Wooo ! Finally can online .. just for a while ! connections rots because 3 laptops in 1 connection . Brother on PPS , sister on fb and i'm on youtube+fb+blogger . WEE .
Today is such a rotten-starting day ! :(
Didn't slept well last night . Nose itchy , blowing nose ! Eyes itchy . Woke up , bengkak like hell . RED EYE . Actually not both eyes . Only on left eye :P 10.10 only woke up. nice rite ?!?!? I woke up feeling so sick . NOSE IS SO BLEHH! :P Nvm larh :) Whole day lie on the sofa.. So tireddd ! :P
And then go to school lorh :D :) hopefully everything is fine time by time.. :D . Except today is extremely hot and when the sun shines in , my hand is under bbq ! <3
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back to my title :)
really can't describe myself lately !!!! It's like I have mixed feeling on everything . At home , I act so rebellion in front of my grandmother. i just can't stop hatin- her . Please don't ask me why , and please do not tell me that it's not true to hate her . You wouldn't understand my feeling . How she just like my sister and my brother but not me . At home , I act like a hardworking one in front of my sister , just to show her i'm not losing to her. At home , act like playful in front of my brother ( most probably the most natural one.. ) At home , in front of my mom , try to be lazy . lolz. In front of my father , argh , face tense , body tense . try not to make him angry but everytime.. iyiyiyiyiiy!!
in school , bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh . used to be happy , sad , angry motions all happen in school but now , it's like a rhythm ..going over and over again repeating what is happening again and again . Feel not fresh but what it is change , is how i wanted to look at him :) Issh ! :P what a life ! conflicts conflicts conflicts.. just let it go.. :P
can't describe myself lately.. miss miss miss ! the feeling of emptiness .. can't stop looking for more.. aigoya..
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