't I read my ENGLISH ORAL out loud for you guys?
The final quality I want in a friend is ,
DEPENDABILITY. 
[you should also be able to depend on your friends to be there for you when you have problems and you need to talk to someone about it]

Is there anyone who said before,
hey guys ! i'm sad. can you please come and comfort me?

No, right? Hmm whatever.

WHATEVER.

SERIOUSLY 
WHATEVER. 

i'm seriously going to be really really cold 
so just be prepared . 


OKAY. CLOSE TOPIC. no more sad things and angry things going to interrupt my beautiful day. BLEK :PP

Finally,

I LOVE YOU , GOH JUN XIAN ♥
HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
[ I've love you for 843.794947 days. wahahahahhahahaha]

TO ALL THE BELOVED SMK BRP STUDENTS!!!

Please take your time and visit this blog and leave a comment :D

UBK SMKBRP  << click here :D

I'll make sure this blog .. will be up to date :D
anything about school things, it will be posted in the blog :))
[ LOL the posts and the photos I post derh -.- zzz ]

Hmmmph :D
Got any problems, can come to counselling room . We'll try to help you all out or maybe you need to talk or COMPLAIN, come la come la come laaaa~

:D

Thursday, March 22, 2012

myresults -.-

MY RESULTS?
Oh damn God.
:((

I am sure can't get top 10 already.
3A too much genius already
but me?
just a normal person.

So, the worst I got is BM
the best is Maths. [surprising ,right? :)]

Overall ,
5A 2B and 1C.

I still can't believe my KH wasn't that bad as I expected.
#thankGod.

:))

=>
:D

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

-.-

YES.I effing love him .SO WHAT?


you jelly,bro ?

sucker.

:))

something :)


I saw this in some other people's blog.
hahaha.

#sharingiscaring

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爱情使者丘比特问爱神阿佛洛狄:“LOVE的意义在哪里?”

阿佛洛狄说:

“L”代表Listen(倾听),爱就是要无条件无偏见地倾听对方的要求,并且予以协助。

“O”代表Obligate(感恩),爱需要不断的感恩,付出更多的爱,灌溉爱的禾苗。

“V”代表Valued(尊重),爱就是展现你的尊重,表达体贴,真诚的鼓励,发自内心的赞美。

“E”代表Excuse(宽恕),爱就是仁慈的对待,宽恕对方的缺点和错误,接受对方的全部。

爱神对于爱的意义的诠释如此深沉厚重,我们只有用心聆听对方的心声,才能感受对方的

心跳,也才能彼此进驻对方的心里;怀着一颗感恩的心面对对方,面对生活,你就会享受

到爱的快乐,爱的幸福;尊重对方也就是尊重自己,你人生的境界才会旷达,致远;宽恕

对方,包容对方的一切,你的爱才会深远。

我们都想要一份长久的爱,所以要永远学会-倾听对方,感谢对方,尊重对方,宽恕对方。


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Monday, March 19, 2012

some quotes~

LOL quite true? I guess. LOL

LOL so sweeeeet :D

:))


:))

hahahha :D

'
:D

^^

:))


hahahhahahahahhaha >_<

:')

awwww :)

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the end.

bye bye :D




wholeday :D

today whole day sitting alone only.

ha.ha.ha

this shows how unfriendly am i in class

no wonder no one wants to sit with me.




sitting alone in class
while everyone having somebody to sit with...

nevaaarmaind.
this makes me more sleepy in class only -.-
sien.

have you wonder where are my neighbours?
1 go sit with boyfriend la -.-
1 , sit in front already.

whateverrrrrrr.

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today whole day is like sleeping only -.-
i wish can whole day help teacher in bilik kaunseling only.
boring. bored. boring.bored.
boring life -.-

sien.
looking at you two,
makes me want to sleep more only.

never mind.
sitting behind is like that.
what teacher says in front,
you have no interest to listen to her/his words -.-
you can either slacking off or taking nap.

next time i bring pillow along to school,can ?
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pathetic life , pathetic leesueann.

