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Sunday, May 29, 2011

Saturday, May 28, 2011

TALKING TO THE MOON

Can't you don't talk to me ?
You left me talking to the moon ..
Seriously YES ,
I talked to the moon ,
I tried to get to you T^T

Didn't know talking to the moon is so much better talking to you....

Imissyou

seriously , imissyou .. You're the only thing I had. I never want to lose you :(
-I did not blame you for not being yourself but I blame myself for not doing it well :(

Today is a blue day .

Guess what? Today's SMK BRP's Teacher's Day !
All started when I went to school on 7:00 am .
In my heart , I know that everything will go naturally..
But everything changed because of 1 step .

YES . I woke up earlier than before ... I woke up on 5.00 something already !
I'm tired but I just can't stop thinking what will happen later !
Until 6.00 , I only dare to wake up from bed !
You have no idea how long I have wait for this moment to come :(

Yuuuuuup ! I went to school with Li Yun on 7.00 !
I suffered stomachache because of you !
You made me nervous .

I went to school early
Because I don't want you to be waiting for me .
But It's okay =]
I'll wait for you then ! (:
Ya ! I wait for you
until it announce..

But I still believe that .
You wouldn't let me down (:
Ya, but feeling sad to see you not being there punctually !
Given myself so many excuses for not being sad .

I trusted you ..
So , you really came =]
You're late. And yes, We're lining up !
I GUESS THE TIME WOULD BE LATER?
I STILL STUPIDLY HOLD ON THIS STUPID THOUGHT~!!

Haih.
Don't mention today's my eyes really bengkak.
I can't see the school properly .
Quite dizzy .
Don't know why T^T

YES.
Everything just ruined like that =]
Eventually I don't feel anything sad because
You're with your friends and I'm with mine.
Actually ,
My body is with friends but my heart always wanted to be with you !

Yes .
Because I respect you
So I just ignore it .
You're with your friends
So Its not worth to spend your time with someone like me . Blerh.

^_^ Until me , Yin Kuan and Naydine went to office and find Pn Renu ! (:
We want to know our marks !
Eventually ,
the Maths pro , YinKuan unnie got A
while me and Naydine got C for Maths T^T
63% . Yes , I sucked in Maths (:

There's something about today ..
I don't feel good .
Yes , It didn't really plan out
BUT I DON'T MIND.

Haihhh .
Today walk until my leg also hurt ! :(
All I want to walk is because to find you =]
I hope something reminded you =]
^^ I DON'T MIND THOUGH YOU DON'T KNOW.

I guess me and Naydine also have the same reason to walk around the school !
To find our love ones <3
Until 1 time , I can't find you and your gang but eventually ,
I always walk pass Naydine's ones .
Then I bring Naydine to find LiYun they all lorhhh ! xD

Ya,
Eventually I find fun there.
Instead in canteen . Sitting in the place doing nothing.
Oh ya,
I forgot something!!
Because it was raining !
We're located in canteen ! HOT LIKE SHIT.But behind me ,
was a guy wearing baju merah . Zzzz . Dun care =]

Yes.Get back to CLY punya (:
I think ..
I had more fun with Eugene daddy , Li Yun mummy and also Way Yan bla bla bla ! (:
I think they are the most fun gang to hangout! : thank you yaaaa <3
I think I suddenly have breakdown when I heard
I think I saw him went out of the school.
WHAT THE F ?
No larh . That time de me,
I won't believe he would do things like that =]

Yuuupy =] Then we enjoyed our time outside the dewan !

Haihhh =] He really did not went homeee ! (:
Hahahahhahahahah xDD
I am insane am I ?

