CHECK IT OUT YO !

Check it out at them bottom of my page ! I'M LOVIN IT ! <3

The feeling of hug.

Yeepee . I hug Cik Hana :) Goodbye .. Wish you all the best T_T I'll miss you so damn much ! <3

Beautiful is only for a day

Haish . So harsh so harsh . Time flies so fast , my mood can be low sometimes but do forgive me , I somehow will wanna be alone and sometimes, don't even want to talk . This is me . I like Lonely , I love Silence , I don't like to talk alot . I DO NOT smile always . This makes me remind what Ridz told me just now . Told me to smile then I just realized , I don't always smile,isn't it ? I think there's nothing for me to smile , so no smile :( .

Isssh ! Today such a rotten day . Bieber family must advice our little girl ! :) We'll support her to death ! When I heard what she say , saw her cry , I also feel like crying . TT____TT . Dooboo dooboo ! :(  And then I don't feel beautiful then :( . Maybe Tuition cheer me up a little ..nah , it cheered me up ALOT .  I love tuition , I like that guy , I  hate that guy ! Thats all ! BYE

WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPEN ?

Everyone hates you . Change your attitude please .

I feel beautiful today :)

It all started when after recess, we went to makmal bahasa to see people sing song. too bad I quit ^_^ waste of time only :)

HAHAHA . Sat with Sandy n Alyssa. n Kit Yan . I saw something that is so ... cute ! :) I dun wan to share with you all ^^ . Feel beautiful after that :)

Then , Pn Renu didn't come today . And all the tables were joined due to heavy rain . Then , Ainul and Aini sit with their frends jor ! So , I sit their place lorh xD . Beside Eugene gan . He didn't know. I thought he will know when he come back but he didnt realized. Then I was like , " Eugene...." . Then he turn back and saw me . SCARED HIM JOR . He laugh laugh laugh , me also laugh laugh laugh laugh , yin kuan dunno what happen but she also follow to laugh. LOL . TRUTH OR DARE.

Always ask the question , Do you like him ? ANSWER IS YES LARH . ish o_o annoying. Stop asking this question again ,k ? But I do enjoy to be dare to hit eugene gan ^_^ kesian dia jer larh !

Everything is so beautiful today ! :) I don't feel like bullying someone but I feel like praising him more .. :)

- good nite guys ! :)

YESTERDAY . 26/4/2011

Tee-hee . Yesterday is the co-curricular activities ! She still haven't return my badminton racket  . It's been weeks and weeks . Aaah ,never mind , since i'm not going to use it . I'mma forever borrow people's one . lols ! as usual , play badminton with daddy lorh . - - Bully me only ! :(  Angel mummy don't want to play with Eugene daddy. SAD LARH T_T LOSE TO HIM ! He sweat like shit lorh ! xD

bleh bleh bleh . later chinese society . have station game ! Me and Kit Yan 1 station . Dam boring lorh xD Maybe because other station take more time xD HAAHA. Got 1 group very dai sei 1 , You know why? THEY ARE DAMN FCKING RUDE , they think they very pro but they got 0 marks instead. GONGXIFACAI lorh ! Walao , what happen to the form 1 girls ? Mouth so rotten 1 ? - - ish, angry until want to slap their faces but I am still calm . WAHAHAHA xD Nvm lorh , I think the best group is got 6 marks . Remarkable :D . Ehleh , just don't understand why some people malu to throw and give chances to people ! Boo , luckily he didnt , because he helped his group to got 2 marks instead of 0 :)

Then later go for breakfast lorh . with goh angel eugene and others. lol , laugh die me larh . eugene laughed until like hell because of a bicycle and a doll . zzzzzz .HIS LAUGH DEFINITELY MADE ME LAUGH until stomach pain o_o  . :D Anyway , it's good to have some good laughs :) Definitely brighten up my day  . VERY VERY thank you for Goh to invite me eat breakfast :D