/.\

我要看行X踏错 !!!!!!!

戴阳天
等我啊~~~~


zzzzz
我还很怀念你在《小娘惹》 演的日本人角色 -.-
那时候可以算对你一见钟情
lol :PP

还有 《当我们同在一起》
很喜欢小杯的角色 XD

还有 《破天网》
超帅的 XDDD

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小戴,要做多一点戏给我看啦~~~~~~~~~

fcuk.

why you all just can't be considerate a little?


you all bite his back , i will also bite back your back plus your head. 


cb -.-




don't think you can always win , sometimes people that are overconfident also will lose easily.
don't think every time i can tolerate with you but if i can't , you will be the loser.




don't let me hear the 2nd time you all talk bad about him ,
or else .........
you all won't have mouth to talk bad about anyone anymore.


ruin my fcking mood only./.\

can't believe , can't believe , can't believe it. 
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.


today is so wtf. 
sien
you never see people wear purple before is it?
i know i look sucks
no need to keep on zat me . 




yesterday and the day before ystd i think more wtf ba. 
father in the car keep scold bad words only 
he very very very very very very tak boleh tahan the indian workers in his company.
what type of shit bad words also come out from his mouth.
from cantonese to teochew to english to chinese. 
aih. 
kesian . LOL.
but have to agree,
indians like to bullshit.
I'm not racist here but it's true. zzzz. 




ystd got 1 uncle
talked to me in teochew -.-
i kept struggling talking to him /.\
he asked me how old am i , what form am i and bla bla bla.
i answered him until so ... @#!$#@$@#$@
luckily he still understand . lol
zzz must brush up my language skills /.\




=> 
SHINee had finally released their SHERLOCK single.
fish. there's not a song i don't like in their album /.\
magicaaaaal :D 
21st only released MV. Hehehe :]
chill sueann chill ..... 
yesterday only released mv teaser already insane. LOL . 






=> 
today is the first day i wore purple :)) 
hahahah 
sorry but because i'm short, 
so i don't look that nice in purple -.- 


hahah but those malay girls say i comel . 
LOL /.\ **blushing** 
hmm hard to walk in long skirt /.\
i am a fast walker and long skirt is definitely making me a slow walker -.- 
can't run, can't jump , can't skip . zzzzzzzzzzz. go toilet more troublesome. zzzzzzz. 


when recess, 
go to that bilik kaunseling
saw that xinru -.-
another stupid fellow that zat people 1 -.-
i know what's he trying to say later la
sure pair me with some other people.
sien -.-


today last 2 periods also go bilik kaunseling. 
our class relief :PP 


we opened all the boxes 
all also books and plastic bags and pens and stuffs. 
then we put all the books together in a box.
WALAO. 
the box so fishing heavy -.-
2 person also cannot handle -.- but somehow managed to carry. LOL :D 
i mou sek fan marh 


i think the last job i do
more pening kepala -.- 
PAPER WORKSSSSSS. .. . .. .
do until got a bit headache :PP 


then like that, do until the bell rings XD 


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then balik class and go home tidur.
hahaha.


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seriously i am keeping myself busy
do not want to leak a single angry-ness to anyone.


tata :D











i'm effing making big sacrifices here -.-

it will be the best if i get the things I want -.-

if i don't

i will lose EVERYTHING.


hmmmmmmm.

