I will marry you ..

If you can play ,
River Flows In You [ !!!] [damn my favourite piece of piano sheet ]
Wedding Dress

by piano.

I will marry you.

where did it gone wrong?

Where did it go wrong????
My mother put you in 1st place and you complain that we didn't give you enough of stuffs ?
I'm sick of how you think ! I'm sick of how you treat my mom , my family and me !

REALLY SICK . I am actually really hot hot hot in my heart but still .. SABAR LARH .

Sheesh. Why are you scared?
ARE YOU SCARED THAT WE DON'T EVER GIVE YOU FOOD ANYMORE ? SCARE WE LEAVE YOU ALONE AT HOME?

Damn fck you. If we can do that, we did it much earlier ! Can your brain just open wider? Are we that kind of people? IS MY FAMILY THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE? Do you know you said something like that just insulted my family? We let you live , eat , sleep in our house for free! FREE LODGING YOU KNOW ?What else you want? WHY DO YOU STILL FCKING WAN TO COMPLAIN?

Do you I feel like insane people for staying at home such long hours ! Do you expect us to stay at home 24 hours because of you? I really hated how you are spoiled ..that's why you became like this ! I HATE YOU. FISH YOU. One day, you will know !

ROFL . Now my house is empty .. Ya Ting stolen all my furniture T_T

My days become brighter ...

My days become brighter .. Heart became warmer ... Distance became closer.
Love just made someone's life so much better. Even a day with gloomy clouds , the sun is just by the side coming to shine on us =]

Today's weather just made me wanna fall in love again... The wind .. the weather, I'm lovin' it ! Haishh ! Just love the weather.. makes me wanna fall in love with you again =] YES YOU !! The you is YOU la. Of course !  Oh lolz.

Today so many by passers .. Pass by without a sound.. without greetings. I'm fine though ! (: I continued my stalker job again ! OH LOL ! = = I think something that is really sweat is......

Today I go pass up my book to my sivik teacher . Then That Suphakit passed by me.I thought he just think I'm a shadow . Then , he called my name ! I said BYE BYE. Oh lolz :) Really sweat right? Then , coincidentally , we're behind Pn Tan .. our Chinese teacher. Then we keep on laugh laugh laugh. Then she said , why you all laugh? We're like nothing ~! SO COINCIDENCE we followed her all the way to class. Then I helped her take things. LOL.. Felt like a stalker!!! = = SORRY PN TAN IF U FELT LIKE WE'RE FOLLOWING YOU ! LOLZ LOLZ LOLZ!

Damn sweatttt ! :PP

Then arhh... Recess , stalk people ........ After Chinese class stalk people.... Weeeee ~ Enjoyed stalking people. OH LOL .....

- -

I was walking back to the class and got some fcking random guy saw me and called me Lenglui. LOL = = Seriously, sweattt ! I heard this word lot time jorh lorh! From random guy to random girls. zzzzz

that's all my dears =]

You Got Me Lyrics- Colbie Caillat

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I cant pretend though I try to hide
I like you. I like you.


I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe
You got me. Yeah, you got me.


The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours
it knocks me off my feet


Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
Its everything that Ive been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what i do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.


I cant imagine what it'd be like
Livin each day in this life
Without you. Without you.
One look from you
I know you understand
This mess we're in you know is just so out of hand.


Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
Its everything that Ive been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what i do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.

I hope we always feel this way
(I know we will)
And in my heart I know youll always stay


Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
I give up. I give in. I let go. Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what I do,

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
(Its everything that I've been dreaming of)
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.

Cuz no matter what I do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.


Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.
Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.

[ I LOVE THIS ]

Credits : From Fatin's blog <33

baby we're much closer now ♥

ya ting and li yun we're so close to each other now! wahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahah.

27/6/2011 !

aHNYEONGHAseyo ! = =

I've came by to update my little bloggie here ! :)
Actually today is quite a success but still got a little bit kena tipu because the person wasn't dead yet !!!!!
he told me that he is suppose to be rest in peace but haihh !
I don't want him to die of course ! So, I'm just kidding , dear ! (:
[ P/S : For people who get the wrong idea, I will give you the F word and tell you that Me ain't couple with other boys, kay? ]

So .. Today actually we're getting so much nearer together.... Of course not that near ! At least .. just a distance far away where I can use my eyes to stalk you ! :D
Just can't believe that ..... Cik Nazariah is going to bye bye dyyy T_T I'm so going to miss her ! She's so cute ! I'mma give her a hug if I can ! :DDD
So.. actually the most great moments I love was at PJK ! People in 2C came out and fly kites? LOL :D I see you, You see me , but we act like ........ ? Oh lolz. Don't need to say also know :D

keke. that's all my dearest ! <33

the day I wanted to tell you, is Yesterday.