Then go to school , actually nothing really happen ^^ . Just that the yellow card. Haish :3  Da la la la . Later on, me and Xin Fei nak jumpa cikgu ! :) We have quited the competition , Xin Fei had a cough . Kesian dia jer. Actually ,  I not very agree of the repeat having singing competition. WASTING OF TIME . Not satisfied with the result ? Make an example , In an exam , you not satisfied then repeat the test ? ARE YOU ALL NUTS? No head to think one. What do you think singing competition is for? HAVE FUN MARH . Not for you all to sing it so serious to have prizes . LOL - - . Stupid people , stupid brain ,ehhhh, no , it's brainless! NO BRAIN AT ALL .  Aah , don't want to scold anymore .

Aah, get back to the title :) Then , teman Xin Fei pergi tandas. I was waiting in the toilet for Xin Fei .Then some malay girls combing their hair . Then , got a malay girl approach me and say , Kak , you lenglui arh . WAHAHAHHA. I said Thank you and smiled at her . Ehehehehehe :D Actually , I dont really know how to thank her . lolz ~ :D

Then , at night , haish , tuition . Damn rachel force me to sit with Ridzuan . Bleh bleh bleh. Kacau me the whole time . Kesian dia kena curi paper and pen . I kesian him so I told him who hide it. HAHHA . Lastly he got back all his things. xD . xD . His eyes so...... haish. Dun wan to say liao larh .  just 1 sentence , I didn't concentrate on what teacher is teaching. SO SLEEEEEPY !

Went home computer , Goh is angry . SO SORRY lorh T_T . Deleted those posts ! :) Hope he's okay with it ! ^ ^ . Then , went to sleep like that..

Tat's my yesterday ! hahha xD

IN FACEBOOK =]

I saw something in FB that make me happy in the morninz xD
Wahahahhaaahhahahahahahhahahahah ! xD
Sorry guys , plan to share with Angel C only !! xD

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA . So CUTE so DAMN cute ! >:)

TODAY IS MA CRAZY DAY .

Actually it's not that crazy during the morning but until I go to school.........

I MET SANDY WONG YOKE MING .
You know what , she likes to eat Fish Sperm Porridge.
DISGUSTING RITE ? Eeeeekie !
And then don't know why she made me want to laugh till cry larh !
Then say until what, campur rice and makan lah , blend into juice , EWWWWWWWWWWWW!

Then , she said something that is damn disgusting and made me so freaking embarrassed !
First she saw cook that porridge to someone then she say eat someone's .....
EWWWWWWWWWW! BLEH BLEH BLEH . - -

That is my crazy Sandy Wong.

Ya ya ya . until Recess, she's still talking the same thing . I'm eating and she say , delicious ,rite? I bet me and her thinking is still on the fish porridge. DAMN ! I just feel like vomiting out everything I eat. DAMN DISGUSTING . Ewww .

Until Seni Period , Eugene gave me see BIGBANG's signature . So bloody fake. As If I wont recognize my BB's signature . BOO HIM . And then , he say what , Do you want to buy Taemin's underwear and wear it on your head? BOOO HIM STUPIDO . Only perverts do that. I was like , Do you want to have Seungri's bra and wear it on your head? [ LOL , I think Eugene don't know what I mean ] . Aduhaaai ! Later on , Taemin came in to our classs. Taemin seems to be so scared of me T_T . Never mind , the most funny part is , Taemin was under Eugene papa's table without Eugene's awareness . When we say the cat in under his chair , YOU MUST SEE HIS REACTION. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Damn Hilarious . Then , he go torture my Taemin aaah ! :( Yaah !

Then end of school  , I play with Taemin ah ~ Taemin , can you feel my love? I love you so much ! MUACKZ. Eugene papa doesn't love you yaaah ! Aigo , naughty me didn't realize Li Yun is coming for me T_T Sorry lah , my dear ! :( Talalala, before time ends , Final pat on Taemin's head. Promise I'll be back on MONDAY just to see you , Taemin !

