I found my compass.

" All the time , I've been lost in the forest. Always been living my own style but now.. it's time to find a way back where I was and never going to get lost in the forest anymore.  It's time.. when I'm lost, I'm going to get myself a compass first..... Just to know that when I'm lost, I still can find a way out ;) "


Damn . Today .. I really found my own compass !

Really thank you to my BM tuition teacher ! I never felt so... hmm.. so energize to do something that really need hard work before! Really really Thank you ! I will always remember what you said and do what you really said..

" Because, Sue Ann.. it's time to stop dreaming and wake up. Don't oversleep anymore " 


Just by thinking, dreams will never come true. I will become someone that is successful . I don't care if the road is hard to walk on or how difficult is to face the future, I will always find my way to succeed. If the road is hard , I have no reason why I cannot use aeroplane to fly instead of using the road.  Hmm. Yeah.


Actually, I suffered from depression and frustration.. Never tell anyone though = = Because it's not obvious.

" Don't have a reason to show my emotions. I think that some things , only myself can solve. Even if I lost my way , don't know what to do , I will wait for God's direction . I believe He will lead me to the best solution " 


Hmmm. I think of it , I really tell to someone though ! I told to someone larh. Someone special to me ;)

Frustration because whenever I open my textbook , I don't even understand a word. Frustration easily comes to me when I don't understand a thing and I need the knowledge!
When frustration comes , depression also slowly come ! Depress that I read quite some time already still cannot fully understand it !

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. That time I just keep quiet only because I believe I can solve things quick by using the smartest way. I BELIEVED MYSELF. Though I really didn't really trust myself much until.. that person that I told him my problems with .. He believed in me (; So there's no reason that I cannot solve this problem . Thank you arh ,boy <33

So... YES. I believe in myself , he believed me . His caring was quite effective though. HEHEHE =] Then.... I finally found a way . Thank God ! :D

THANK GOD I FOUND MY COMPASS!