yesterday was a tiring day indeed a fun and exciting day to remember ! :D

Haishhhh ! I went 1U with LiYun quite fun though =]] they danced like BOM ! I'm so so so jealous of that people who got BIGBANG's personalize card ! That boy must be so lucky !! - - I saw Taeyang's signature feeeewit ! :) ~~~~ haihhh = ="

Then later 5.30 like that we then Go Sandy house. Arrived there like 6.00 something ! :D The first thing I've seen is the guy who sits alone in the park. Aigo ! Where are his friends? all 放鸽子 .. all last minute say cannot go . Kesian dia T_T I'm so tired and worn out actually but I just sat some where near him . Haihhh . I just wish that I'm not that tired on that time or else it wouldn't be bored for him or me either o_______o"

So , I continue to sat beside him then went to playground sit swings . Which I love the most in playgrounds . Sit sit then I want to sit back the place because I just can't bear to see him sit alone there playing his phone all day. So , I sit back .

Kind of awkward but who cares? I enjoyed . It's nice because I'm tired.. So I sat there ... sleep there.. It's quite hot but .. Haihh ! But there's 1 point I must share or let him know,

" Even though it's awkward , it's quiet , it's lame ,it's bored but it's like I've the best conversation ever. I sat there even though it's bored or awkward it's because I wanted to let you know I will be there for you if you ever need me "

>________< But don't mind thoughhhhhhhh ! I love to be in the playground..walking around with the nature.. Even the sky is going to be dark, I still enjoyed ! :D But who cares? We are at the same table, same playground, same place which is Ascot hill , share the same sky we're looking at ...... There's so many things to say ! :) Sometime, silence is also a kind of communication ! ^^ I don't mind but I just want to say, I have the best time with you :DD

Then later on, you went home. Aigohh  ! I quite guilty ,you know why? Because it must be bored for you to stay here for like 2 hours right? I'm sorry ! TT_____TT . Anyway, I wanted to give you a goodbye hug but who knows, my body just stiff there . =_=" I'm sorry .. So sorry !

I hate red ants. It attacked me and Naydine. FCK U CURSE U RED ANTS.

Later on enjoyed the last part.. it's talking heart 2 heart and truth or dare... :)

that's all I can say ! BYE BYE :DDDDDDD

Dear, I've the best time ever ! :)

Thank You !

I just wanna say Thank You for people who cared about me.. concerned about me ..and also those who brighten up my day (: Really kamsahamnida! Now I felt much better.. but all I left, was just my prayers to her..

When I'm not here......

YES. I felt so bad because I can't send my sister back to Sabah in the Airport ! Maybe I will cry..
or maybe I'll cry in school. ... Just hope studies will let me forget about my sister :( . OMO .. I think I feel so bad now.. :(

I love the new you =]

I MISS THE OLD YOU. =']

I'm more brave lately (:

YES. I think I'm more brave lately.. I never will be like last time, When I saw you I'd hide or even run away. I think this time , I really knew what I really wanted and I never gonna let go under any circumstances .  for now, I guess I'll be looking at you even though You will not look at me. 'cos I'll be fine ^^

I'm happy of what I decided ! :D I decided , things are going to change , If I take the lead ^^

I think the song I'm listening now really suits me ! :( Haish. Want to cry laaah T__T . I miss you seiyhhhh ! <3

- disgusting day in tuition.

LOL LOL LOL .
Me and Rachel memang like lesbian in tuition !
Then The Helmet jealous seiyh = =
and then Rachel like say we're married
Then Helmet say , Marry me la ~
zzz - - Why on Earth must I married you?

Even if the whole world has no more boys,I won't even married you ! :)
How I wish I could say that I've a boyfriend . LOL = =" But I don't !
So , I just say, I already married with Rachel . LOL = =

What a disgusting day. Actually, it's a little disgusting but I realize my face turned red by then . LOL

M2M-Pretty Boy (Lyrics)

[Dedicated to Baby Taeminnie ]

I hope there's 1 day .. I can sing this song for you ! You're such a pretty boy and I love you <33

Hmmmmmmm. :)

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

I wonder will you be there If I ever needed you ? :)

I'm in love with this song ! <33

If you need me , I'll always be there for you.. Even if the distance between us is far away but there's something that cannot change , it's the distance of our hearts :)

~ I don't know what to update .

~ I don't really know what to update but ... I enjoyed my stalker life. Scary right? I don't know why these few days,I feel like I'm really a stalker.