And then I heard many nice and indeed, funny songs ! (:
=]]
Everything is brighten up when I saw him =]
YESSSSS (:

Ino unnie is very naughty .
Want me to take pictures with him?
NAUGHTY NAUGHTY NAUGHTY !
Guess what?
I really want it but too bad ,
he doesn't wants =]
So , I know that will happen so I also said Don't want when Ino unnie pulling me !
Kekekekekkee =]

WAY YAN DAI SEI xDDDDD
(: Haaaih
Even though the skies are blue , my heart is still in black clouds for no reason !! :P
Then , I went back home =]]

Now , I changed my mind.
Not to burden myself much ! (:
Be more mature !!!!

YES . LEE SUE ANN GO GO GO YOU CAN DO IT :DD FIGHTINNNNG xD

Aigooyahh ! Today , Saturday , I blame my stars for not giving me good mood for today ! :(

:) God Bless You all =]

Thursday, May 26, 2011

WHY ARE YOU NOT ONLINE T_T

Whyyyy ? The boy who is chatting with me is not you T_T . Whyyyy ! TELL ME WHY . Awwww =[ I haven't plan out what should we do during that day ! Pzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzh. I hope you're comin' for Saturday or maybe you don't know about it ? But never mind =] at least, there's you in my heart <3

exam is finish .

YES ! FINALLY EXAM IS FINISH ! (:
Yes, Speak about FREEEEDOM !
But so what? Freedom it's like everyday without exams . The only freedom we got is 2 weeks and 1 of my holiday week is eaten by exam . Spending time in tuition for 3 days ~ 4 hours per day ! Teehee ! That's how I spend my beloved holidays ! But what did I really planned? NOTHING . I just planned to exercise more and of course, SLEEP MORE . And yes , Eat more =] I don't plan to study but I guess this exam teaches me to study daily . Just for 10 minutes each day. HAHAHA !

EXAM IS FINISH !
So what? It doesn't ease my emotion. Too worried about exam marks . Yes ,but really disappointed in Maths even though I haven't know how much I got ! Most probably already lose 20 marks or even more.Just hope that I won't FAIL . Or else ... T_T  I don't know what place will I get in class. Sure no face for chinese der!!! :P BABE GOD , HELP ME ! amitabha !

Weeeee ! Off I go ! (:

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

hello guys ! Its been so long i no update Blog le .. Because busy preparing exams ! Cant believe tomorrow is the last day of exam ! Its going to be exciting and fun but too bad .. Its history tomorrow ! Do not fear exam .. Fear the results ! Hehe ! I have been so worried about my maths because i totally sucked in it and i will most probably get a D or C or the best B . If A is possible , then bring it on ! I just hope that god will bless everyone including me for tomorrow tests ! Fighting ! Me studying now ~ bye

Friday, May 20, 2011

I failed my maths.

Maths is so hard. Guess what? I even wrong the first question. OKAY. It's like I had wrong the whole paper - - I'm so going to fail maths - -

Thursday, May 19, 2011

yah ! Still studying ! Good night guys ! :3
She wouldnt know what she said really hurt me ! I know i am i noob .. Not as clever as you .. But you shouldn t have just say things that hurt people ! So what if my pen twisting sucks ? I didnt do it because it is cool ! Yes , i admit , it sucks but i am learning ! Grrh! Use your brains before you talk please ! You made me no mood to study .. Lost confidence much !

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

thank you 4 this wonderful løllìpop~ my lovely ya ting <3

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

bored of studying but i have successfully in the mode of in love with books . Good luck in your exam guys .. Good luck ! :)

breakfast in hospital . Kekeke ..

Monday, May 16, 2011

Hehe ! I have done folding a bed of clothes .. A day without mum .. [1]

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Somethin' on FB (:

女孩:“蒽、”

男孩:“老婆,在干嘛呢?”

女孩:“聊天、”

男孩:“哦哦、今天想莪了麽?”


女孩:“没、”


男孩:“啊啊啊?真的麽?”


女孩:“蒽、”


男孩:“55555…莪哭了。”


女孩:“哦、”


男孩:“……”


男 孩觉得女孩对他越来越冷淡了,跟她聊天狠无聊、他努力找着话题,而她却随随便便得敷衍他。
好几次都是这样,男孩受不了了,不再去找女孩聊天


一天… 两天… 一星期… 两星期… 到了第三个星期,女孩越来越觉得不自在了,因为男孩不再来跟她聊天啦。


女孩第一次主动去找男孩聊天。

女孩:“在麽?有事找迩。”

男孩:“说、”


女孩觉得男孩对她不如之前了。


女孩:“亲爱哒,最近在干嘛哈?”

男孩:“忙、”

女孩:“在忙什麽吖?都没来找莪聊天。”


男孩:“没什麽、”


女孩:“迩是怎麽了?”


男孩:“没、”


女孩:“迩怎麽了?告诉莪啊、”


男孩:“没、”


女孩、“为什麽不告诉莪?难道迩有心事觉得不需要对莪说麽?”


男孩:“迩自己想想吧、”


女孩实在不明白自己做错什麽了。


女孩:“莪没做错什麽吖、”

男孩:“是麽?”

女孩:“……”

男孩:“莪们分手吧、”


女孩惊慌失措,她不明白男孩为什麽提出分手。


女孩:“为什麽?难道迩不爱莪了麽?”

男孩:“不,狠爱狠爱、”

女孩:“既然爱,为什麽提出分手?”


男孩:“莪爱累了,真的不想爱了。”

女孩:“累?爱莪狠累麽?”


男孩:“是的,狠累、迩从不主动找莪聊天,除了今天、每次想跟迩聊聊天,迩都狠随便得敷衍莪、莪受够了、”


女孩这个时候才发现自己的确对男孩狠冷淡。


女孩:“亲爱哒,对不起,请迩原谅莪,再给莪一次机会好麽?” 男


孩:“迩不需要跟莪道歉,莪们就这样吧、”



…… 这 聊天记录告诉大家:既然有了喜欢的人,就要一心一意,认认真真得对他(她)、不要整天对他(她)一副爱理不理的样子、不要总是让他(她)主动,那样他 (她)会累的,迩也要学会主动、有了喜欢的人就要好好珍惜,不要以为迩是国宝,他(她)不要,还有别人会要的、不要总是在失去后才懂得珍惜、记住,世界上 是没有后悔药卖的、所以要学会珍惜迩身边的那个他(她)哦!


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same as friend larh xD ..

27th May

I'm waitin' for 27th May .. It must be a awkward + fun day .. I guess :)

Went for a stroll last night =]

lolz . I went for a stroll last night in BRP 7/3A . Who saw me ??? Hahaha.. If there's noise , you will know that's me. - - Did something that is regretful ! :3 DIE DIE DIE >:P . When we pass by a HOUSE , my sister say , waaa , people are getting more richer these days. HAHAHA , guess who's house is that? LA LA LA .

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

WtheF .

She's like what the fck and I saw what daddy comment, I was more wtfck . - -

Monday, May 9, 2011

HEART HURT HEAD HURT BODY HURT MENTALLY HURT .

I'M HURT </3

actually NO .

Did I treat him badly ?

T__________T

IloveSALAD =]

I love to eat SALAD =]
Only girls in BIEBER FAMILY know what am I talking about . Kekekekke =]

Salad Iloveyouvmuch =] ♥ ♥ ♥
We're back to the way we are ... the silence mood :)

Sunday, May 8, 2011

babe all i wish was a good night wish (: 

Good night ♥ 

Saturday, May 7, 2011

i'm in love today ♥

hehehe =]
today , the abnormal me went to school on SATURDAYS .
Today is my brother's birthday .. And it is replacing MY BIRTHDAY . hihihi . but  I don't really want holiday on my BIRTHDAY T_T bcos I love the day during last year ♥ . ♥_♥ . Went tfor fun =] it's replacing FRIDAY ! Who doesn't loves FRIDAY ? 3 hours ++ only .. kekekek 

KH did nothing fun 'cos boys de kh teacher got come ! :) So..i was like doing my own homework lorh :D
So.. EG asked me something abt her wife . So , play play only larh . I say YOU BETRAYED HER . Hihihihi :D But hopefully I was just playing.. and I really told mummy about that .. but later I explained to her =]  a  friend is always a friend .. hehehehehehe. no secret can hide between us :) .