LA LA LA , didn't wash my hand but don't worry, I didn't simply touch anyone ! :) Then , Way Yan and that Eugene gaduh-gaduh. BISINGNYA . - - That Eugene even said soh*i infront of Li Yun. Damn rude rude rude ! Aduuuhai ! Never mind ! Later , I said Goodbye to Goh :) <3

Then , this is my crazy day :) ! >_<

YEA YEA YEA ! :)

FINALLY AN EQUAL MIND AND HEART ! :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAH .

I am laughing for no reason :)

I HATE THIS FEELING .

I hate this feeling !
My heart has someone but my mind is with the other's person .
I definitely hate this feeling . Must not have this type of thing happen to me again . SUCKS !

My heart has someone , but my mind is with the other's person - -

what a sweet day :)

Today is a sweeeeeet day to remember ! (:

First , the both Sivik periods and Science period , we're in DEWAN ! (:
It's the WOODS' company come and give ceramah !
The guy is damn funny but somehow got some gay feelings for me . Anyway ,that's call SENSE OF HUMOR.

Glad that it is 2A-2C and 2F .
Awwww for Eugene daddy . He was happy because he heard 2D can come down but in the end,his hope just sweep away like that :( Kesian dieorang !!

HAHAHA :) WASH HANDS WASH HANDS WASH HANDS! :)
The ceramah gave us 1 sweet ( I got Blackcurrant ! (: ) , a ruler and a contest paper !
Sweet not bad lorh xD

RACHEL IS THE KACAU and Kit Yan too >:)
Yaaaah ! :( Leg sit dao pain jor ! xD
She's the damn hensem ! HAHAHA !

BC periods relieved by Rashid and Jessica .
Rashid's period is always my lullaby .. and it's raining day. COLD LIKE HELL .
Jessica's period make me more warm.
I am praying in my heart , DON'T LET JESSICA SPOT ME AND CALL MY NAME .
HAHHA, indeed she didn't notice me . Bwahahahah xD

Something made me more warm ! :)

Eugene Daddy loves Angel Mummy so much ! That's so sweet .. Awwwww :) Think of it also thinks it's sweet. Jealousnyer AKU!! :) SWEET SWEET SWEET .

HAHA ! :) SWEEET <3

The little parts in me . [1]

LALALA .
I just realize ,
When I see Taemin, Taeyang, BIGBANG or SHINee ,
Only in magazines ,
I will scream like a fangirl .

OMO . But my scream never be heard because I didn't scream loud. HAHAHAHHA xDD

Taemin made me crazy insane.

My Laisi Teacher.

His name is call Encik Rashid  . People call him LaiSi .
He looks like pregnant but not pregnant . He's fat . His stomach is fat but his waist is not that fat . So, everytime , he would want to pull up his pants even though he is wearing a belt . :O
He should be tucking his shirt . Or else if the wind comes , you can see his stomach . His "beautiful" stomach.

His teaching is like reading a book . Read the textbook only and do his "buku modul". His teaching is like a lullaby. It can put me to sleep anytime , anywhere.

Today , he told us to do kerja kursus . Which it must be told for don't know few weeks ago . HAIH .
The worst thing is cannot use computer and do . BODOH BETOL ! :(

he sucks.

Today is not Tonight .

- don't mind the title . It just came from my mind but maybe it is nothing to do with the text xD -

