love hate hate love.

love.love.love .

sometimes its just confusing ,

you can be a great boyfriend  in the internet


but 


a never close friends in real life




sometimes i questioned myself.. 
will this relationship ever have a beautiful result or ending?
or will it just be as plain as water ...?

sometimes i looked at you
i see nothing..  [?]


:((


......... don't expect much , Sue Ann.  :DD

smile because he's yours
grateful because he did
happy because i'm not alone
=====================================================

2012 - a year when dreams came true fast... :')

went to japan  /
experience snow /
his **********   /


just a start of 2012 and yet 3 wishes of mine came true :))

=================================


thankful... :') thankyou God :D

HOKKAIDO

Lazy to write out what I did it Hokkaido but I swear, I will write in some day :DD


KEKEKE.

Finally,
my dreams came true.


:')
Two dreams came true at the same time...

Get to go to Japan was my biggest wish and experience snow was my 2nd biggest wish..:')

thankyou papa :')

Japan , aishiteru!! I will come back to you... :D

STATUS ;


i love him and he's mine . 






is in a relationship with THE BOY I HEART THE MOST <33

#779 days

I want to love you for 1000 days and on wards  . Is it possible?

in this 779 days, I've been so happy to know you more , love you more .

Less that 1 year , it's going to be 1000 days.

That day , I want to make it memorable ..for myself only :')

its the last year of us , :)

现在我会是在于沉默状况中生活

新年后  ， 不要问我发生什么事

我只想一人过着平凡生活 过着普普通通的学生生活

我累了 我真的累了



:D

not confident

when I think of Thursday , I always have the feeling to just skip KH periods.

Not that i'm scared, it's just that i'm lack of confident.

i'm a person who just expect to be a normal student suddenly became a foremen

all I can say is...


WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH =.=

It's okay if the teacher doesn't have many requests and not too picky but this teacher, SO MANY REQUEST AND PICKY ALSO =.=

Come on , Foremen also do mistakes, they are human ,right?

DL .

if i stop a tetris battle game, just to answer your reply , please cherish the time when you chat with me :'(

bag -.-

my red bag is successfully retiring.

f***

the hole is getting bigger each day which makes me sigh each day when I looked at the hole .

[ seriously, I don't really like this bag. ]

SIGHS. -.-

Since I haven't got a new bag . So,I had to find a temporarily bag to substitute my old red school bag -.-

say until here really .. SIGHS and feel like want to cry. T_______T

I no bag until forced to use my baby green bag T_______T

[ not the 1 I usually bring when books are less ]

The bag I usually bring to outing.
For those who go school trip with me before, it is the same green bag T_T

you've no idea how much I love the green bag T______T I only willing to bring it out for outing uses only.. but now, forced to used as a temporarily bag really hurt my heart. :((

my mummy say after CNY only buy a new bag. Waaaah T______T fast fast buy bag arhhh >__< my baby green nike bag T____T

hopefully the new bag can be a nike bag **prays sincerely**

I really really not willing to let my green bag to be my new school bag.. only just for few days, can feel heart ache. S*** . but I must not use the red bag anymore T_______T the hole getting bigger ... people can easily snatch things from the hole :((


SHIT.

sorry my green bag T__T i love you :'(

princess :))

you make me feel like a princess
you are the only one who made me feel very special

you are one of the reason why i love to go to school

CNY is coming but I ain't in Malaysia ,
I didn't have the chance to be with you in Christmas and New Year and now, even CNY I don't have the chance :((

i love you :')

2 years 1 month 2 weeks. 

he's my prince :))

