I just got my SPM results on the Tuesday.
First, I would like to express my gratitude to God for always giving me positive energy from above and keeping me in healthy state so that I am able to sit SPM safely and successfully.
Without God, I don't know where I would be and how I would become.
During rough times,He was always there for me ... I can really feel it.
Friends couldn't help me (tbh) , I will feel even more burdened than before after sharing problems with them. They fail to make me happier but I can't blame them... I'm just so fucked up that nothing could possibly make me feel happier.
When I cry on my pillow, asking for relief, confessing and telling my problems to Him, I felt so much lighter than before...
When I tried to harm myself, a soft voice telling me not to and reminding me who I was before.
Because of Him, I was able to stand up again, stop my tears after months of grief ...
Secondly..I will like to thank everyone who supported me. Family,friends or relatives... Thank you all. Thank you to all dedicated teachers,tuition teachers.... Billion thanks to all of you.
In conclusion, I am extremely grateful for my results. I never expected it to be like that and I didn't fucked up my add maths. Thank God for that and I wish, I will further my studies in the world of economics.
Why not law? It's a long story.
Actually, the reason why I am creating a post today is not because of bragging about my results but to tell you how fucking terribly mad I was (am still).
I AM SO FUCKING IN FIRE.
Let me get this straight.
Move on fuckers move on. You motherfuckers are not the one I broke up with. Get over with it you fucking mofos.
Do you think I didn't realise it?
Fuck you and your gang of 11.
Yes I'm fuckass rude and unreasonable.
Hey asshole. I broke up with you,not with your friends.
Tell your friends to memorise this statement and always put it on their minds so that they don't eye fuck me every single time they get to see me.
I AM TIRED. So fucking tired.
I still care, care about you after this terrible broke up.
I ask my friends, I ask everyone to not blame you because everything is my fault.
I told them clearly that it wasn't your fault, it was mine.
I gave you the play victim role, expect you to do the same to me.
Asking my friends to move on with me so I can get over you this asshole
After this breakup,you're still the same like last time huh?
I'm the one always being thoughtful,scared that you might be hurt again
You?
Ask your friends don't eye fuck me.
Judging me with their eyes?
What the fuck are those expression on their face when they look at me?
Ah one of your boy friends looked at me like I'm some sort of criminal
And one of the bitches literally gave me that look that made me want to punch her till her teeth drop
Of course,your whole jin gang with their weird fucking eyes that keep looking at me
Ask them to quit doing that
It annoys the fuck out of me.
Ask your motherfucking friends to move on with you.
I beg you.
I hate to admit this but I still care so much about you but not as much as I do like last time.
You showed your true colours after we broke up, beautiful colours.
Fuck you, you guys are officially in my black list. Motherfuckers motherfucking bastards all of you fuck off from my life fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!