~ Tuesday .
I was coming down the stairs from the library . Then I stopped at the half way and looked outside. I stand there for a while .. looked at people playing football , I think or whatever ! They are kicking the ball ,so it's football right?

~Wednesday . It means TODAY.
I stalked people again ! On the way to makmal bahasa , me and Yin Kuan teman Yin Wei pergi kelas dia. So , we wait at the other side. Then I saw some people coming up to the stairs. So I looked and stalked , looked and stalked. LOL . Until they arrived class I continue to stalked. zzz I'm so lame! = =

Haish. So This starts my stalker life (:

~ Where Uncle exist in my life.

~ Nothing to write jorh . You know why? Because for no reason (: So, I decided to write something about my Uncle ^^

Haih. Don't know when I started to call him Uncle . xPP

I'm done. LOL

last night is a good night

Last night Ya Ting come to my house. We used pillow and hit each other's face. Then Li Yun came and punch Ya Ting so we bullied her like no one's business ...... Then suddenly... J came. He dressed like superman and save our princess Ya Ting from us.. Then suddenly ........................

Thats all =]

Last night I had a great time on the PHONE ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
He doesn't knows me at all .tehee

bye .
Ya Ting is killing me now =[

To Taemin [2]

Dedicated to Baby Taeminnie (:

- To Taemin ;

Hi there. This will be a short note from me.. Short time of boredom ! I'm addicted to The Sims 3!!!!! :D Hahahha xD And Not long,I'll be watching your favourite anime, Totoro ~ :DD See ya~ 

To Taemin [1]

This blog post is dedicated to my Baby Taeminnie (:

To; Maknae ,Lee Taemin
태민 아～～안녕하세요　!　It's so nice to see you again ! I guess If I'm bored .. I'm sad, I'll be writing letters to you again !  You are the only one I can look at everyday... The one that can cheer me up everytime ~ Yaaah ! I think I'm going to write letters to you everyday just to ease myself from your hotness.


Guess what? I realize something again! You love to wear sleeveless shirt nowadays don't chu? You really know how to amaze a girl.. You are developing good muscles from now and then.. You're awesome ! Not long enough , I bet you can have great muscles like your oppa ,Jonghyun or maybe "Ahjusshi" , Taeyang-goon! 6 packs maybe? But for me, nope ! :) I love the way you looked right now.. Your red fluffy hair.. 아이고~~귀엽다 !! 


Everytime .. When I'm in a bad mood I'll always think of you.. You made my day shine better ! :) Even when I'm staring at my crush , I always think of again ! I know it's bad but .. I'm always in Taemin-fangirling condition ! Even my friend who is a big fan of Yonghwa-oppa and Minho-oppa knows it ! When she always pretend to be Taemin, my face always becomes as red as tomato ~~ You're so awesome !!! :D 


Today , I saw a video of you performing " Amigo Remix" In SMTOWN Paris ! :D You looked hot ! :D And your long note, WOW!!! You made me more love you :D I hope I can really meet you in real life ~ If I meet you in real life.. I have no other thing to do but to looked at you everytime ~~~~~ You're so awesome.. You're someone that inspires me so much ! ~~ 사랑해요 !! <3


byebyeee :D


- from : your fan girl , sue ann :D

When time comes , I felt that I'm really stubborn .

- When time comes , I felt that I'm really stubborn -

Sometimes , I don't know I wanna blame my puberty or just blame my own self? Yes, If you known me well , I have rather a very strong 占有欲 。Don't ask me why.. THIS IS ME. It is rather true .. That Scorpions is the most "green in envy" type in all of the horoscopes ! 'cos I'm one ！ - -"

A root of my sadness because I'm stubborn . If I'm not stubborn, I guess I wouldn't have burden myself at first.It's punishment from God. I'm ready to carry on with the punishments. I believe in God's punishment . Do you all want to know why?

In 1 day .. Umm..Also occurred in this week larh .. ! I was just cursing my Science teacher because I can't accept the fact that the answer was unacceptable ! Then I curse curse curse until I sendiri also fall down from stairs - - This is what a punishment I get from cursing someone .

Haih. Get back to this title. When time comes, Human do really felt a little guilty from what are they doing, Including me. Let time cure the wounds of others.....

Babeh I miss You (':

sawadeeka~

I hope you're having the best time in Thailand ~ ^^

Where are you when I needed you ? :(

I don't know what to say.

16/6/2011 - A day where something happened.

~ Today first period is.. BM . Nothing happened much but I don't know why I just can't borrow teacher's time for a while!! - - " epic! Aaah, not she epic ! Me epic - -"

~ Today 2nd period is Sivik . Teacher didn't come .