#praytoGod.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Laputa : Castle in the Sky.


a 1986 movieeee :PP

Laputa : Castle in the Sky ~~~

Weeeee. Nice movie also . 
Ngehehehehhehehehehehheheheheh.

this movie so cool XD


Friday, March 16, 2012

remembered :)

I just remembered,
there's one time
i nearly gave up on something
because ,
i see nothing in front and kept losing hope.

but..

i am glad that i didn't gave up at all .
hahahahaha :]



say hi to Abby.
wahahahhahahahahha. :D
hello.
how are you? :))
i love 戴阳天 and 张振寰 :PP




i now cannot see the 8.30pm's singaporean drama /.\ deng..... my mum want to see 311. haih. =.=
When something bad happens. You have three choices. You can either let it define you.Let it destroy you, or you can let it strengthen you 

Thursday, March 15, 2012

1 month.

Its already 1 month I've been staying silent .

HMMMMMPH.


whatever. :D

rain rain rain.

why must it rain?
zomg ://

just now 
alone at room so quiet....so dark...
then God added special effect.
Thunder and lightning.. 

hmmmmmm /.\
scared. lol

zzzzz. 
Then , I think I sat on the floor under the table for... almost half an hour doing nothing. zzzz -.- 
think back also think i'm silly -.- 

//.\\

Today , after dinner. 
curiosity brought me to open up that old cabinet and took out an old big file :PP 
everyone's birth cert ,photostated ic,marriage cert and bla bla bla there. Even got death cert. :PP

Just open the first page,
got love letter /.\ LOL. 
I just open the card then ... aih. 
Hard to describe my complicated feeling la. hahahah :D

Saw my birth cert.
Hmmm... 
So , everyday's 12.53pm , I will thank God for letting me live on for a day without any dangers :D 
So, I was 2.95kg that time eh... Hmmmm :D at least heavier than my brother when he was born. hahahha :D

Then, my mother started to say history. LOL :PP 
Say about my brother the most lorh :PP
because he's so DRAGON. 
Born in a dragon year, Chinese name have the "dragon" word , English name also brings the meaning of dragon, as tough as dragon and dragon brings good luck and stuffs.  

LOL ~ . 

I saw alot of interesting things inside the file.
Saw my ahma's death cert. 
Hmmm. 
I don't know but there's a feeling in me that told me, i missed her alot. 
but i was only freaking 2 years old when she leaved this world. 
hmmmph. 

I saw my father's high school things. 
I laughed so hard on how his teachers wrote comments on him . 
Blergh. Such fake teachers. I know my father more than you guys /.\

At last,
I saw those stuffs that I never thought I could see it :OO
It was those British stuffs to prove that my grandparents are the resident of "Malaya" 
Even my father have one since he was born before independence day /.\
Weeeeeee. So cool . HAHAHA  
i wish i had 1. LOL

then ,
very fast end of the file dy :PP 
I can feel like
there's alot of memories in it :PP 

It also let me gained some knowledge :PP 
My ahma's birthday was at , 22 October 1919. 
Wao . Cool :D Same month as me :D

My mom told me,
my name is somehow means happiness.
So ,
happiness eh? 
Hmmmmph :)
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hahaha :D 

thats all I want to share.

I seriously feel so cold now /.\

goodbye . :D

=> fact.

When someone hurts you, you learn to be stronger. When someone leaves you, you learn to be more independent. Dont keep asking why people keep hurting you, ask yourself why are you allowing it to happen. 


 hmm, okay :]

later evening going out for a walk .

hopefully will feel better. :]

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fine.

you're right.

i'm not feeling well not because of my health condition
its what beneath my heart that is making me not feeling well.

argh.
whatever.
i just never learned to face the hard situations
and never had self confidence at all.

yea lorh. I agree I am never confident of myself at all.
whatever.

at least now everything is peaceful
but , i know there's something going to happen sooner or later.
never mind.
i can face alone... 

cdefgab. 

hmmm. 


whatever.

i just watched a 1989's movie , Kiki's Delivery Service. 
another nice movie.
inspired me alot. hehe :]

i believe that director, must had been madly deeply in love with a girl before.
HAHA. That's what someone said about that director that aged 71 years old this year :O  . 

I agreed that too or else , that guy wouldn't been able to write such inspiring movies one after another. 