心情差

不懂这几天是怎么搞的 -.-
心情差劲 =.=

没有原因的失落 =.=

救命 ><

除了静仪的笑话和他的一举一动，
我真的没有原因在笑了 =.=

看到你，
我更加没有心情

我也不知道你这几天也是怎么啦 =(
只能说，

你好像要杀人的杀人犯走进课室里把我吓呆了

期望能够和你相眼对看 却没有机会
你知道我很像傻人看着你吗？ =.=

看着你从门口走出去 原本你是转头看回来的，哪里知道……
可能你是发现我看到你 你就无奈的把头也转了回去

=.= 有莫名的失落感

今天放学，
更不用说，
看到你在走廊
我像从tanjung rambutan 般的人向你挥手 =.=
你明明是看到我的，
为什么你没有回应……

他妈的 伤心 :'(
我愿意主动已经算了
你却好像对我不理不睬

ohemgee =.=

幸好有静仪陪着我，有朋友给我开下玩笑
不然真的是…… 可以自杀了
[我知道你最讨厌我闹自杀 ， 我也不想提因为你说我自杀，你就死]

:'(

boredlife.

Life is so bored in 3A.
=.=

no funny people, no people that are spontaneous , NO NOTHING NO FUN = =

So far, all teachers are quite good. They are not as lazy as the teachers in afternoon session. Maybe because it's PMR year.

What to say ?

I'm quiet. I'm not like other people who talks nonsense and walks to other friend's place to talk.
I'm serious. No one can ever understands my silence.
What is going in my mind when teacher is teaching? Half on teacher, half on other things.


Now I understand, studying alone in class, is really a good decision for me.
I'd rather be alone in class than sitting with friends because ... it is good for me to not to be disturbed .


3A , indeed teachers gives stress and wants us to be a straight A student. I understand... :))

No matter how much stress or homework teachers give, me, Lee Sue Ann will always handle it properly. :D

No longer a girl that receives stress and will start to go crazy when she's all alone .

No more , no more. :D

i want to be a happy girl who has a smile at her face , feel light in her heart  :)) Not only that, I want to bring light and heat to other people and make them smile too ^^


hehe. gambatte everyone :D

最近真的是没有心情
什么都看不顺眼 -.-

不懂在搞什么的 -.-

只能自慰 ， 在镜子前面对着自己微笑 ，告诉自己一切会好好的　:)


多亏有朋友在，不然真的是不用再笑了　:((　


－.－

090112

i love you :')


no matter how many times you hurt my feeling, how deep my heart had injured , 


it will cured very fast but ...


there will be scars . :((






why must you became so lovely to me now? 
do you know when you do that, it makes me harder to see you leave me? T________T


if you want to leave me, if you had decided , please, let me die slowly :'(


我就是痴情 ， 不用你们批评 :)) 
既然选择了他，就要爱到底 :)


sharing is caring , caring is loving :)) 

i'm going to be sick.

me gusta -.-

happy moments :')

this bracelet was given by someone special :')

happy . :DD

i hope , we'll forever stay this way .........

i don't care how people say about us , 

i don't care if PMR is just ahead of us ,

i only care that,

we're going to be together like always ... :))

感动

我很感动 :')

希望，

明年没有你的时候，还是能够活得快快乐乐 

:)) 

我知道我自己的本性

我是不会快乐的

希望时间能够让我忘记一切 ， 让我在风的陪伴下随飘~ ~ ~

其实我不愿意忘记我们的回忆，只愿意，心里不会那么难受 :')


:D

不知道什么原因，相爱的人明明在地球上的距离很靠近 却不会珍惜对方，都在互相等待对方的主动 ……

不知道为什么 ， 在珍惜对方的，却被逼要因为距离的因素而离开……


我还深信上帝是公平的 ；
他会拿掉我的一些，也会补偿回一些 …… :))


所以说，
我以前没有好好珍惜对方,现在开始真正珍惜是有点慢 但是，我尝试着了……虽然人家说女生主动会吓人，但是我不主动，要等到对方不在了，才后悔吗？

我承认我重色轻友 ， 但是只有这一年罢了 :(

:))

晚了，再见~

又受到礼物了~

好开心哦 :))

5/1/2012

I'M THE FISHING FORMEN IN MY KHB CLASS =.=

=.= fishing fish fish.