Then moral class =] damn funny lorh. We play Truth or Dare =] can use 3 times of truth only .teehee. today my luck is great =] didn't not really kena me xDbabe..i choose dare and i was dare to go scold eugene gan . HEHEHEHEHEHEHE =] guess what happen ? i go approach him . I bet he knew already . Then I was like , EUGENE ! then he like frighten like hell nearly fall down from chair. laugh die me .. die die die me! kekekek. sorry teacher :P . Then i dunno how to scold him ..then juz simple scold larh ! lol ! end of story ! :) didn't really want to scold juz scare of my mummy heartache only . kekekke 


english period is still the same =] at least we did some exercises for the mid year exam !! =] then P.Seni . teacher langsung didn't  teach. so we played truth or dare again !! :P but change rules jor.. Ummmm ! Hopefully can play that again it's fun enuff >< I no sing song and I didn't even use finish my 2 truths chances. O LEH O LEH O LEH ! :P Actually there's a conflict of my  first truth question.. the question is




" you did rather want people to love you or you love someone " 
but at the end , i have chosen to be loved by someone . actually i don't really mind =]  loving someone actually doesn't hurt because .. i didn't really kena hurt before bcos i like someone that will not hurt me.. the one hurting me is myself only . LOLZ . being loved by someone is definitely great but who knows..if that someone love you but you don't love that people ? doesn't this even hurts? LOL - - So ,it's a conflict ..mixture ! LOL :P who cares? :)


tee-hee =] kit yee and tai yang zomg zomg zomg ! :) Kit Yee is definitely a sweeeet girl ♥ if i'm a boy , i'll definitely love her =] kekekekek =]  just the way you are.. I'm not a Bruno Mars fan , I dunno anything !! I only like the song , Just the way you are :) others like grenade , marry you , lazy song..i don't really have interest in it ! :P mainly kpopper has no more interest in other music ! lolz :P 


until the last period.. hehehehe =] aih , i'm in love with today and i'm in love today..


eeeeeeeee ! didn't know how much i miss her in school T_T . but i don't mind she won't come to replacement classes at all =] she say it's a waste of time..boohoo T_T  miss her miss her miss her but who cares? i am chatting with her now =3 .


- teehee . bye 




Friday, May 6, 2011

Last goodnight wish from her was yesterday 11.10 pm ... I miss her .. ;(

can't describe lately ...

Wooo ! Finally can online .. just for a while ! connections rots because 3 laptops in 1 connection . Brother on PPS , sister on fb and i'm on youtube+fb+blogger . WEE .

Today is such a rotten-starting day ! :(
Didn't slept well last night . Nose itchy  , blowing nose ! Eyes itchy . Woke up , bengkak like hell . RED EYE . Actually not both eyes . Only on left eye :P  10.10 only woke up. nice rite ?!?!? I woke up feeling so sick . NOSE IS SO BLEHH! :P Nvm larh :) Whole day lie on the sofa.. So tireddd ! :P

And then go to school lorh :D :) hopefully everything is fine time by time.. :D . Except today is extremely hot and when the sun shines in , my hand is under bbq ! <3

______________ done for today ____________________

back to my title :)

really can't describe myself lately !!!! It's like I have mixed feeling on everything . At home , I act so rebellion in front of my grandmother. i just can't stop hatin- her . Please don't ask me why , and please do not tell me that it's not true to hate her . You wouldn't understand my feeling . How she just like my sister and my brother but not me . At home , I act like a hardworking one in front of my sister , just to show her i'm not losing to her. At home , act like playful in front of my brother ( most probably the most natural one.. ) At home , in front of my mom , try to be lazy . lolz. In front of my father , argh , face tense , body tense . try not to make him angry but everytime.. iyiyiyiyiiy!!