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can't believe it's Thursday already.
Not long, holidays will be over
and ...
exam marks /.\

The marks that I am not looking forward is
KH.
but it's on Monday. It's so going to add more sadness to my monday blues .
I hope I can get at least a C but I know, my KH is always D . @!#@$@#%#$%$#%
[that is what happen when they mix form 1 and form 2 and form 3 into 1 paper]


Aish.
I must start doing homework dy.
Still got some left hanging there...


Hmmph.
I slept for 13 hours for the 2nd time in this holiday already.
Effing cool :D
No headache no nothing.
Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Aih.
Just realize yesterday's 3 meals, I have eaten very few compared to normal days..
Am I sick ? o.O

Sien .
Wake up then kena scold only -.-
don't sleep , scold.
sleep too much , scold.
play computer , scold.
don't play computer , scold.

is there anything that they won't scold?

luckily father outstation or else , this would be a big mess @@


never mind.
I'm still fine..
=^^=

bye . bye . la :D

die silently... 

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

BOOMSHAKALAKA.

Weeeeeeeeeee.
took nap
feel so much better :D

God,thanks for the rain too :D
it made me felt more comfortable when sleeping under my blanket .
[the floooooor is niceeee and cooolingggg~ ]


I think I can sleep until the next morning but...
my mum woke me up :PP

I thought I got something wrong when woke up.
Couldn't walk straight also .
but after that, okay already.

^^

hehe nightmares of headache is oveeeer :D

p.r.o.b.l.e.m.s .

what problem i have?
some problems lorh.


suan le.

remember got 1 day after tuition,
I heard someone said to someone
go and tackle la
said like as if i am deaf cannot hear them talk


then got 1 stupid fellar go and listen to what he says
then .....haih.
dunno what to say anymore.
forgotten -.-

he and his 2 other friends all very..retarded.
hmmmph.
like I care.

i . don't . care.


aih.
sit with boys also got problem ?
fck you helmet.
bloody hell .
你讲话不用讲到那么难听的 -.-"

sien
today already headache
and he makes me more headache -.........-" .

that cendol .
aih.
don't want to say .
all giving troubles only.

i go mati better la.


stop giving me troubles la -.- today headache already still want to treat me like that.i die better :(



wtf. :O

ha.ha.ha

woke up
................
just look at the mirror then saw my zombie face.
aish........ :) but never mind. i look much more prettier when i'm ugly.wahahahahhaha.

headache......sneezing....


aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..


btw,
goodmorning :D tata ^^

Monday, March 12, 2012

Howl's Moving Castle


Wahahahahah.
Today finished this movie.
2 hours ++ :PP 


WEEEE. So niceeee XD 
nice story also XD 
he.he.he.he :D


^^~

eyes tired. /.\

good bye :D

-> ohaiyo :D

good morning :))

wake up feel like head heavy ://
/.\ aih later got the tuition ://
BM and Sejarah . ~~~
WEEEEEEEEe , looking forward to Sejarah :DD

Hmmmmmm.
Can't believe it's the start of holiday already :OO
and I still haven't start my homework yet.
I will do ~ iwilldo~iwilldoit~
Hmmmm , Maths and 3 English Essays. HOMAIGOSSSH -.-
Ya, as usual cik Thusha gives alot of homework but never mind,it's English. Enjoy doing it laaarh :PP

Still need to memorize for lisan and let teacher and the whole class see my stuttering skills. hahahaha.

Ohmy ,
think about tomorrow .
think about that 3  hours of tuition.
Please , Science teacher, get well soon and come and teach /.\
I do not want a 3 hours of MATHSSSS -.-
i will gila laaa :((

T_____________________T
maths is torturing.
Indices is killing people.
I bet, I couldn't remember a formula about Indices -.-"



AAAAH. :/ mati. but I will cope with it laaa~ blergh :(

Sunday, March 11, 2012

~ - . - ~

Today spend 4 hours watching movies  :PP

hahahahaahaha .