" Selamat Sejahtera Pn Haslina~ "


zzzzzzz =.= my gosh -.-

teacher start giving us stress already.

Good luck everyone ! :)

040112 - school reopen.

i don't get it. 
i thought God always hear what is at my bottom of my heart,
i thought praying sincerely makes the sky looks brighter 


but no, 


I did not just pray for myself, I prayed for others to be happy too. 
but it doesn't seems that it is working. 


I do not blame God but I blame myself, for not praying hard enough for others.


______________________________________________________________ .


040112 - school reopen .


i'm lee sue ann. i'm the 97' generation . that means i'm 15 already but i ain't living in a 15 years old life but still in a immature life. 


i'm form 3 this year. it's a PMR year. 


I study in SMK BRP . hell yeah. :/


_________________________________________________ .


I slept at 11.30am. ROFL , want to know why?
I get so nervous all of the sudden -.- then couldn't sleep well or sit still.
shit ,right?

6.20am++ wake up by myself without alarm clock.
do you know why?
it's because it's a habit. LOL .
During my sleeping time, my body will automatically wake up at 6.00 something or 5 something.
Then, if I chose to sleep back, then my body will continue sleep
but if I choose to wake up , then it's okay :))

Scientist proves that, if you wake up by your own without alarm clock or someone yelling at your ears, it means that you have enough sleep already :)

Actually, can very fast then eat breakfast derh -.-
who knows, 2 bathroom also in used -.-
so wait wait wait !

shit, didn't know my brother wake up that early too :/
I thought he wake up slightly later than me :/
booo.
another competitor for using the toilet.


Get back to the real stuff.


so, I ate breakfast and wore my uniform. Suddenly, feel like i really love this uniform.
because, I really love school :)

ekhem , and then , 7.00 like that, Yun came to my house.

Then, we walk to school :))

with a pile of HEAVY books on my hands but everything is WORTH it :)) I'm willing to do anything for him,if it can pleasures him and good for him :') this is the last year, I'll do anything I can do... [shit,i'm tearing  again.]


I even did something I don't have enough courage to do. Because I know, if I don't do it now, I wouldn't have a chance to . 


peeps, cherish the person you love NOW or else, time will teach you how to cherish that person. 


Great. :) seriously great. :')

Then, went to school. Saw dao Sandy and Penghui first xDD Then, I ran to Yinkuan they all . Because,very obvious, I belong to that gang :DD

I saw him dy, but kkc didn't see him like that XD Because, I don't want him to have his books first. LA LA LA :D

Then, the teacher start calling already. So , we also go and gather -.- the scene there is so effing messy -.-

hello, we're form 3, the juniors in morning session of SMKBRP , of course we don't know where to line up, biatch. 


and then crazily , we somehow at the correct lane. :)) Didn't know we're at the center of form 5 and form 4. Suddenly felt like, we're getting protected by them~ Cool,right?

wait wait wait a minute. I miss something.


When going to line up, he wants his books, so I gave it to him . :DD . haha, tall jorh :D but me? felt like still same like a short ass.


_________. ekhem get back :D

So, can't hear larh -.- the teacher's voice so soft,  plus we're quite behind and people are talking loud around us . -.-" even when the national anthem is played, I was  like , "can you shut up biatches! respect your own country peeps."    . Seriously, I don't know the national anthem was played because of the biatches around us talking . Argh. So, we heard people singing , then we couldn't catch up and end up not singing and just standing there like a stiff person. Until the school anthem , only we started to sing a little bit :)) come on, at least I sang softly only an ant can hear :D  coughing here.


Then talk those shitty stuffs that I didn't even really listen to it seriously. Until there's 1 sentence Pn Norha gave us, it made me stunt a while.