1) Daddy say he wants to bring BIGBANG bang my house but he did not .
2) Made us wait at playground just to spy on them under the scorching sun .
3) Wait , I skipped a point . When we're going out from the school , we saw Goh who is suppose to be with Eugene. But WHO CARES ? :) I said BYE ! xD
4) And then , we went to school . On the way ,we saw Daddy . He is going straight towards the school . Can see he has no intentions of bring Taemin for me or bring BIGBANG to bang my house . HE SUCKS .
5) Then , he put his bag . Followed him but at last ,he follow back us.
6) I think I am so noisy because of Taemin . He ditch me . He say he want to give me Taemin but in the end, he give me nothing but a disappointed feeling .
7) Way Yan is definitely an annoying dude .
8) I had a deal with Daddy that if I give Taeyang , he'd give Taemin . EXCHANGE ! (: but I gave him to see Taeyang and BIGBANG , but he what also don't have give me. He said he want to kiss but he no kiss.
9) He said he will kiss 6 people . The BIGBANG members and ...... .
10) I say I want Taemin , he go call Goh . Too bad ,he's not Taemin T_T
11) Wthell . Wthell . Wthell . Wthell . You have no idea what's this point about but I know .
12) Angel C said something about Goh . LA LA LA . Yet to Revealed xD
13) So quiet . Sometimes , Silence can mean lots of great things .
14) Felt so awkward .
15) So embarrassing
16) Sweating like hell . I bet I do smell .
17) Eugene wants to rape Goh .
18) Taejun is Goh bukan Taemin .
19) Angel C is definitely being left out without any awareness by Eugene Gan .
20) Later on , he left (:
21) Taemin is always at his mouth , Eugene's mouth .
22) He kidnap Taemin and lock him in his room .
23) Eugene laughed in that silly weird way again .
24) I went home and tuitioned.
25) DAMN , Helmon or whatever Helmet  lend my pen for the 2nd time and make spoil it at the 2nd time. BRAVO .
26) Rachel captured ugly photos again.
27) Ridzuan won't stop amazed me .
28) He loves my hair .
29) I like people love my hair.
30) He sits beside me sometimes.
31) Called my name but say nothing
32) Indeed :)
33) He want to rm2 but I gave him rm5 n he gave back to me . That stupid Wan wants it . TOO BAD!
34) Today's moon is totally nice ! :)
35) Today English teacher no come. God bless his son .
36) My mom is late for 10 minutes. NEVERMIND ! (:
37) There's a MCD drive thru sticker outside the CC .
38) Went home ate sweet potatos , YUM .
39) Video called Angel C but her webcam kek jor xD
40) I'm now chatting with Goh .

THE END..

TODAY IS NOT TONIGHT ! xD

Look At Me (:

Once hands are hold...

I don't want to write things that are so long and useless . 

but there's one thing I must tell to someone .

Once you held her hand , once you hugged her , once you LOVED her ,

PLEASE TELL HER EVERYTHING THAT IS BOTHERED IN YOUR MIND .

You don't have to tell her everything

Tell her things roughly 

I bet that's enough for her to feel better !

Do you know you just said nothing 

you made her more concerned ? 

Why are you so useless? 

I know I have no rights to say that 

but .. 

PLEASE THINK OF PEOPLE AROUND YOU .

Your nothing means something to us . You must remember that .

end.

SHINee - Hello

[Jonghyun] When I see myself during these times
I feel that I really am young
Even with you in front of me
I don’t know what to do
[Onew] To the people who are in love
Please tell me how you started to love

[Taemin] Will the day I hold her hand ever come?
[Jonghyun] Will the day I kiss her above her closed eyes also come?

[All] Hello, hello
[Key] I brought up the courage
[All] Hello, hello
[Onew] I want to talk to you for a moment
[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] I may be rushing a bit
[All] Who knows? We might
[Taemin] End up doing well

[Minho] Whether I should approach you
Or wait a little longer
[Jonghyun] With everyone saying different things
Makes it much harder ([Onew] You might not believe me)
[Key] She has higher standards than she seems
[Onew] This kind of thing is uncommon for me
Please believe what I say

[Taemin] Will the day I casually hold her come?
[Onew] I believe everything will turn out the way you think it will

[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] I brought up the courage
[All] Hello, hello
[Key] I want to talk to you for a moment
[All] Hello, hello
[Taemin] I may be rushing a bit
[All] Who knows? We might
[Jonghyun] Oh yeah

It’s not my first time to be honest
I’ve loved and broken up before
[Onew] But it’s hard, please believe these words
[Jonghyun] You are different

[All] Hello, hello
[Minho] I’ll bet my all this time
[All] Hello, hello
[Key] Ooh yeah, baby baby baby girl
[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] I don’t know how you feel right now
[All] Who knows? We might

[All] Hello, hello
Hello, hello
[Onew] Please give me a chance
[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] I don’t know how you feel right now
[All] Who knows? Two of us
[Onew] Might be destiny
([Minho] Hello, the times I spent by your side
Can no more compare to any other happiness
I can’t express myself to you
My heart wants all of you, never let you go
If this is love, I’ll never let it go
Who knows? The two of us)

[All] Hello, hello

Dammit my life is ruined :(

Gosh . You just came into my life for 2 months only and you have just ruin my life for exactly 1 month ! What's wrong with me ? I DON'T KNOW !

