. So , first day of exam . 22/8/2011 .
BM . SENI . MATHS.
BM - Hard like shit = = Oh Rachel , why would your mother want to kill us in BM test paper? Ohh T_T
SENI - Hah. Using my special gun to tembak again ! PIANG PIANG PIANG ! xDD
MATHS - Me no die in maths :( but all I left was separuh of my life. Dammit it was hard too :'(
Conclusion : It was a difficult .
. So , second day of exam . 23/8/2011 .
BI . BC . SC .
BI = Damn it was quite easy ! ;) But seriously, beef patties contains fat and protein. Not fat and carbohydrate! Carbohydrate is for Mr.bun in the BIG MAC = =
BC = No stress anymore. No more Kopi-O ! xD Eeeeeeeeeee. Terpaksa duduk far far away from my "friends" T______T . But got difficulty !
SC = Huhu =) Can consider easy . but already salah one question already A_A
Conclusion : It was quite a not so stress day =]
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Monday, August 22, 2011
X => Unknown
X . X. X.
Makes me think of sad things T____T
X X X
Now my heart all it left is X.
I kept thinking of X.
X X X ,
BAI BAI (:
Makes me think of sad things T____T
X X X
Now my heart all it left is X.
I kept thinking of X.
X X X ,
BAI BAI (:
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Friday, August 19, 2011
River flows in you.
River flows in you.
First, I heard Kiss The Rain by Yiruma ,
Then Mr Youtube brought me to River Flows In You.
Immediately ,
River Flows In You became "defeated" Kiss The Rain.
Second , I heard River flows in you almost everyday without fail .
I slowly love this song.
Without a doubt ,
it cheered me up when I was sad ;
a lullaby when I'm going to bed ;
and it reminds me of you .
Always a smile on my face when I hear it :)
Third ,
and now , no piano soundtrack can ever replaced this .
my most damn favourite piano soundtrack ever , River flows in you.
It grows me alot , encourage me alot even there's no lyrics inside .
Fourth ,
it gets more better when I found out Taemin.
His favourite piano soundtrack is also River flows in you.
That time, I was crazily happy ! Same as me, finally, a common interest about us !
I saw you playing it on live, I was amazed :')
Though it's not as good as Yiruma's version but , definitely , Taemin's version is also not bad (:
Fifth ; now it brings bad impression .....
It's bringing back bad memories ;
all the farewell ; goodbye ..
bads and goods ;
Always with a tear when I hear this song.
It's a song without lyric , but it's like saying everything in my heart.
Now , River flows in you . I love you :')
First, I heard Kiss The Rain by Yiruma ,
Then Mr Youtube brought me to River Flows In You.
Immediately ,
River Flows In You became "defeated" Kiss The Rain.
Second , I heard River flows in you almost everyday without fail .
I slowly love this song.
Without a doubt ,
it cheered me up when I was sad ;
a lullaby when I'm going to bed ;
and it reminds me of you .
Always a smile on my face when I hear it :)
Third ,
and now , no piano soundtrack can ever replaced this .
my most damn favourite piano soundtrack ever , River flows in you.
It grows me alot , encourage me alot even there's no lyrics inside .
Fourth ,
it gets more better when I found out Taemin.
His favourite piano soundtrack is also River flows in you.
That time, I was crazily happy ! Same as me, finally, a common interest about us !
I saw you playing it on live, I was amazed :')
Though it's not as good as Yiruma's version but , definitely , Taemin's version is also not bad (:
Fifth ; now it brings bad impression .....
It's bringing back bad memories ;
all the farewell ; goodbye ..
bads and goods ;
Always with a tear when I hear this song.
It's a song without lyric , but it's like saying everything in my heart.
Now , River flows in you . I love you :')
Good-bye :')
The rain has told me that,
TO BE STRONG , GIRL .
It may seemed to be a good bye but never mind, cherish the time you had right now .
i seriously cried for 2 nights for this.
Never knew it would hurt so badly ..
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
IT'S NOT THE END.
TO BE STRONG , GIRL .
It may seemed to be a good bye but never mind, cherish the time you had right now .
Never knew it would hurt so badly ..
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
IT'S NOT THE END.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Monday, August 15, 2011
Saturday, August 13, 2011
THE SILLY SIDE OF ME.
I finally found the silly side of me , just by 1 video , 1 minute ++ .
Please do scold me or advise me if you think it's mainly silly or crazy. PLEASE DO T_T
I saw a Taemin video . It was just a fan cam ! He looked so cute, so like a baby, so handsome , so pretty and beautiful . I found my heart beating for him and nearly cried out. DAMN .....
The silly side of me .