"a teacher takes a hand,open a mind and touches a heart "

This one , I truly agree and somehow, deeply knows the meaning but will SMKBRP has this type of good and delicate teacher? Hmmmmm . Hopefully there is :)

Actually, I agree this because I experience before :) It's my standard 3 teacher, Miss Tan Boey Chern . She's the one, who takes my hand, open my mind and touches my heart :') if it wasn't her, I don't know what would my Chinese be like. :)) she made me improved alot.. and now, I wonder how she is.. I hope she's still fine in Butterworth.. :))

Then, teacher announced about the classes.

fish dao ...  [i promised him not to use the F word]


Say dao RK derh. I looked at somewhere and looked at how the seetoopeed girl's happy expression that her name wasn't called. =.= I was like, fish you dumbass biatch.  actually,there's more in my mind. not good to say also :( . All I can say, she's a total biatch for not caring her friend,which is my BFF's feelings. Do you know, I would just go in front of her and give her a big thigh slap , but can I do that? NO -.- this girl is dangerous to approach. Who knows she will kill me back?

Then, for 3A , say dao my name ~ then go at the side and line up.Shit, just sit for a moment then tell us to stand up jorh -.- zzzz ~ i can't wait to wear baju kurung on monday , because it is troublesome to sit when wearing pinafore -.-

Then, went to our class. Sit with XinFei der lorh -.- then, shit things happen. Our indian class teacher, Cikgu Thasha , wants to change our places. Then, change place and sit with Puteri Balqis [ still okay ] and ZALIFA -.- [ i swear, the craziest girl in 2b last year ] shit, now she quiet a bit, lucky lucky :)

Then,suddenly want to change class jo -.- we all and B class exchange class. Weee~ happy :DD the class we're having now is much more better. :)) much more cleaner and looks brighter too :D

Hmmmmm :]]

3A


Monitor -> Au Pui Yee
Ass. Monitor -> Arshad Ahmad [ ROFL!!!! ASS MONITOR. Teacher wrote that on board derh -.- ]
Treasurer -> Farahin
Ketua Keceriaan -> Tang Kit Yee
Penolong " -> Luqman Hakim.

_____________________________ .
fish




i am the AJK for MATHS!!!!!! Not I volunteer, and no one recommend me, is teacher choose derh. Oh my lady gaga -.- out of all the subjects, WHY MATHS? T^T




Then ,I was like , fish.out of all the people , why me in maths? 


Ish. Whatever. Teacher say just photostat then paste it on the board xDD HEHEHE.

Crazyyyy~

Then later Sejarah then MAKAAAAAN :D Then, MORAL ~ T_T

sad things happen during moral :(( i chose not to tell :D

Chinese? Still need to say meh? HAPPY LA :D

HAHAHA :D Because..he's sitting near my place? OH LOL :DDD And then see him smile and laugh, i'm happy :D

Then... Science, start with the lungs jorh xDD what nasal cavity,trachea ,bronchioles derh~ :/

Then , maths =.= Learn the lines and angle. Still keliru a bit ~ but will revise later :]] hehehe ><


Then, RING DING DONG. HEHE. How I wish one day, suddenly the bell ring and it was like,

babeh ~ la la la ~ ring ding dong ring ding dong ring dinggi dinggi dinggi ding ding ding 


LOL IMPOSSIBLE XDD


Hmm,stop dreaming =.=


The interesting part is at .... after school.

He NEARLY followed me home :')

HAHAHA :D I should have let him come in to my house. ROFL . xD Since house no people :// because I saw my mom's car thought she come back lerh then faster take his money and "shoo" him but who knoew , my mum sit my father's car :// T_____________T


:DD so , overall , first day of school, up and downs happen at the same day

but what it matters is...

be grateful that you have school to study with and friends you can count on and teachers you can rely on.


:)) 


ganbatte :)) 
wish you guy's school life rocks :)

2012

what can I say?
It's a new year :DD

hope everyone is always healthy and happy :DD


whatcanIsay again?

things that I can say already said already :]]

may God bless you all :))