I hate the way I'm living now . Acting , pretending to be someone who is smiling always . Damn I sick of it. When can I tell everyone that , I'm truly sick of that person ?


bitch . bitch  . bitch .  Don't hesitate to think who is it . You all wouldn't know who is it ! PLAIN SICKENING. By looking at the person , I swear to myself , never be that troublesome when I get old .

You made me more stressful than ever . My mom too . You made me having the worst scenario at home . I no longer have interactions with my family anymore . My father , he is always out . My brother , he's always working early and come back late . My sister , she's studying in Sabah . My mom ,you made her stress . HOW 'BOUT ME ? I am dying with loneliness . IT'S SO HARD TO BREATHE WITHOUT FAMILY'S LOVE . SO HARD TO BREATHE  . T_T .

I HATE YOU </3 but I'm not suppose to .

BLUE AND WHITE ARE MY COLOURS :)

TAEMIN's AEGYO and HOTNESS .

You can't escape once you had came in.

HOTNESS ALERT. [ lols]

YOU HAVE NO IDEA....

You have NO IDEA.........















how much I miss kim jong hyun .


T_T 

wowowow !

dieorang cakap rambut saya lawa .. :)   HAHAAHHAHAAH!

MXX : Sue Ann , rambut ko lawa .
Sue Ann : Hehehehehe .
Nxx : Ehleh... ko suke die ke ?

MXX : Sue Annnn !
Sue Ann : "looks back "
MXX : WHAT?

Mxx : SUE ANNNN!
Sue Ann : APA LA KAMU??!?
MXX : WHAT ?

LOL . This guy is really really -_________-  but he's............ . WOWOWOW ! (:

OI .

Korang datang tengok blog aku , mestilah comment sikit :3 bosannyeeer blogku :(

MY SPOUSE , Fatin Firdausssss !

she is my spouse , fatin ! :D


comel kan ?? [ YES!!!*drools* ]


[ i'm not sure if i'm the wife or she is . i don't mind being the boy ! HAHHAHAHA ]








This lady here is my spouse , my another half ! She's my love , anyone who try to rampas her , must come and fight with me . Most probably YOU WILL LOSE ! - la la la -

I love her more than anything , or probably anyone . She is so cantek , comel and fun going person !! :3 Everything of her makes me want to love her more , more , more and more !!!!!!!


HAHAHAHA, eventually , I don't know what to say because I don't know how to express my "love" to her through words nor actions . LOL ! :) Aaaah, wait ! I hope we won't DIVORCED because we love each other ,rite? HAHAHHAHAHA !! :D If we're divorced , I don't know who should I love again.. T_T . NVM . Fatin loves me , betul kan ? ♥ love is beautiful ♥

LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA

I'm so sleepy . :x

MY MUM , Angel Chong !

 this is my mummy , Angel C !!


cantek kan ? [ yes, to everyone , she's cantik ]


because she's an angel!!






HAHAHA :D She's my mother in school . Her name is Li Yuuuuun ! :D she has a goooood heart husband! Her hubbie treats her the best . Not even I treat her that good ! 


must congratz to mummy ! she got number 1 in singing competition ! that's is very lovely . maybe she got support from daddy ~ the semangat goes into her and she sing well !


congratulations , mummy !♥


I wonder what does mummy feels when daddy said those words and hug her ? Ummmmm ! It must be her best day ever but who knows .. today might be her worst day ever ? Aishhhh ! I just hope that I can be her - always - be - there friend and also daughter . I want her to be forever with DADDY !! 