Taemin , stop seducing me already. Hmmmmm. ON THE SECOND THOUGHT, DONGSAENG NEEDS YOU <3 Seduce me more..more and more <3
Please do scold me or advise me if you think it's mainly silly or crazy. PLEASE DO T_T
I saw a Taemin video . It was just a fan cam ! He looked so cute, so like a baby, so handsome , so pretty and beautiful . I found my heart beating for him and nearly cried out. DAMN .....
The silly side of me .
Taemin , stop seducing me already. Hmmmmm. ON THE SECOND THOUGHT, DONGSAENG NEEDS YOU <3 Seduce me more..more and more <3
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
I found my compass.
" All the time , I've been lost in the forest. Always been living my own style but now.. it's time to find a way back where I was and never going to get lost in the forest anymore. It's time.. when I'm lost, I'm going to get myself a compass first..... Just to know that when I'm lost, I still can find a way out ;) "
Damn . Today .. I really found my own compass !
Really thank you to my BM tuition teacher ! I never felt so... hmm.. so energize to do something that really need hard work before! Really really Thank you ! I will always remember what you said and do what you really said..
" Because, Sue Ann.. it's time to stop dreaming and wake up. Don't oversleep anymore "
Just by thinking, dreams will never come true. I will become someone that is successful . I don't care if the road is hard to walk on or how difficult is to face the future, I will always find my way to succeed. If the road is hard , I have no reason why I cannot use aeroplane to fly instead of using the road. Hmm. Yeah.
Actually, I suffered from depression and frustration.. Never tell anyone though = = Because it's not obvious.
" Don't have a reason to show my emotions. I think that some things , only myself can solve. Even if I lost my way , don't know what to do , I will wait for God's direction . I believe He will lead me to the best solution "
Hmmm. I think of it , I really tell to someone though ! I told to someone larh. Someone special to me ;)
Frustration because whenever I open my textbook , I don't even understand a word. Frustration easily comes to me when I don't understand a thing and I need the knowledge!
When frustration comes , depression also slowly come ! Depress that I read quite some time already still cannot fully understand it !
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. That time I just keep quiet only because I believe I can solve things quick by using the smartest way. I BELIEVED MYSELF. Though I really didn't really trust myself much until.. that person that I told him my problems with .. He believed in me (; So there's no reason that I cannot solve this problem . Thank you arh ,boy <33
So... YES. I believe in myself , he believed me . His caring was quite effective though. HEHEHE =] Then.... I finally found a way . Thank God ! :D
THANK GOD I FOUND MY COMPASS!
Damn . Today .. I really found my own compass !
Really thank you to my BM tuition teacher ! I never felt so... hmm.. so energize to do something that really need hard work before! Really really Thank you ! I will always remember what you said and do what you really said..
" Because, Sue Ann.. it's time to stop dreaming and wake up. Don't oversleep anymore "
Just by thinking, dreams will never come true. I will become someone that is successful . I don't care if the road is hard to walk on or how difficult is to face the future, I will always find my way to succeed. If the road is hard , I have no reason why I cannot use aeroplane to fly instead of using the road. Hmm. Yeah.
Actually, I suffered from depression and frustration.. Never tell anyone though = = Because it's not obvious.
" Don't have a reason to show my emotions. I think that some things , only myself can solve. Even if I lost my way , don't know what to do , I will wait for God's direction . I believe He will lead me to the best solution "
Hmmm. I think of it , I really tell to someone though ! I told to someone larh. Someone special to me ;)
Frustration because whenever I open my textbook , I don't even understand a word. Frustration easily comes to me when I don't understand a thing and I need the knowledge!
When frustration comes , depression also slowly come ! Depress that I read quite some time already still cannot fully understand it !
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. That time I just keep quiet only because I believe I can solve things quick by using the smartest way. I BELIEVED MYSELF. Though I really didn't really trust myself much until.. that person that I told him my problems with .. He believed in me (; So there's no reason that I cannot solve this problem . Thank you arh ,boy <33
So... YES. I believe in myself , he believed me . His caring was quite effective though. HEHEHE =] Then.... I finally found a way . Thank God ! :D
THANK GOD I FOUND MY COMPASS!
Monday, August 8, 2011
Sick days..
I don't feel so good = ="
Sorry that I didn't update my blog because feel sick these few days;..
Aaah..draining my energy already.
good bye.
Sorry that I didn't update my blog because feel sick these few days;..
Aaah..draining my energy already.
good bye.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
SeeTooPeed people.
The SeeTooPeed (stupid) people.
Chapter 1 - Our class is not your place to hang out.
Seriously , you stupid guys. I don't know what is your name but both of you guy's face will forever leave a bad impression for me ! Are you guys stupid or anything? RETARDED or maybe lame?