in school , bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh . used to be happy , sad , angry motions all happen in school but now , it's like a rhythm   ..going over and over again repeating what is happening again and again . Feel not fresh but what it is change , is how i wanted to look at him :) Issh ! :P what a life ! conflicts conflicts conflicts.. just let it go.. :P

can't describe myself lately.. miss miss miss ! the feeling of emptiness .. can't stop looking for more.. aigoya..

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Comin back from tuition eh .. Haih ! Today is suppose to be a happy day for me .. My mom birthday ... Sister come back from sabah .. But in school ... :( maybe i ignored the person lately but ... :/ .. Tired !

todae is my mummy's birthdae =]

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Yes ! For the first pic , i miss you guys ! Hehehe .. Good night ya ! Wish everyone sweet dreams :) although we didnt chat lot today but i am happy enough that you chat with me anyways ! :D
second pic , gosh ! Pythagoras theorem .. La la la . Happy that i am not sucked at it but i am stuck with da homework about it ! So , i am gonna stop here ! Good night guys ! Using phone to Blog the 2nd time .. Haha ..


Me N Tae Minnie !! This pic is frm laz nite ! suppoz to b send by laz nite but it was sent today ! :(  eee ,laz nite is wif a big pile of homeworks bt i managed to do it finish .. so bored till I want to take pic wif Tae Minnie yah ! :)  .. 1st time usin' phone to blog ! nice nice nice . kekekek

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

=] =] =]

Hehehehehehe =]
Today tuition , I learned Geometrical bla bla bla which requires a COMPASS .. :3 Really sickening ..because it doesnt pokes thru my paper and it always GO HERE GO THERE  . -_- .

Teehee. At least I know how it works now :) SMILE SMILE SMILE . All because I saw his working and I followed !!  THANK YOU SO MUCH xD

One thing , he also keep on want to borrow my compass . Damn he sits behind me , sometimes sit beside me . BLEH BLEH BLEH . Always want to pulang balik the compass , will poke me der. He is so bad :P

I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ANYMORE . Bye.

still got a mountain of homeworks waiting for me.... :(

fckers have fcking minds .

Oh Shaddap :)

Monday, May 2, 2011

i'm bored. la la la :P



bleh T_T

He's a better friend than you are =] ♥

awwwwwwwww   =] 

SMILE MORE :)


There's so many things happen in our family :(
All of them don't know how to use smile to solve their problems .. to face their life..

I think if we think openly , our life would be much better ! Do you know why God doesn't want to create a person per planet ? It's to cut less on loneliness and tries to tell everyone that you are always not alone =]
There's always friends around you to support you .. HEART is not an organ for you to spoil it with sadness , EYES are not for you to make it tired with tears ... But I'm sure , everything will be okay if you tell it out.. Even if they can't help you , telling out is much a comfort for yourself ! :)

Life is difficult to survive ? I bet this stage , everyone has occurred before ! Even me .. Because of our immature thinking , we are always thinking about that :( I still remember last time I used to cried ALOT because of my studies .. my families .. Aaah , mainly about STUDIES . Then later on , friendship problems . CRIED alot alot alot , even until Form 1 , I am still having this type of problems ! YOU KNOW WHY ? Because I didn't tell what I feel about them ! :D BECAUSE I have lots of friends with me , good friends , awesome ones , I told them and I feel so much better =] They even changed their attitude and promise to be a better friend next time . ISNT THAT BETTER ? Every problem is the same unless you tell out what you feel about things you are not sure.. you are frustrated about.. :)

Haaih ! God bless those who are pain in problems.. God Bless :(

Sunday, May 1, 2011