Daddy luvs mummy forever ! :)

MY DADDY , Eugene Gan .

he's is my daddy in school . 


<< hensem kan ? [to li yun only ]






























his name is EUGENE GAN . He's my daddy . His wife is Angel C , which is my mommy . They may be my school parents but seriously , Eugene always kena bully by his children and Angel C is one of my closest friendz ever ! 


Today , he did something really shocking but I already know it will happen . His singing is quite okay , not as ugly as duck voice but it's still nice and sweet and everything nice! I most like the last part when he confesses his love to Angel Mummy. THAT'S SO FREAKING SWEEET ! but my unnie , Yin Kuan thinks it's too romantic . Always Eugene daddy says something that is very romantic during the end of school to Angel mama , I will vomit , vomit everything I eat during recess but this time , it's so DIFFERENT! 


I totally shouted for them ! It's so SWEET ! Angel mummy must be so happy to be with Eugene daddy ! YAAAH . When I think of it now , it's still so sweet . I wonder what will Teacher Tan thinks of that..  but WHO CARES ? Eugene and Angel will forever be my lovely pair of parents ♥  As long as they give me what they must give to daughter , everything would be just fine to me ! 




DADDY ,you still owned me cake , isn't it ? Cockroach Shit Vomit cake ? When are you going to give me and please..buy it for me ! HAHAHA , thats all ! :D

DIDN'T SEE THAT COMING ! :O

Didn't know the truth hurts that much . Actually , it's not even a truth . It's a fact that was later only known.

Thought everything would be nice but everything would be nicer if I was more selfish .
No  , I wasn't the only friend she known . She had plenty of them . I was one of her closest but not her closest of the closest . I think it's okay since I'm also the same.

Thought of the happiness of having a BIGBANG 4th Mini Album would be shared with her but never mind, next time , chances will come .
Thought of letting my nervousness giving her to calm me down and actually thought me the better way to handle it but never mind , time would never come .

快乐少一人分享，快乐就只剩一半.

WHO AM I KIDDING ?
I should be putting trust on her.
LOL MYSELF .

YES, I do trust her !

* silly me *

HAPPY B'DAY RACHEL

Hello :D
Happy BIRTHDAY Rachel !

HAHA! May all your wishes come true !! xD

SINGING COMPETITION ! :D

Guess what ? I'm participating the singing competition with XinFei ! xD

We'll be singing my LEE HOM oppa's song , 心跳 ! 


WISH ME LUCK!! xD

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊

不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明

好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰

我又在摇头 有那么点后悔

爱情的发展已难以回头 却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口

两颗心能塞几个问号

爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起 那悬在记忆中的美好

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊

不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明

好想要回到我们的原点

但身不由己出现在胸口

两颗心能塞几个问号

爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起 那悬在记忆中的美好

你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起 那悬在记忆中的美好

突然想爱你 - 丁当/周华健

突然想爱 我已不是小孩 
却像首次告白 只想被你爱 
突然想爱 最坦然的坦白 
像赤裸的脚踝 舒服自在 
活过来 我都爱 
突然明白 之前的都不算爱 
我都爱 活过来 
责无旁贷 也包括你的不可爱 
总是突如其来爱 还让人眼界大开 
原来一切值得期待 
总是突如其来爱 像河流进了大海 
原来应该这样 存在 
突然想爱 最温柔的覆盖 
草地等到花开 信手拈来 
却想被你溺爱 只想被你爱 
爱是耐心 爱是勇气 
爱是默契 不言而喻 
爱是上瘾 爱是不可理喻 
我还不了解的事 
原来一切可以忍耐 
总是突如其来爱 爱之所以成为爱 
我在就为你的到来

baby i'm so sorry____♥

BABY I'M SO SORRY ___
♥
If I hurt you , I'm so sorry .
If I ever let you down , I'm so sorry .
If I act barbaric to you , I'm so sorry .
If I had left a scar on your heart , I'm so sorry .
If I had rude to you , I'm so sorry .