Excuse me but seriously, you guys are from the belakang class and does not have the rights to hang out in our class and spoil things and bully people.
YES. I AM INSULTING YOU BACK , barbies. Really cannot tahan how you all just kacau people like that!
Hah. So get back to the topic .
So as for the fasting month, the malays cannot go to canteen marh . Then , I just went back class to put my tupperware then the guy look at me like some kind of alien. Excuse me! 2B is my class or your class?
Then,later need to go to the science lab ! Then seriously, I went back class to take my books with Yin Kuan.
The samefuckish guy did it again! He so stupid , he approach me.
Stupid Guy : Ah moii.
** me ignores **
Stupid Guy : Ah moii (even louder)
Me : APA? [ I am drinking water ] i'm sorry but I already thought you guys won't mind though.
Stupid Guy : Kenapa tak puasa?
Me in my mind :sohai larh you go fck yourself.I'm not malay and your tujuan to say this is want me to puasa with you is it? Don't fcking do that.
* Me shows him "that" face * Then walked out the class using the back door.
Then went to Science lab. Yin Kuan told me someone go spoil my drawer by using chairs to insert into the drawer. Verysohai lorh !!!!! = =" BARBIE betul.
Chapter 2 - Poor Chinese was kinda insulted.
So..Today Pn White Choco came back and teach us Science. I don't know what strike into her mind . She suddenly want to collect our Seni Sketchbook ! @@ Some of my friends were worried because they didn't finish or didn't even bring it. I was like calm. Because I did it :D Hahahahah. But still , I think she's insane suddenly want to spotcheck that !!! @@ I think because she's out of words because she asked us what period we're having before recess and what we do ..who teach then hahah, she wanted to check our seni books. Like that never mind lorhhh @@
Then she go check our rambut. Then went to Dei Tai there. The teacher said his hair cut until untidy. Then she asked whether is it a Chinese cut his hair. He kinda nodded. Then the teacher say : AIYOOOO!
WTF . Although just an Aiyo but I think the poor Chinese who cut his hair was insulted.
Chapter 3 - Mr Dinosaur was pranked.
Hahahaha. MrDinasour was prank ! Eventually, went we came back from the Science Lab. Then , I sat on my place.I saw him digging his back then suddenly fly out a purple packet thing from his bag. I wasn't aware what is that until I looked down @@
It's a sanitary pad. I was like , immediately can feel the heatness from face. It's AWKWARD. That's not mine . Then, I tell Yin Kuan about it. We both felt awkward. Then I felt someone looking at me, I'm more AWKWARD ! It was that Faiz Haridatul . [sorry Faiz Haridatul . Terpaksa panggil full name because there is two Faiz in our class @@ ] I looked at him also . He kinda know that... because he looked at the floor. Then I know that Mr Dinosaur is talking about that thing.. Like how the thing just came from his bag and bla bla bla. Without hesitant , I threw it back to him !!!! WAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. I know he's angry yes he is but he didn't show his anger ~ Because it's a mulia month ~ a test and challenge of your patience ~ Then that Hakim kinda ask me. I was like " NO NO NO . Itu bukan saya punya" Then don't know who go take care of that thingy la. Then they started to "soal siasat" ROFL ><" GOD BLESS MR DINO and yeap , his Geo folio is gone. Actually not his,it's Alif Najmi ones.. Mr Dino,you're so deeeeeead!
Wahaha. So this is what happen @@
[added : I think of it again. Apparently , I quite hate the person who pranked him! You can like put something else instead of a pad ,right? Do you know you just like think of girls like nothing? What do you think ? I don't mind though but Malays do mind right? It's something dirty ! Haih. I hope the person who pranked Mr Dino will get his punishment ]
Chapter 4 - I was pregnant.
The guy in recess came again for Aina Husna !!!!! Everything also with AINA HUSNA!!!! The guy with Aina Husna, what relationship eh? Zzzz. I don't care.
Then I was holding a file and some books. It was heavy so I held it with two hands ! LIKE THAT ALSO KENA HE CAKAP CAKAP SHIT. He pointing at me and then copy what am I doing and say : macam mengandung. I WAS LIKE, WTFCK @@ . I didn't really wanna do anything , so I just walked away.
SUCH AN INSULT.
How special that everything happened in 1 day?
I'm sorry my Melays friends. If you think I'm quite racist, please do forgive me but what I'm telling is TRUE. But this will never affect our relationship ,right? You guys are way more better than those samsengs , right? I really love you all ! The good Melays are really nice and cute !!! But what I'm telling , was just those samsengs and those people that I cannot stand. Please do forgive me if you think I'm melampau !! Minta maaf..
