no matter how..

no matter how bitter the medicine taste like ,
when you're by my side,
it taste sweet :)

I still remember the days,
we always quarrel for nothing .

we're both immature ,
acting like a kid sometime when we knew, i'm a teenager while you're an adult already.

stealing my bear was your hobby
while crying is my revenge .

the house is full of noisiness that even my mother could not stand ,
but end up smiling at each other.

you left me a mark ,
on my left side of my forehead
it was hurt that time
but now , it remain a scar ,
full of memories.

you can ruin all of my birthday years,
you can left me in tears in my big day ,
you can annoy me when the cake was written my name with a happy birthday word on it ,

but it all just left a piece of memory that I always wanted it now.

Last time,
you made me think that,
I don't need a sister
all I need is a brother that loves me.

Now,
you made me decide without worries that,
I chose you
instead of my sister.

Forever,
you were the number 1 boy I love the most in my heart.
No one can ever replace you , the one and only you .

I swear,
with all my hearts,
I will protect you as the name of sister and love you like how people love their lovers ,their husband.

Everything was kept back in a memory box called brain ,
the memory box is losing it's power each year ,
I couldn't control it but
to let some memories slip away from my hands.

Sometimes,
you made me want to be a good girl ,
just for you ,
you proof to me that,
even the respectful ones can never change your humble personality.

Sincerely in my heart,
the girl in you , is very lucky to have you.
I'm jealous.

One day,
if I was to reborn to become a human girl again,
and you were to reborn to become a human boy,
I hope,
we can meet again someday ,
with the same personality of yours
that can keep the same smile of mine.

Today and now ,

all I can say ,
you have your job ,
you turn into a mature adult ,
you earn money,
you spend money ,
you went overseas ,
you came home late,
you went out early ,
you became introvert ,

and it can all be changed,

I was lonely ,
I am the only one who is immature
I am the one who needs to save money
I am the one who needs to be alert the whole time
I am the one who is alone without a playmate
I am the one who slept late just to hear you walk into your room
I am the one who tries to wake up early just to hear the heater sound when you bath
I am the one that became more introvert than you.

You changed me , and now, you changed me again.

You were the one who made me cry the whole week when you go Australia,
you're the one who made me sad when it is my birthday,
you're the one who make me angry when you steal my bear
but
you're the one who make me happy , all the time.

How can I ever not be thankful ?
How can I ever say I am sad?
How can I not appreciate what I have now?

I love you , brother and I know you love me too :')
We're siblings , and nothing can break us apart. Even if the waves are strong,the wind are strong,the thunder is loud,the earthquake is incredibly epic , nothing can separate us .

Thank you God for letting me to have this brother . :)
I love my brother alot and I hope, God will never take him back . NEVER EVER. :')
I couldn't imagine my days without him ;

I love you, Lee Boon Leng.
_________________________________________________________________ .


he feed me medicine just now and I felt happiness.
Love you :')