I'm So Sorry . To everyone in my life (:

MY HEART STILL BEATS .

I never felt my heart can beat that fast , can feel so sourly inside .
I never felt something like that SO LONG TIME AGO . ( maybe not too long )

It's about you , It's about me , It's about you and me .
I want to know everything about you , I want to share everything to you . Be there for you when you're sad , Happy with you when you're in happiness . When you're angry , I want to cuddle you like a teddy bear , just to let you know , I'll be there for you anytime . Even you're stupid , you're still my GOD . When you feel like you're ugly, I want to let you know that you are the most handsome ones I've known . Even if you're a baddie , I DON'T EVEN CARE because I've chosen you as my half (:

Your name made me smiled , your voice made me melt , your sudden appear made me hyper .  LA LA LA. I'm selfish because I want to keep you for myself only >:D


Teacher told me that loving someone is not wrong .. nobody can stop you from loving someone .. having girlfriend is okay but don't kiss , don't hold hands .. :) Then , having someone by my side is not wrong too (:

MISS U ! (:

THE FEELINGS THAT I NEVER KNOW .

I don't understand what is at the bottom of my heart . Sometimes , I just want everyone to put a sock in it . Sometimes , I just want to stay at a corner . Sometimes , I just want more attention . Sometimes , I want to be closer to you .

The feelings That I never could understand ..

Sometimes , STAYING SILENT just make me feel peaceful .
Sometimes , MORE ATTENTION just make me feel that I'm still in your heart.
Sometimes , CLOSER TO YOU just make me once skip my heartbeat .

ISH . NEVER UNDERSTAND MYSELF.

tell me what is right and what is wrong :(

SOMETIMES , I just wonder ,

Me and You . You and I . You and Me . I and You .

I don't know what to do that is right . What to do that is wrong .

Think and think . Heartache .

Your expectations to me is damn high . I have no idea why . We weren't actually close friends but closer to enemies . The more I expected , the more I'm disappointed .

I was wondering , Telling your mum ? Ignore you ? CRY OUT LOUD ? Or giving an act to stop it all ?

I also thinking of you kicking the bucket ! :(

Telling your mum = things will be worsen as your mum will not be aware of you 24/7
Ignore you = you sure kacau me until I stop ignoring you
Cry out loud = not my style
Giving an act to stop = need more people to help .

SO MANY THINGS . HEARTACHE >:(

張惠妹-解脫

愛是不夜城　回憶像星辰
熱淚越沸騰　我越感覺有點冷
變了心的人　越想越傷人
枯坐到清晨　陽光替房間開了燈

＊想　若結局一樣又何苦再想
傷　若讓人成長
我為什麼怕分手的傷

＃解脫　是肯承認這是個錯
我不應該還不放手
你有自由走　我有自由好好過

＋解脫　是懂擦乾淚看以後
找個新方向往前走
這世界遼闊　我總會實現一個夢

重唱　＊,＃

心裡有一種渴望勇敢的念頭
不要愛我的人再擔心我

重唱　＃,＋

I wish a wish and hope for a hope .

Today and yesterday went to Ching Meng . I prayed for Japan , I prayed for Ancestors and grandparents ..
I wish for a wish , I hope for a hope .

WISHES for a great life . Especially EXAM MARKS .

HOPES for no troublesome things . CURE TROUBLES and also SKINSHIP FOREVER :)

:) MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU ! :)

LUCIFER

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dww9UjJ4Dt8

Your whisper is the Lucifer .

NOT a santanic song :)

SHINEE-SHINEE-SHINY


- shawol sueann :)

- new design

HELLO ! (:

New design , do you like it? Spend lots of time on it :D

- new blog

I guess , the old blog is also another fill with rubbish and dirty and immature post in there. I DIDN'T DELETE THE BLOG but I just change the permission only :) I GUESS , It's start of something new ! (:

THROW THE OLD ONES , GET THE NEW ONES (:

Thank you - :)