So.. This is what SeeTooPeed people looks like. @@
Chapter 1 - Our class is not your place to hang out.
Seriously , you stupid guys. I don't know what is your name but both of you guy's face will forever leave a bad impression for me ! Are you guys stupid or anything? RETARDED or maybe lame?
YES. I AM INSULTING YOU BACK ,
Hah. So get back to the topic .
So as for the fasting month, the malays cannot go to canteen marh . Then , I just went back class to put my tupperware then the guy look at me like some kind of alien. Excuse me! 2B is my class or your class?
Then,later need to go to the science lab ! Then seriously, I went back class to take my books with Yin Kuan.
The same
Stupid Guy : Ah moii.
** me ignores **
Stupid Guy : Ah moii (even louder)
Me : APA? [ I am drinking water ] i'm sorry but I already thought you guys won't mind though.
Stupid Guy : Kenapa tak puasa?
Me in my mind :
* Me shows him "that" face * Then walked out the class using the back door.
Then went to Science lab. Yin Kuan told me someone go spoil my drawer by using chairs to insert into the drawer. Very
Chapter 2 - Poor Chinese was kinda insulted.
So..Today Pn White Choco came back and teach us Science. I don't know what strike into her mind . She suddenly want to collect our Seni Sketchbook ! @@ Some of my friends were worried because they didn't finish or didn't even bring it. I was like calm. Because I did it :D Hahahahah. But still , I think she's insane suddenly want to spotcheck that !!! @@ I think because she's out of words because she asked us what period we're having before recess and what we do ..who teach then hahah, she wanted to check our seni books. Like that never mind lorhhh @@
Then she go check our rambut. Then went to Dei Tai there. The teacher said his hair cut until untidy. Then she asked whether is it a Chinese cut his hair. He kinda nodded. Then the teacher say : AIYOOOO!
WTF . Although just an Aiyo but I think the poor Chinese who cut his hair was insulted.
Chapter 3 - Mr Dinosaur was pranked.
Hahahaha. MrDinasour was prank ! Eventually, went we came back from the Science Lab. Then , I sat on my place.I saw him digging his back then suddenly fly out a purple packet thing from his bag. I wasn't aware what is that until I looked down @@
It's a sanitary pad. I was like , immediately can feel the heatness from face. It's AWKWARD. That's not mine . Then, I tell Yin Kuan about it. We both felt awkward. Then I felt someone looking at me, I'm more AWKWARD ! It was that Faiz Haridatul . [sorry Faiz Haridatul . Terpaksa panggil full name because there is two Faiz in our class @@ ] I looked at him also . He kinda know that... because he looked at the floor. Then I know that Mr Dinosaur is talking about that thing.. Like how the thing just came from his bag and bla bla bla. Without hesitant , I threw it back to him !!!! WAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. I know he's angry yes he is but he didn't show his anger ~ Because it's a mulia month ~ a test and challenge of your patience ~ Then that Hakim kinda ask me. I was like " NO NO NO . Itu bukan saya punya" Then don't know who go take care of that thingy la. Then they started to "soal siasat" ROFL ><" GOD BLESS MR DINO and yeap , his Geo folio is gone. Actually not his,it's Alif Najmi ones.. Mr Dino,you're so deeeeeead!
Wahaha. So this is what happen @@
[added : I think of it again. Apparently , I quite hate the person who pranked him! You can like put something else instead of a pad ,right? Do you know you just like think of girls like nothing? What do you think ? I don't mind though but Malays do mind right? It's something dirty ! Haih. I hope the person who pranked Mr Dino will get his punishment ]
Chapter 4 - I was pregnant.
The guy in recess came again for Aina Husna !!!!! Everything also with AINA HUSNA!!!! The guy with Aina Husna, what relationship eh? Zzzz. I don't care.
Then I was holding a file and some books. It was heavy so I held it with two hands ! LIKE THAT ALSO KENA HE CAKAP CAKAP SHIT. He pointing at me and then copy what am I doing and say : macam mengandung. I WAS LIKE, WTFCK @@ . I didn't really wanna do anything , so I just walked away.
SUCH AN INSULT.
How special that everything happened in 1 day?
I'm sorry my Melays friends. If you think I'm quite racist, please do forgive me but what I'm telling is TRUE. But this will never affect our relationship ,right? You guys are way more better than those samsengs , right? I really love you all ! The good Melays are really nice and cute !!! But what I'm telling , was just those samsengs and those people that I cannot stand. Please do forgive me if you think I'm melampau !! Minta maaf..
So.. This is what SeeTooPeed people looks like. @@
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