I watched...

Princess Mononoke and Whisper of The Heart.

Both also very awezome arh :D

~~~~~~~~~ big fan of studio ghibli already :PP ~~~~

hahaha Princess Mononoke , I think not suitable for children @_@ the arrow just shoot the person's head then the person's head come out already. YUCKSS~ some more got... something not suitable for children :PP

Whisper of The Heart is...  hahahahha nice :D its an inspiring movie lorh :]] and then the ending so damn sweet.. WAAAAAAH~~~

Hmmm, which will be my next movie?
Maybe ... Howl's Moving Castle and The Cats Returns.

eat my 4 hours again ://

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Saturday, March 10, 2012

stomach.. cramp ... /.\

~~~~ good morning.

WEEEEEEEE. 800am already woke up.

felt so nice but head ..like so heavy.

hahahah , think about yesterday was really a funny thing o.O

i almost forgotten about everything happened yesterday

its because i slept at 7.30pm~

damn early ,right?


Know why I slept so early?

HAH. My mom saw me crying then she told me to go sleep earlier ,tomorrow will be fine
HAHAHA. Then, I did. So , 7.30pm slept until....11.53 like that :PP
racheeeeeel, you called that time but I didn't pick up your phone. me lazy :P


and then sleep back dy. Sleep until now wake up.

So , Good morning laaa :D

^______________________________^

hahaha i want to go temple this holiday.. pray more.. forget more...do more good stuffs. YEEEEAAAAH :D


hahahhahahah :]

Friday, March 9, 2012

TO SOMEONE.

TO SOMEONE.


Hello to the someone.
Hello and how's your day?
I hope you had fun ruining my day.

HA.HA.HA.

Today, happened way too much stuffs.
All also must happen after school .

HA.HA.HA.

HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.HA

First, I was abducted
Second, I was cheated.
Third , I was crazy.

HA.HA.HA.

What a liar I am.

I give you face only or else, just now I would have pour tea on your head and laughed hard.

Z.Z.Z.Z


HA.HA.HA

just realize no one understand me
everyone just like to add more sadness to everything only.

.

HO.HO.HO Let me eat lunch that made me vomit only. Delicious , really delicious but you made it taste like shit when I know the reason . PUII -.-

Sorry lorh.
i really really hate you and i hate you for ruining my day always.


HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.HA

Who do you think I am ?
YOUR TOY?
Want me then play with me.
Play tired then throw me away?

Wa.lao.eh. :D

YA LO YALO.

You are very the best la :D clap hands for you.

you successfully made everyone to hate me because i'm having a terrible day . HAHHAHA I thought I can control myself but who knows, I CANT.

$#@#%$%@#$^%^

Anyway,thanks for the ride la. I do not enjoy.
I enjoyed how we kept on talking so sarcastically with each other . Your words, definitely need more poison to aim for my heart la :D


Hmmmmmm.
Yeeeeah.
Now , even my closest person also don't want to talk to me anymore.
and it's all my fault. apparently, it was yours. HAHAHA.
You made him said I am weird which I AM .
Oh my God, you're so awezomeeeeeeee :]
Just when I needed someone the most, I got NO ONE.



YIPEEEEEEEEEE.Are you happy seeing this?
I know your aim, your plan,
to make me fall apart while you watch me and laugh


CORRECT ? Oh yes, oh yes,oh yes.

HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.

i know i'm very abnormal, you don't need to try and get rid of me.
i know i am the oddest, you are trying to get rid of me but it just wont work.

i thought taking nap can escape but no, CANT .HAHAHAHA.


To you again,
let's meet up some day again :D
Let's play in the park near your house some day. :)

In case, you forgotten, I'm a girl.
I got sensitive feelings, i think beyond and i have mood swing.
when my mood that day is like shit when meeting you ,you are a dead meat :]

HA.HA.HA

argh.

good bye to someone :)


BYEBYEEEEEEEEEE :)

tmd :)

今天听到老师骂粗话 令我大吃一惊 :PP
不用紧,这样才爽 :)


今天要讲什么?

对了

我又在此告诉大家我累了


tmd -.-

算了 算了
告诉自己很多次
不要再做好人了
不要再主动了 [被人家说我是男的 -.- ]
不要再容忍了

要对自己好一点 

可是 我连自己都不清楚为什么要我要这样 -.-

累 累 累 -.-

一直忍 忍 忍
一直让 让 让

一直找个理由来告诉自己没事 -.-



算了

我本来就是一个人
算了
给我一个人过完我要的生活 :D

tmd
我想通了
我忍够了
我假期后
打算什么事都不会理
什么人都不要参

每次都是我,我,我 -.-
算了 算了

给我一人solo到完 :))

对不起,
我本来就是一个人过生活的  :))

Thursday, March 8, 2012

080312 - MCD session :))

080312 - MCD session :]

EHEHEHEHEHEHEH.
it's like been a while i've touch MCD food XD

thank you to my sejarah tuition teacher ,
seriously, you're the best ! ily :))

You're funny,hilarious,smart and EVERYTHINNNG!
you're the reason why I'm getting good results in my Sejarah :]
You made every lessons worth to listen , worth to learn and worth to laugh until cry... :)
but the most important is.. you're GENEROUS in giving rewards ~ YAAAAH~

=============================================================== .

I remember the first thing you gave me , was kitkat. Ehehehehe . :] that time really besssst !

today, this meal , is what you owe me , rachel and that 鸡头 last year till now.

 Weeeeee. I love this teacher alot !

He was so funny, he said while pointing at our MCD food, " 一二三,semua 你们的" HAHHA . teacher's chinese is awezomeee :D i like how teacher always say, "我打你啊~" LOL XD


HAHA. Then , we happily took our food and that greedy chicken head said it's all his -.-
LOL We went down stairs and eat lorh XD


ngehehhehe our meals XD even the cat is interested :PP 
This cat very special 1 , first eat french fries , then later don't eat dy O_O We feed it eat vegetable also don't want :PP 
Rachel say, the cat will suffer from constipation
ROFL :D

THIS IZ SO AWEZOME. NUMNUMNUMNUM :D

So,this is how it looks inside. Not small , not that big also :D just fit my mouth.
and kena that chicken head say my mouth small cannot eat O_O"

I know you are all wondering who is CHICKEN HEAD 公鸡头.
So here he is --
figured out why I called him chicken head?
see his hair style.
Today damn "stylo" 
comb his hair like chicken head :D

ish ish ish -.-

rubbish boxes XD

rachel is a happy girl ! :D

clear view of the chicken head's hairstyle -.-



I lol-ed so hard seeing this picture :PP



okay la -.-

this stupid chicken head -.- 
he kicked me -,- do so many rude hand signals. 
zzzz -.-
see also feel like killing him only -.-


the most disgusting part is 
when he talk on the phone with his 母鸡头
wa . lao. 
the last sentence he  talk on the phone with his ...another half, 
i ..nearly...vomit..out.. 
:PP 

LOL . So ,went to class damn full :PP
come home kena scold because cannot finish dinner T__________T

hahahah so overall ,
i love today ! Teeheeeee :D

today also 1 of the very hilarious days too :D


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rachel,
you today at tuition during maths session really funny larh. HAHAHAHAHAH. XD




purple life. :))

can't believe i've already started my purple life .

to be honest, i'm not quite confident of myself but i'll try my best :))

hmmmmmph
i know my friends,
they aren't that ..happy because I couldn't spend more time with them during recess ..
Sorry then. :((
I promise, I'll ..at least spend 1 day with you all ? Yeap :))

===.=.===.===.=====.====.=.===.=.==.=.== . ====.==== .

Hmmm ,
after this holiday,
i'm wearing purple :X

i cant wear kemeja yet -.- I don't have the necktie yet :PP
Blerghhh . Purple me? I imagine myself looking weird only... XP

hahahhaha . i love my classmates :D
all the PRS in my class say , " welcome to the club "
hahaha :]

but i'll miss my normal uniform ://

>___________< "


la . la .la.


:)

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

060312 - tuition science :D

<< ugly :PP hair messy .__.

Hmmmph, I take this photo just to dedicate for yesterday's tuition class XD  so i dont care if its ugly or what.. :PP

yesterday purposely wear like this /.\ just to hope teacher will ... forget my height and teach chapter 4 /.\  [ school already teach male's reproductive system dy lorh . but tuition teacher don't allowed short students to learn /.\ ]

To RACHEL, you missed alot of fun moments in tuition :PP

060312 - Tuesday


ZOMG. Today go tuition earlier a bit :D Don't want to be late marh :))  As usual , teacher didn't come on time :PP Hmmmmmph, teacher then not long come already lorh :D me and Kit Yan doing BM homework. LOL . The Science teacher came in , saw us doing BM homework, he gave us that deathly stare. :PP I laugh only. :PP

Then , teacher teach excretion /.\ BLA BLA BLA . Then , the teacher kept on looking at me the WHOLE LESSON =_____________= . I smiled forcefully only. LOL . I know what's teacher thinking la /.\ I can't believe he said "you have 1 more week to grow" 3 times at me .__________. . Wakao . He even said , Not tall enough , cannot learn chapter 4 . WTF laaaaaaa -.-" He said kick me out from the class T_____T

HAHA. I still remember the first time he came to this class and teach us , it was holiday that time :PP
Just the first day, He already kept looking at me , hah -.- Then , he said, "some girls when they sit, their leg will be dangling and cannot put their feet cannot touch the floor"  waaaaa /.\ just the first day then insult my height already. i gave him this look -> -.- . LOL . very very long people never say I short already then suddenly, he just said my height /.\ ZOMG. I'll grow taller laaaaa... but just not too tall . :(( or maybe I'm just fated to be short? blergh :PP

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ /.\

later then merge class with the other form 3 class because BM teacher didn't come. [yes!]  my God /.\ merge class dy damn many people and yet, the room is still so colddddd :(  HAHA. Then teacher continue teach :PP

AIYO. THE WHOLE CLASS ONLY LAUGHING AND LAUGHING AND LAUGHING. Seriously, I laughed until tears come out, and stomach ache some more /.\

AHAHA now think of it, also think it's funny :PP

wa...never laughed so much in my life before. LAUGHING and  LAUGHING AND LAUGHING only :PP stop laughing dy, then someone started to laugh, everyone start to laugh again /.\ ;) laugh until want to cry dy :PP

As what thing made me laugh until cry, I won't tell because long long long story :D Aiyo... laugh until the teacher leave the class also still laughing. ZZZZZZZZ :PP

-.-

HAHAHA.
Then , the 2nd class's science teacher came and teach. She is so much more serious compared to my class's science teacher :PP

that class, got 1 retarded boy there. I want to slap him 99 already lo -.-
Ask me funny questions that make me say, "huh?"

Walao , the most dl is ..
the teacher say 1 sentence, he fight back 10 sentences -.-
I don't know how to describe him.
Just very... oh my.
If I'm the teacher, I would vomit blood /.\

but ... he's funny in the positive side but in the negative side, he's damn annoying and can see the teacher's head got smoke already :PP Teacher want him to leave the class,he's still laughing. Oh my GAWDDD /.\

Hmmph.


So , my tuition class just ends like that in 2 hours time.

HAHA. Indeed a funny funny funny funny day in tuition. LOL :D

[ maybe laughed too much dy, back home then feel soo soo soo sleepy but got KH next day..so /.\ ]


HAHA. I love my Science tuition class :PP






last day :D

tomorrow is last day of exam ://
It's Sejarah ..

Hmmmmmph. Good luck to everyone then :D

everyone is studying but me.. guess what am I doing?
sleep,eat,play.

Hoyes.


KH killed me -.-
wtf.
teacher is going to kill me very soon -.-
KH is really difficult for me since day 1 -.-


hmmm ,maybe i'm just not the type that , cook,sew,repair or whatevaaaaaaaaar. -.-

blergh -.-

dizziness kills.

bye :D

Monday, March 5, 2012

change song :))

I've changed the song already :PP
My blog's song hear many times got a little bit sien already :PP

Changed to this :DD

Wahahahahahahahaha.

After watching the movie, " Spirited Away" , I really really had special feelings for this movie and the soundtrack in it also :D

Hmmmmmph :D
I've been thinking all day about this movie.
[ seems like an addiction to me :PP ]

LOL First time having such powerful feelings for just an animation movie :PP
Just felt like childhood time :D
I finally remembered,
I used to watch this movie too when I was little :PP
and that time, I don't even know what it is talking about and quite afraid of it some more ,
the ghosts and spiritual stuffs in the movie creeps me when i was little :PP

but now, the 15 years old me,
finally understand more about this movie :D
weeeee i love this movie ~~~~~~


hmmmmmph, Will it have "Spirited Away 2" ?
Will Chihiro ever meet with Haku again? :PP
They promised they will :) so..they will... ^^

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YES YES YES :PP

off this music if you think its boring ://

btw,
this music is call ,
One Summer's Day :]
It's the theme song for the movie :DD

ngeheheheheh. love it :))

apology not given.

want me to buy something for him to give him an apology?
wtf ?

walao -.-
i didn't do anything wrong also /.\
even my cb brother also very beh song. LOL .

my father say ,
buy things for him then end of my argument with him and tell me to become a better aunt for him.

wtf.
I won't apologize things that aren't my fault -.-
i know i like to apologize to settle things quick
but seriously,this argument ,
I won't be the one who is apologizing.

No matter what,
I won't be the one asking for forgiveness.
I got my own dignity , you idiot -.-

even 1 sorry from him ,
I also syok la.
Now , want me to open my mouth and say sorry first?
terribly ridiculous lorh -.-

walao eh -.-
more kns is my dad fcking want me to give him things that he most wanted ,
you want to know what? -.-
I can't even afford at my age now and I got money to save and want me to spend on stupid thing just to show that I'm weak ? WTF I won't

You know what ? If he wants something less than RM100 , I can at least give him but he wants something that is so terribly expensive . My eardrum nearly broken after hearing what he want -.-  it's that stupid  Beats by Dr. Dre headphone.Bloody hell .Tell him to go to Lowyat and steal as much as he want la -.- @#@!$#$!@#$!@%$%@

I won't fcking give an expensive apology that shows I'm a weakling and he might sabotage me more in the future o.o

Okay. I chose to continue our argument instead of giving stupid apologies that I don't want to.

Seriously,
I pray to God that,
please let him mature faster o__o


=___________________________="

Sunday, March 4, 2012

my 3rd Studio Ghibli's movie


SPIRITED AWAY 
千と千尋の神隠し
Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi



Watched this the whole afternoon ://
a 2 hour movie :)


my 3rd Studio Ghibli's movie XD
The first 1 was Graveyard of Fireflies. :PP Cried alot when watching that movie :PP See the 2nd time also cry T_______T 
The 2nd 1 was My Neighbour Totoro . HEHE :D Another very awesome movie ! :D 
The 3rd 1 , my most favourite out of all the 3 movies, Spirited Away.

HAHAHA. I love this movie ! :D You all should see :PP Made me cry at the ending also. Nice movie :D


Yaaay :D

 i love spirited away ! :D