~ Today 3rd period , SCIENCE!! >< Got plus 2 marks but... still 79% if really everyone got bonus marks then
I got 80 means AN A!~ La la la~ hopefully barh ! :DD My little Cikgu Khali ! (:

~ Today 4th period , BC - Most things happened here (:
- First teacher want us to find a group of 4 to write karangan ! ><" Hmmm. Okay larh. Admit that I'm quite jealous of somethingg but Don't mind thoughhhh (: Hmmm.. sometimes and not everytime , we need to be together isn't it? = = tired of being with people who are not focus in things that they should ! - - suan liao ~ i'll just smile through.
Hmmmmmmmm . Eye contacts . I love eye contacts. LOL . Same group with Edmond Loh.. Pang Jun Lin bla bla bla - - boooohhh ~ Never mind .Eye contacts just made my day up <3

~ Today 5th period , Maths
STUPID TEACHER EVER. Fine, I don't want to insult new teachers but... grrh. Say also quite angry of it ! Frustrated - -

To You who must work harder.

The first You I wanna say is my TAY member , Yun aka ChongLiYun.

Must gambatte in every of your subjects .. Although I can't really help you but I hope I helped you mentally. It doesn't matter how awful your mother scolds you , it just matter thats her scold doesn't makes your confidence drops . I don't think you're neither a playful girl nor a lazy girl , you just need to put an effort to it =] That's the key to success . I know, computer is already part of our life but you see, I'm more addicted to the computer and always do last minute revision ! Every revisions are important . To see how your results turns to good , you must put your heart in to the book,your studies... <3 Love them but don't ever hate them ! You have friends and teachers around them , never fail to ask them and never fail your own curiosity if you ever don't know anything even just a question that everyone knows except YOU (:

That's all I can say but not at least , put more hard work in your study !! I know I can't do anything but .. everything depends on only you ! YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU (:

To the 2nd you who failed your Sejarah .

Hello (: I have no hopes for you to be reading this blog post but at least, I just want to make one for you ! (: Just for fun actually ~ Hmmmmmmmm . What should I say? Actually Rachel told me about this in tuition already , you have no idea how much I feel so.......... hmm. I will keep that in my heart ! But I don't mind though you just need to study more hard . That what makes your result can get better! I know you wouldn't like sejarah . If you know you don't like sejarah , there's no use of studying it for everyday 1 hour. I don't know if now you will like it or not but at least , everyone has their weak subject like mine, the weakest, MATHS. But I won't stop working harder .. n love the subject ! That's all I can say because I said quite lot yesterday to you,isn't it?

Work hard and Gambatteeeeee (: And also , never memorize anything if you have a tiring brain ! Thank you and bye bye! (:


-sueann ! (:

~ School reopens ~ 14/6/2011

I have nothing more to say ! - -
'cos maybe it's just a plain starting ?
but I'm going to make myself a promise..
I'll stick to my friends when I come to school !
That's Eugene really grrrrrrrh . I've nothing else to say ^^

Hmmmm..
First day of school then got some exam paper back.
I got back BM , Geo and Science paper 1 and also Maths that havent got back but I know my marks.
So..I got 70 for BM . Got 80 for Geo [that's an A] and got 33 correct over 40 in Science paper 1 ~ Maths got 63 - - I know it's terrible but at least I passed it .. :) Thank God I didn't fail any of my subjects ..for these few papers larh (: But eventually ,I got C for Maths and I don't mind though ! Because I just sucked in Maths and I don't want to do anything about it =]

Went back to school and did nothing ~ I read finish the whole story that was wrote by Treyna! It's awesome though but a little ... too cross the line a little ? because ... hmm.! actually no complains because I can't write any better chinese novel than her ~ maybe English novel I still can write a little bit !! I LOVE MY KPOP FICTION STORIES. LOL . Just to fulfill my love to Baby Taeminnie <3 Ishhh , school just make me feel more like sleeping ~ so tired the whole day ! - - And I don't know why...

Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo . =]
[ Don't ask me why I boo-ed ! ]


<3 Love to everyone who is reading my blog !

She touched my hand and showed me what she wants .
She is 8 years old this year.
She can't talk because she don't know how to communicate with us.
She do things that can let people angry.
She's a trouble-maker.
She pushed my hands when she doesn't likes a thing..

Even though she is autism but I still love her.

The furthest distance on Earth is when I'm just right beside you and you didn't realize I was there.

