040112 - school reopen.

i don't get it. 
i thought God always hear what is at my bottom of my heart,
i thought praying sincerely makes the sky looks brighter 


but no, 


I did not just pray for myself, I prayed for others to be happy too. 
but it doesn't seems that it is working. 


I do not blame God but I blame myself, for not praying hard enough for others.


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040112 - school reopen .


i'm lee sue ann. i'm the 97' generation . that means i'm 15 already but i ain't living in a 15 years old life but still in a immature life. 


i'm form 3 this year. it's a PMR year. 


I study in SMK BRP . hell yeah. :/


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I slept at 11.30am. ROFL , want to know why?
I get so nervous all of the sudden -.- then couldn't sleep well or sit still.
shit ,right?

6.20am++ wake up by myself without alarm clock.
do you know why?
it's because it's a habit. LOL .
During my sleeping time, my body will automatically wake up at 6.00 something or 5 something.
Then, if I chose to sleep back, then my body will continue sleep
but if I choose to wake up , then it's okay :))

Scientist proves that, if you wake up by your own without alarm clock or someone yelling at your ears, it means that you have enough sleep already :)

Actually, can very fast then eat breakfast derh -.-
who knows, 2 bathroom also in used -.-
so wait wait wait !

shit, didn't know my brother wake up that early too :/
I thought he wake up slightly later than me :/
booo.
another competitor for using the toilet.


Get back to the real stuff.


so, I ate breakfast and wore my uniform. Suddenly, feel like i really love this uniform.
because, I really love school :)

ekhem , and then , 7.00 like that, Yun came to my house.

Then, we walk to school :))

with a pile of HEAVY books on my hands but everything is WORTH it :)) I'm willing to do anything for him,if it can pleasures him and good for him :') this is the last year, I'll do anything I can do... [shit,i'm tearing  again.]


I even did something I don't have enough courage to do. Because I know, if I don't do it now, I wouldn't have a chance to . 


peeps, cherish the person you love NOW or else, time will teach you how to cherish that person. 


Great. :) seriously great. :')

Then, went to school. Saw dao Sandy and Penghui first xDD Then, I ran to Yinkuan they all . Because,very obvious, I belong to that gang :DD

I saw him dy, but kkc didn't see him like that XD Because, I don't want him to have his books first. LA LA LA :D

Then, the teacher start calling already. So , we also go and gather -.- the scene there is so effing messy -.-

hello, we're form 3, the juniors in morning session of SMKBRP , of course we don't know where to line up, biatch. 


and then crazily , we somehow at the correct lane. :)) Didn't know we're at the center of form 5 and form 4. Suddenly felt like, we're getting protected by them~ Cool,right?

wait wait wait a minute. I miss something.


When going to line up, he wants his books, so I gave it to him . :DD . haha, tall jorh :D but me? felt like still same like a short ass.


_________. ekhem get back :D

So, can't hear larh -.- the teacher's voice so soft,  plus we're quite behind and people are talking loud around us . -.-" even when the national anthem is played, I was  like , "can you shut up biatches! respect your own country peeps."    . Seriously, I don't know the national anthem was played because of the biatches around us talking . Argh. So, we heard people singing , then we couldn't catch up and end up not singing and just standing there like a stiff person. Until the school anthem , only we started to sing a little bit :)) come on, at least I sang softly only an ant can hear :D  coughing here.


Then talk those shitty stuffs that I didn't even really listen to it seriously. Until there's 1 sentence Pn Norha gave us, it made me stunt a while.

"a teacher takes a hand,open a mind and touches a heart "

This one , I truly agree and somehow, deeply knows the meaning but will SMKBRP has this type of good and delicate teacher? Hmmmmm . Hopefully there is :)

Actually, I agree this because I experience before :) It's my standard 3 teacher, Miss Tan Boey Chern . She's the one, who takes my hand, open my mind and touches my heart :') if it wasn't her, I don't know what would my Chinese be like. :)) she made me improved alot.. and now, I wonder how she is.. I hope she's still fine in Butterworth.. :))

Then, teacher announced about the classes.

fish dao ...  [i promised him not to use the F word]


Say dao RK derh. I looked at somewhere and looked at how the seetoopeed girl's happy expression that her name wasn't called. =.= I was like, fish you dumbass biatch.  actually,there's more in my mind. not good to say also :( . All I can say, she's a total biatch for not caring her friend,which is my BFF's feelings. Do you know, I would just go in front of her and give her a big thigh slap , but can I do that? NO -.- this girl is dangerous to approach. Who knows she will kill me back?

Then, for 3A , say dao my name ~ then go at the side and line up.Shit, just sit for a moment then tell us to stand up jorh -.- zzzz ~ i can't wait to wear baju kurung on monday , because it is troublesome to sit when wearing pinafore -.-

Then, went to our class. Sit with XinFei der lorh -.- then, shit things happen. Our indian class teacher, Cikgu Thasha , wants to change our places. Then, change place and sit with Puteri Balqis [ still okay ] and ZALIFA -.- [ i swear, the craziest girl in 2b last year ] shit, now she quiet a bit, lucky lucky :)

Then,suddenly want to change class jo -.- we all and B class exchange class. Weee~ happy :DD the class we're having now is much more better. :)) much more cleaner and looks brighter too :D

Hmmmmm :]]

3A


Monitor -> Au Pui Yee
Ass. Monitor -> Arshad Ahmad [ ROFL!!!! ASS MONITOR. Teacher wrote that on board derh -.- ]
Treasurer -> Farahin
Ketua Keceriaan -> Tang Kit Yee
Penolong " -> Luqman Hakim.

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fish




i am the AJK for MATHS!!!!!! Not I volunteer, and no one recommend me, is teacher choose derh. Oh my lady gaga -.- out of all the subjects, WHY MATHS? T^T




Then ,I was like , fish.out of all the people , why me in maths? 


Ish. Whatever. Teacher say just photostat then paste it on the board xDD HEHEHE.

Crazyyyy~

Then later Sejarah then MAKAAAAAN :D Then, MORAL ~ T_T

sad things happen during moral :(( i chose not to tell :D

Chinese? Still need to say meh? HAPPY LA :D

HAHAHA :D Because..he's sitting near my place? OH LOL :DDD And then see him smile and laugh, i'm happy :D

Then... Science, start with the lungs jorh xDD what nasal cavity,trachea ,bronchioles derh~ :/

Then , maths =.= Learn the lines and angle. Still keliru a bit ~ but will revise later :]] hehehe ><


Then, RING DING DONG. HEHE. How I wish one day, suddenly the bell ring and it was like,

babeh ~ la la la ~ ring ding dong ring ding dong ring dinggi dinggi dinggi ding ding ding 


LOL IMPOSSIBLE XDD


Hmm,stop dreaming =.=


The interesting part is at .... after school.

He NEARLY followed me home :')

HAHAHA :D I should have let him come in to my house. ROFL . xD Since house no people :// because I saw my mom's car thought she come back lerh then faster take his money and "shoo" him but who knoew , my mum sit my father's car :// T_____________T


:DD so , overall , first day of school, up and downs happen at the same day

but what it matters is...

be grateful that you have school to study with and friends you can count on and teachers you can rely on.


:)) 


ganbatte :)) 
wish you guy's school life rocks :)