8/6/2011 - A day to remember

# 8 June 2011 # 9.00 am # Our First Date for TAY <3

[ Actually I have no intention of sharing but.. I'm bored so let's SHARE ! Sharing is Caring ! <3 ]

That day , is so an unlucky start for the day ! Woke up early then I ate breakfast ~~ Then ,the tire at my father's car punctured jorh - - So, I late go to Li Yun's house. That time really got beh song de face jorh. You have no idea how much I hate to be late because I'm angry and sick of being late everytime ! Weeee ~ So quite beh song de face.

Then , went to Li Yun's hse lorh ~ I thought I am the last .. Actuallly I'm not , Ya Ting is the last to come ! KEKEKEK ~ Then , we all play computer , play ps2 , talk talk talk , camera , eat eat eat. ....

Computer => shit things happen .
PS2 => Dynasty Warriors? I simply play der. LOL Ya Ting and Li Yun more pro than me !
             The Sims Castaway - Andy Goh is my Sims and she's a girl <3 but who cares? I like to use his name marh ! xDDDD  Play until quite shiok but prefer to play on computer of course.

Then,we eat KFC as lunch ~~ yum yum yum ! kamsahamnida , Li Yun-unnie chingu <3

Then, we finally got TAY photo ~lazy to upload..go my fb see larh !! then.. we webcam with so lou , Eugene. Zzzzz - - nvm.. we had the best laugh ever ! :D

Then , 5.00 we went home TT_____TT


BEST DAY EVER . TAY FTW <3

My dear dear dear dear..

God Bless you who kena dengue fever ... That's explain why all the fogging ... God bless ...

HELLO from the south of Malaysia

Hahahha ! hello guys ! :D aah . i'm not use to PC's keyboard bcos I've been usin' laptop for long !! :D


Aigoyaaah ! How are you all guys?? I'm in  Johorre now ~ Will be back tomorrow ! :)

teeheeee ~ bye ! i was just making a short post ! :D

SO GOODBYE DON'T CRY AND SMILE =)

Hehehe :) So from now on , I have to considerate if to put the best vocal kpop man in my heart is to put Jonghyun or Taeyang ? But I damn in love with Jonghyun's vocals nowadays.. His strong vocals just made me tear up while Taeyang's voice just made me wanna flow with him... ummmmm :PP

But , sorry Taeminnie , best dancer goes to Taeyang-oppa~ He's da best ! :D

Taemin, cutest , sexiest , hottest and whateverness !! :)


- Haih . Goodbye guys ! Tomorrow going to Johor till Tuesday ! :)
So goodbye , don't cry and smile ^^

GOOD NIGHT BABEH

- Good night guys !
- Good night babe.

Dedicated to Baby Taeminnie , my family and my friends :)

- I hope you're having a great night with your family in Singapore ! :) I just wanna say I miss you :D Good night and sleep tight ! :D I'll be waiting for you to online tomorrow ..or maybe be aware of my phone tomorrow the whole day ! :DDD God Bless you and your family and may Him be the guidance to back home safely ! (:  Haih.. And then not long on Monday to Tuesday , I'll be in Johor.. .....

- NITE GUYSSS . babehhh !

-sannezmin

HOW ARE YOU ?

Haishhh . What a bored day but it seems that someone is being not respectful to my parents. Anyway , Fuck you.

I appreciate so much if my parents'd take me to anywhere even though it's boring but you complain so much. So, fuck off and I don't need you to spend our quality time with you.

:D I'm fine I'm fine I'm so cool down =]

Hehehe (: How are you in Singapore now? I hope you're having the best of your time there ^^

-sannezmin

dedicated to Baby Taeminnie , my family and my friends.

Good Morning Darling ♥

Hahahaha =] Today I'm in a good mood ! You know why? I don't know xDD
Haaih ! Too bad everyone around me is so emotional and sad . Everyone has their own problems ~
Just hope that God will just bless them and show them the bright future ahead of them where problems are solved with the help of You :)
Thank God ! :D

I'm happy for no reason . Da la la la la . The sms from himmmmm :D Have fun in Singapore , kay? :)  ♥ boohahahah xD 

KILLER KILLER KILLER .

You're the killer . You killed me everytime when you're not online . You killed me , me , me .

LAST DAY OF FOREVER .

Yeeeeeeeeeeea . Today is the last day of tuitioning for 4 hours and half an hour break ! Talk about I didn't really used the break well but today , let's see If there's time to go to SPP for a walk or something xDD
It would be weird if I eat alone ! Babe Rachel I miss you ! I've been so lonely in tuition lolz ! I hardly even open my mouth and it's so tiring . I hope today will be a fun day because it's SEJ and GEO :DD

Haish . First day is so bored . It's English and Science !! :3 Don't know why, it's just plain bored = =
2nd day improved a little ! Maths and BM . It's fun =D but still ... haish..

I wonder what will happen today ! :)
GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU :D